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9-15-05
I should have seen this coming…. How could I have been this stupid? Wait, don't answer that….. How am I ever going to tell him? Maybe I shouldn't tell him at all….. that wouldn't work, I mean eventually he's gunna wonder why I'm the size of a boat. Oh god, I don't wanna get fat! Hmm, abortion? No! I could never do that. Adoption….? Eh…… I don't think I could handle that. I don't know why I'm getting worried, I'm sure he'll be happy!
"You okay baby?" Randy asked walking back into my room.
"Yeah" Just thinking about having your baby that's all. I should just tell him. There's no harm in telling him right? Okay wrong, I'm too scared to do that.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm just thinking that's all." I shrugged laying back on my bed staring at the ceiling in the process.
"Your acting different." Randy sighed laying down beside me wrapping his arms me tightly.
"My mom's in the hospital dying Orton, how do you want me to act?" I whispered rolling into his chest.
"Everything's going to be okay baby." I nodded wanting so bad to believe him, but I couldn't.
"Nikis coming over soon, I'm sure that'll make you feel better."
"Nothings going to make me feel better right now Randy." I shook my head closing my eyes. I didn't know what I was more upset about… the fact that I was pregnant, or that my mom was dying even more with every hour that passed.
"I'm just trying to help." Randy sighed sitting up, I frowned pulling him back down towards me.
"Don't leave. Please? I'm sorry, I just have more then my mom on my mind okay?" I sighed cuddling against him.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" He smiled lightly kissing my head.
"I will later, don't worry about it." I smiled kissing him softly until the door slammed open revealing Niki.
"I'm so sorry Chloe!" Niki frowned jumping onto my bed hugging me tightly.
"It's okay Niki. I'm sorry too… about everything." Randy sighed climbing off the bed.
"I'll be downstairs." Niki and I watched as he closed the door quietly behind him.
"What's wrong with him?" Niki asked with a raised eye brow
"Nothing." I sent her a fake smile.
"Okay, well, you look tired, why don't you take a nap?" Niki smiled back jumping off the bed.
"Alright, later Niki." I sighed pulling the covers over my head as she turned the lights off.
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I smiled opening my eyes slowly feeling Randy's arms tightly wrapped around my waist. I looked at the clock and groaned as I read the time. 8:00 a.m, I had slept all through out the night. A frown spread across my face as I felt sick to my stomach. I jumped up from the bed running to the bathroom just in time to throw up.
Randy walked into the bathroom sighing as he held my hair back.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked rubbing my stomach as I relaxed against him.
"I'm probably just getting sick that's all." I lied right through my teeth as he nodded.
"Okay, well maybe we should just stay here for the day, Jason said she made an improvement last night. The doctors expect her to wake up soon." Randy smiled kissing my temple.
"That's great!" I beamed, happily brushing my teeth.
"Yeah, looks like your feeling better already." Randy smirked kissing my neck after I was done in the bathroom.
"I guess I am." I smiled with a shrug of my shoulders.
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"Tomorrow we have to get there first thing in the morning Daddy! I don't wanna miss her waking up!" I smiled excitedly dropping my purse onto the floor in the living room.
"Shawn, are you ready to leave now? We have to pick Cheyenne and Cameron up from my moms house still." Rebecca smiled softly walking downstairs.
"Yeah, I'm ready." Shawn smiled kissing my forehead. "I'll see you later okay pirncess??"
"Okay bye" I waved watching as they drove away from the house.
"Chloe what the fuck are these…??" Randy asked a confused look plastered on his face as he held up three pamphlets about pregnancy.
My heart nearly stopped as he dropped them to the floor.
"Oh god, don't tell me your pregnant." His face fell as I could only nod to confirm it.
"Chloe you can't be! Your dad will kill me! Fuck, I'm not ready for a baby! I'm only 25! I'm about to get the biggest push in my career and then this happens?! How the fuck did this even happen?!" Randy yelled running a hand through his hair.
"I'm sorry Randy! But how do you think I feel?! I'm only 18! I have my whole life a head of me! And I think we all know how it happened! I guess we weren't as careful as we thought we were!" I spoke softly as tears fell from my eyes.
"I don't want a baby Chloe! Don't you understand that?" Randy shouted causing me to back away from him.
"You have a choice, it's either me or the baby…" Randy whispered staring at the floor.
"You want me to get an abortion…..?" The tears began to fall freely as I stared at him in shock.
"That's exactly what I mean. It's either get rid of me, or get rid of the baby." I shook my head, my hands falling to my stomach.
"Then you can leave, I'm not killing our baby just because you don't have the balls to grow up and take responsibility." I closed my eyes tightly as he brushed past me, his shoes slamming against the stairs as he made his way to the top.
"This can't be happening" I whispered staring outside the window, watching as Randy threw his bags into the back of his car, the rain slid slowly down the window as the sky began to get darker. How could my life go from perfect to a living hell in less than 48 hours?
"Chloe were back!" Niki shouted loudly through the house.
For the past 30 minutes I've been sitting on the couch staring at the pictures on the wall, thinking of how bad my life sucks right now.
"Hi Chloe!" Cameron smiled running past the couch.
"Princess what's wrong?" Shawn asked sitting down next to me on the couch. I shrugged, not bothering to wipe the tears away from my eyes.
"Chloe just tell us!" Niki pleaded sitting in front of me as Rebecca sat on the other side of me.
"Randy broke up with me…" I whispered softly holding my gaze to the floor.
"What!? Why?! I thought you guys were so happy right now!" Niki yelled narrowing her eyes towards the door.
"Why'd you guys break up princess?" Shawn asked curiously wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
"Because….." I cried harder thinking about having to raise a baby all by myself.
"Because why sweetie?" Rebecca sighed rubbing my back
"Daddy please don't hate me!" I cried harder looking into his eyes
"I'm not gunna hate you princess! Just tell me why he broke up with you!"
"I'm pregnant daddy…."
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