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No One Likes Being Stressed
That night I had the most wonderful dream that anyone could ever wish for.
I was with my family: Seth and all of the girls. We had all been in the forest in wolf form, when all of a sudden two new wolves joined us. One was tan just like Seth and the other was a beautiful golden color. They were much smaller than us, and suddenly we were all back in human form, dressed and in what looked like the Diamond's house. I looked around at everyone and then my eyes rested on two small children. One seemed to be an exact replica of Seth and the other one had to be the most beautiful girl in the entire world. Or so it seemed to me. Her silver eyes looked into my own silver ones. And we just looked at each other for what seemed like forever. But then she slowly walked over to my and I enveloped her into my arms and picked her up. She held tight to me and whispered in my ear.
"I love you, mommy. I love you." She said in a delicate little voice, and I suddenly felt tears spring to my eyes as I held her tighter. I didn't want this dream to end.
"I love you." She said again.
"I love you too." I replied in a whisper and then as if the Universe had suddenly realized I had been perfectly content, it wrenched me from my dream.
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I opened my eyes and stared up at the canopy of leaves above me. There was only one spot of heat on my leg and the ground was somewhat cold and wet. I shivered then sat up a little bit. My clothes were thrown in every direction and I sighed then saw Seth with his hand reaching down and planted on my thigh. His face was one of pure peace and I couldn't help but both smile and feel jealous. I would still look like that too if I hadn't woken up.
"That's not going to fly." I said to myself and then smirked. I leaned forward and started to plant small kisses all over his face and then slowly moved down his neck to his chest. He groaned and his eyes fluttered open. I pulled back and smirked at him.
"Morning sunshine." I said to him and he immediately frowned.
"Why are you so far away?" He asked in a groggy voice and in a split second reached out and grabbed me around my waist. He pulled me in tight to him and I was very warm all of a sudden. I liked having a space heater around. Very useful…
"The girls will be anxious and we should know what the Cullen family wants us to do now…" I said into his neck, not really having the will power to get up and follow out the task at hand.
"We will…. Eventually… But not yet." He said and I heard the smile in his voice. I smiled as well and Seth began planting kisses all down my neck and chest and soon enough we were tangled together just as beautifully as the night before. And the weird thing was that I didn't regret any of it… It just felt too perfect to not go along with anymore.
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It had to be at least a little after noon when we finally got up and got dressed. I found the small creek I had heard the night before and washed my face and tried to do something with my hair… Wait a second. Since when did I care about my hair??
"You ready?" Seth called out and I frantically continued to smooth out my hair before he came into view… Oh yeah… that's when.
"As ready as I'll ever be." I sighed and we started to walk back to the house. I was aware at how sore I was and I was positive that if I wasn't part werewolf that I would have bruises on every surface of my body… What? I liked it rough. That's not a crime.
The house seemed to appear very quickly and we walked inside without even knocking. But I began to think that we should have. There were loud voices coming from the living room: familiar, loud voices.
"She attacked his imprint!" Edward yelled at someone. There was a snarl building in his voice.
"Because she felt threatened and she felt like she doesn't belong! Those girls will only bring you trouble! Believe me!" Jake yelled back angrily.
"You don't think we have realized that? You were like Seth's big brother! You should have seen that too and welcomed them in, instead of pushing them aside for your own protection!" Edward roared at him. I realized with a jolt that they were arguing over letting me stay or not. My hand tightened on Seth's and his thumb started to rub small circles on the inside of my palm. It sort of tickled but I wasn't really focusing on that right now.
"We push her away so that we might have a chance for survival!" Said a new female voice; Leah's voice. Seth's hand froze and I looked up at his dark face. It almost scared me how angry he looked in that second but I went back to looking ahead at the entry way and listening to the fight.
"He is your brother! You can't just let him go." Edward said to Leah.
"Watch me." She spit at him with so much venom in her voice that I winced a little and wrapped my arm around Seth's waist. I couldn't imagine what that made him feel like. To know that your sister wanted nothing to do with you because you finally found your true love…. That really had to blow.
There were footsteps suddenly and out of the living room came Jake and Leah with Embry and Quil close behind. They all froze when they saw us and I looked at Leah immediately. Her face didn't show any emotion except for pure hatred. I wondered what happened between that time when we had talked only a couple of days ago. I don't know about her… But it was almost like I was her friend. But I guess that all flew out the window when it was said I could have children…
"Oh hello Seth, didn't see you there." Edward's voice came, but I didn't look away from Leah's face. What I wouldn't give to be a mind reader right now.
"Trust me… You don't want to know." Edward said from across the room. I smirked and then felt a tug on my hand. I followed it and walked around the pack with Seth. I heard the front door slam shut finally as we walked into the kitchen. There sat everyone. And I meant everyone.
