AN: Thanks again for all your beautiful reviews it means the world to me. I bet some off you are wondering where Robbie is going to fit in to all of this or what I've planned for her well I guess you just have to wait and see haha Only a short chapter for you guys today sorry but this will probably be my last update for the next couple of days but if I can and get a chance I'll try and squeeze in a update. Thanks again xx
Chapter 12
On their way home from the seaquaruim Sofia couldn't stop talking about the dolphins and seals and how much she wanted a pet seal now she continued to ramble on about how much fun she had and that she couldn't wait to tell her Momma.
Once back at the Torres estate Sofia ran through the door and went on a hunt to found to find Roberta, finding Roberta in the kitchen Sofia ran up to her requesting her to pick her up.
"Guess what Robbie I got to feed the dolphins and seals it was so much fun"
Callie caught up with her daughter and seen that Roberta had Sofia in her arms she stood back and watch the interaction between Sofia and Roberta she couldn't believe how much Sofia had taken a liking to Roberta in such short time they have known each other it was like they had been friends for years.
"Wow Sof that sounds like you had so much fun "I wish I could have been there"
"Me too and guess what Mami is going to buy me a seal for Christmas" Sofia said hell bent on getting a seal.
"Oh really" Roberta smiled
Callie walked up to the pair talking away.
"Sofia sweetie i don't think that's going to be happening" Callie laughed.
"But Mami, seals are my favourite animal now and I don't want a puppy anymore I want a seal" Sofia pouted.
Callie reached out taking Sofia from Roberta.
"How about we get you cleaned up and you can ring Momma and then watch a dvd and have a little rest.
Sofia nodded "I can't wait to tell Momma about the searuim and that you're getting me a seal"
"Sofia Robbin Sloan Torres you are not getting a seal"
"Well if you're not going to get me one I know Momma will"
Callie and Roberta laughed at the little girls antics.
"Come on you lets ring Momma" and they left the kitchen making their way to the living room so they could ring Arizona.
"Sofia baby do you remember how I said we can't tell momma were we are because it's a surpise" she hated lying to her daughter but for the time being that's the way it had be because she didn't want Arizona showing up there.
"I promise but can i tell her about the dolphins and seal?"
"Of course you can baby" Callie smiled.
Arizona was now at the apartment alone it felt weird being there it was so quite she was enjoying a glass of white wine when her phone started ringing noticing it was a private number she only hoped it was Sofia.
"Hello Arizona Robbins speaking"
"Momma" she heard her daughter say excitedly.
"Hey baby, how was your day?"
"It was the best I got to see some dolphins and seal and a seal kissed me on the cheek, he had smelly fish breathe but I didn't mind I wish you were there Momma"
"Wow baby that sounds exciting I wish I was there to see it, I hope Mami took lots of photos"
"And guess what Momma, Mami is going to buy me a seal for Christmas" Sofia said excitedly. Callie just shock her head
"Oh really" Arizona laughed.
"Yeah we need to get a pool to keep him in though coz I don't think he will fit in our bathtub at home"
Arizona laughed at how adorable her daughter could be at times.
"So what else have you been up to?"
"Um nothing much I made a new friend Robbie she's really nice and she plays with me Robbie and Mami are going to take me to the park after my rest" the little girl said innocently which caused Callie to go into melt down at what Sofia just told Arizona "Shit, Shit" she thought to herself but her and Roberta were just friends but she knew Arizona would take it the wrong way.
"Oh really" is all Arizona could say the jealousy raising inside of her wondering who this Robbie woman was.
"I miss you Momma"
"I miss you too princess, but guess what you will be back very soon and then we can hang out lots and you can tell me all about the fun you had"
"Momma"
"Yes baby"
"I love you"
"Awww sweetie I love you too" Arizona said letting a few tear slip.
This was getting too hard for Arizona she missed Sofia so much and she knew if she didn't get off the phone she was going to have a break sown and she didn't want Sofia to witness it.
"Baby Momma is going to go now so you can have a rest because you sound sleepy but I love you sweetie, can you please put Mami on the phone"
"Ok Momma I love you bye"
"I love you too"
Sofia handed the phone over to Callie and went to find her Pa.