Slater, Makayla, Shawn, Danny, and Gallaria all sat at the wooden table that I guessed wouldn't be used for anything after we left. Noah, Sasha, Trace and Gemma all stationed themselves around the counter and all of the Cullens stood at the wall behind the girls.
"Family meeting?" I asked with a smirk and Slater nodded.
"I hope you know that if I smell like vampire stink for the rest of my life I am holding you responsible." Gibbs glared at me and I laughed a little bit.
"I'll keep that in mind." I nodded to her and went to sit in an empty chair on the far side of the table so that I could see everyone. Seth stood behind me with one hand firmly on my shoulder. Carlisle finally came forward and looked at us.
"Well… I'm not going to ask about the details, but I assume that you two did what I asked last night." He asked and I blushed and looked down.
"Yep." Seth said without any embarrassment or hesitation.
"Yeah Seth! Getting busy!!" Emmett laughed out loud and my blushed deepened.
"Right. Well, it's only right to assume that the Volturi will see what has happened and will have someone over here as soon as possible." Carlisle said.
"I thought you said that it would take them like 10 years to find out what has happened?" I asked him with narrowed eyes. He nodded.
"I did. But with the impending danger that your state puts them in, I'm willing to bet that they will want to take care of this problem sooner, rather than later." Carlisle said again. I nodded slowly and understood what he meant.
"So what is the exact plan? Because I don't know if I'm totally up for a giant road trip." Gibbs said and Shawn smacked her on the arm, "Ouch! What was that for?" Gibbs glared at Shawn.
"That is for being the baby of the group. Jetta needs us now and I don't think she wants to hear any complaining about it." Slater spoke up before her sister could say anything.
"Way to make me sound incapable of taking care of myself guys." I said to them.
"Dude, give it a rest. You've taken care of us as long as I can remember being a wolf. Just let us return the favor." Makayla said to me with a smile. I rolled my eyes.
"I'd rather not turn this into a sob story if you don't mind." I said to them and they all nodded and quieted down.
"Right then, the plan is for the Diamonds to move into our house in Forks. Your pack will be able to stay on the reservation with the other pack in La Push. Meanwhile, my family will move back up into Alaska. As soon as you give birth, Jetta, you will have to move up into Alaska with Seth and stay with us. The Diamonds will take care of your child." He said in a soft voice. I felt shocked. So that dream that I had wouldn't be coming true? We wouldn't be a happy family as I had predicted.
"Wait a second! Why do we have to be separated?" Seth asked in an angry voice. I looked up and saw Edward put a hand on Seth's shoulder, almost as if he was restraining him.
"The Volturi would expect for you to always be together. It's natural for them to hunt you down because you will have the baby. If you let the baby stay with the Diamonds it will be safe beyond expectations. And your pack would be near by with reinforcements. If anything should go wrong, then it wouldn't be hard to just move the baby and your pack up into Alaska while we gather more protection." Carlisle proceeded to tell us.
My throat was dry and my mind was spinning off in all different directions. I saw what Carlisle was saying, I truly did. But there was no way in Hell that I was ready to give up my child. It was a stretch for me to even agree to have one. Although, after last night I found myself ready for the baby and everything that it would bring Seth and me. That dream that I had had would haunt me as long as I lived if I let go of my child. I realized that Seth was yelling at Carlisle. I stood up quickly and looked at him.
He stopped yelling and I nodded.
"It's okay. If this is what needs to be done to protect our child then it's okay. But you will never lose me. I promise." I said to him in a whisper as he looked at my face. He let out a deep breath and then wrapped me up in his hot arms. I clung to his shirt and let a few tears slide down my cheeks onto his shirt.
"I love you." Seth said to me in my ear and I nodded.
"So I've heard." I smiled back into his warm chest and then he let me go. I looked back at Carlisle and nodded.
"When do we have to leave?" I asked him. He looked at Edward who was still standing behind Seth and nodded. Edward nodded back and suddenly all of the Cullens were gone from the kitchen.
"We leave tonight. I suggest you get all of your things from your… shack." Dr. Cullen said and we all nodded.
"Finally someone who knows what a shack is!" Danny cried out. We all gave a short laugh and then the entire house was moving. I saw Alice on the phone in the entry way and everyone else was running around and taking apart furniture and bringing downstairs. But the girls and Seth and me, we all went outside and phased quickly.
Well I don't know about you guys… But I've always wanted to go on a road trip. Danny said with a smile in her voice.
Yeah… It's just too bad that Jetta is running for her life. Otherwise, I would have liked to go shopping and all that jazz. Makayla said.