"Hey"
"Hey Cal, so it sounds like you had a fun day but Callie a seal really" Arizona laughed.
"She is so not getting a seal but you try telling her that" Callie smiled through the phone.
"Well you know what she's like once she gets an idea in her head it's impossible to reason with her maybe we could just get her a stuffed seal, that might work" Arizona laughed.
"Yeah maybe"
"So um Sofia told me she's made a new friend Robbie" Arizona questioned.
"Um yeah we meet her today" Callie lied.
"So"
"Look Arizona I know where your going with this and I don't have the strength to argue with you ok Robbie is just a friend and there is nothing more ok"
"If you say so" Arizona said.
"Are you kidding me? If I say so, what's that meant to mean huh?"
"Nothing I was just wondering who this woman my daughter was been hanging out with was"
"She's a friend ok a friend and I don't think you have the right to judge me at the moment considering the circumstances were in" Callie was starting to get angry.
"Callie stop I wasn't judging you ok I'm sorry"
"Well Arizona I've got to go so I'll get Sofia to ring you again sometime soon"
"Callie wait stop, can we please just talk?"
"Arizona I can't right now ok, Im still trying to get my head around everything and heal myself and Arizona about earlier when I told you I loved you, don't get me wrong because I do love you so much but I shouldn't have told you that because I don't want to give you false hope because I don't know what I want at the moment" Callie told Arizona in all honestly that's all she could do at the moment was be honest with Arizona.
"Please Callie don't let this be it for us, I'm sorry and I will never forgive myself for hurting you like this if I could take it back I would please Callie please" Arizona pleaded through the sobs.
"Arizona I've got to go I can't do this now ok so I'm going to hang up the phone" before she started crying as well.
"Ok but please Calliope please know I love you"
"I know, bye Arizona"
"Bye Calliope"
Both girls hung up the phone and now both in tears.
Callie was sitting in the lounge room crying when Roberta walked past and noticed Callie crying she walked up to Callie.
"Hey Callie, is everything alright?"
Callie wiped away her tears and tried to compose herself.
"Um yeah I'm fine sorry I was just having a moment" Callie tried to smile but she wasn't pulling it off.
"It's ok we all have our moments, it's ok to let it out it means your human"
"Thanks I was just talking to Arizona" then she burst out crying again.
Roberta hated seeing anyone this upset so she walked over to Callie sat down beside her and gathered Callie in her arms.
"Ssshhh it's ok let it out" Roberta said stroking Callie hair.
"It's so hard Robbie, why does it have to be so hard? Why did see feel the need to cheat am I not good enough for her all I've shown her was love and support she told me not to run, I was never going to run even after they she treated me like shit after the accident but did she do she ran" Callie sobbed.
"Callie you are beautiful and never think that you're not because you are your amazing your strong and your an amazing mother to Sofia so never doubt yourself anyone would be lucky to have you in their life."
Callie wiped her tears away and looked up at Roberta.
"You really think that?" Callie asked.
"Yeah I really do" Roberta smiled.
"Thank you, I'm sorry I've just broke down to you I think I just needed to vent"
"It's ok like I said it's totally natural to break down after what your going through" Roberta said breaking the hug
Callie smiled at Roberta "Thank you I really appreciate it"
"No problem at all happy to be at your service" Roberta smiled.
"So um I better go and make a start on dinner"
Back at the apartment Arizona was a mess once again she didn't know what to do but one thing she did know that the wine was going down nicely she knew alcohol wasn't the answer but she didn't know what else to do at the moment.
Callie set out to find Sofia and her father she found them snuggled up together on the lounge in the tv room watching "Finding Nemo" Sofia was out like a light.
"Hey Papa" she whispered.
"Calliope, is everything alright?" he could tell her daughter had been crying.
"Yes Papa, no not really but I'll just put Sofia down in the nursery then we can have a chat" walking over to her father she gently picked up Sofia trying not to wake her.
"I'll be back in five minutes"
"It's ok sweetie take your time I'll be here"