Maybe we could do that sometime… Go on a trip somewhere. Seth said to me and I looked at him and rolled my eyes.
Yeah. We can go right after I give up my child and hide from a bunch of violent, mad vampires. That sounds good; I'll get right on that. I said to him.
This won't last forever Jetta. The war between the Volturi and the rest of us will end. It's not a cycle that I want to keep repeating itself. Seth said to me again as we all started running into the forest.
I didn't even want to be a part of it in the first place… But I usually don't get everything I wish for now do I? I don't exactly have a fairy godmother who grants all my wishes. I said more to myself than to anyone in particular.
That might be true Jetta. But just look at the freaking prince charming that you got! I mean… Damn! Slate said and we all laughed. Seth felt a little embarrassed and we all laughed even harder. By that time we had reached the shack finally and I didn't bother to phase as I nudged open the door and stuck my head in. there was no way I would be able to fit in there and look around. And Seth was even bigger, so I didn't think he could manage to get in.
Do we really need anything in there? I asked them slowly.
Well…. Do you think that the Diamonds will buy us new shit when we reach La Push? Makayla asked me. I looked at her and cocked my head to the side.
I don't know… Maybe… Let's hope that they will. I said to her.
You're telling me that we just ran all that way for nothing? Gibbs asked with a whine.
Oh buck up runt. You're a werewolf. And werewolves don't complain. Slater said to her. We all laughed again and then trotted back into the forest. We weren't really in a hurry. I knew that it was probably hectic in the Diamond's house with everyone running around packing things, and I wasn't really up to get stressed out like that. Who would?
Are you scared, Jetta? Shawn's voice and question out of the blue. I felt a little startled, then a little embarrassed and I sighed.
Yeah Shawn… I'm scared shitless. I said to her, completely serious, and she nodded.
Don't worry. You'll always have us. Makayla said to me and I just sighed.
Gee thanks. A bunch of hormonally challenged mutant wolf girls who think that it's funny to kick someone's ass. I said to them and they all frowned mentally.
You act as if it's a bad thing… Slater said finally and we all snickered.
Not to burst any bubbles, but I'm not really into hearing about mushy girl stuff. That was usually what my sister rambled on about and I'm particularly pissed off at her right now, so if you don't mind… Seth said to us all and we nodded and picked up speed as we headed towards the Diamond's house again.
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We all phased separately when we had arrived on the outskirts of the Diamond's clearing. When we had finally all walked out across the meadow towards the house we saw a large U-Haul attached to a rather large SUV. Meanwhile two smaller, sleeker cars were parked next to it, the vampires all stood outside the cars and seemed to be conversing.
"Hay-O." I yelled out to them and they looked up.
"Where's your stuff?" Noah asked. I shrugged and waved a hand to dismiss the question. He nodded; I guess he understood that we didn't really have anything to begin with so why did we even have to explain ourselves?
"Alright then… I guess we should hit the road." Carlisle said to us all. We nodded and I watched as Trace got into the front seat of the big SUV with Gemma in the passenger seat. I felt Seth's lips by my ear.
"We should go with them. To… Straighten out the arrangements." He said with a hint of sorrow in his voice. I nodded and grabbed his warm hand in mine to give it an encouraging squeeze. I knew that this would be hard on him. He had been so pumped to be a father and now that chance was being ripped away from him in a flash. It didn't seem right, but at the same time, it seemed like the best option we had.
"We'll go with them." I pointed to the SUV and Carlisle nodded.
"Edward? Bella? Will you go with them as well?" Esme spoke up and I was startled by that. But they nodded none the less and got into the furthest seats in the back. Seth opened the back door and I pulled myself in, and he followed right after and closed the door. The car started and then we were moving out of the meadow. I turned and looked between Bella and Edward's heads so that I could watch as the girls and the other vampires got into their own cars. And I watched the Diamond's house slowly disappear. The one place that had finally seemed like a home to me was gone.
"It's going to be okay Jetta. I promise that it will." Seth said to me in a whisper as he kissed my temple. I nodded and leaned my head onto his warm chest as he wrapped his arms securely around me.
"I know you will." I whispered back to him and let just one more tear fall from my eye.
OMG. that was pretty freaking intense. Am I right? Or am I right? I think I'm right!! Okay... I'm gonna say it again: PLEASE REVIEW!!!! OKAY??? Alright. Estoy muy cansada. (I am very tired. you like my spanish and you know it lmao) =P okay... I'll try to update really soon. *sniffle sniffle* We're almost to the end!!! Review and tell me what you think is gonna happen in the sequel and if you got them; ASK QUESTIONS!! I know that I would be confused out the wazoo if I was readin this story so don't worry =) Alright... Peace out -Mooch
