AN: Well, well, well it look like it has gone from bad to worse for our favourite beauty's, hopefully they can overcome it, but we will have to wait and see. Hope you enjoyed my last chapter, I found it really hard to write this chapter it took me so long I didn't know where to go from the last chapter I found myself deleting then re writing then deleting again. So here it is it's a shortish chapter but still hope you enjoy. Please remember if you have time to review I love hearing all your feedback it means the world to me, so here it is. Thanks again .
Chapter 18
Callie quickly left the guest house in a panic to go search for Arizona, she felt terrible, terrible wasn't even the word to use for the feeling she had inside her, yes she was still made at Arizona for her adultly but she had just done a back flip and committed the same sin now she was the one who broke her vows to her wife and now she had a glimpse at what Arizona was feeling and that feeling sucked and to make things worse Arizona had actually caught her in the act.
Callie was running around scream out Arizona's name desperately trying to find her but she got nothing. She was stopped in her tracks when she spotted a lone figure sitting down on the sandy cove with her head hanging in her hands crying loudly, this site of Arizona broke her heart and even more knowing she had been the cause off it.
Callie slowly walked over to Arizona trying to figure out in her head what she was going to say to Arizona how to make things right. She came to be standing next her wife.
"Arizona" Callie softly said, but there was no reply just sobbing.
"Arizona please look at me"
Callie was now bent down kneeling beside Arizona, Callie tried to push a stray hair off Arizona that feel across her face behind her ear but her hand was shrugged away and the look that come with it was so painful, she knew that look very well she had gotten that look of hate many times after the plane crash after she broke her promise to save her wife's leg, Callie knew to back off and not to push Arizona
"Arizona please look at me" Callie said again.
"What for Callie? So I can picture that woman in your arms, I can't Callie I can't do this not tonight I've already seen enough and heard enough for one night please just leave" Arizona begged.
"Arizona come on, we need to talk I'm sorry you had to witness that and yeah I admit I lost control back there and it should of never happened I should of known better trust me I'm cursing myself now for it, but for what it's worth I'm so sorry" Callie said desperately.
Arizona finally looked at Callie properly.
"Was it your way of getting back at me Calliope? I cheated on you so you had to cheat on me so I could feel the pain I've put you through, is that it even the score huh because now how much I hurt you" Arizona sobbed.
"No Arizona I promise you it wasn't like that at all, it wasn't about evening out the score look you put it or think, I just don't know what it was about maybe oh I don't know honestly I just lost control"
Arizona shook her head.
"It doesn't matter what it was, what's done is done and the rest doesn't matter"
Callie sat down next to Arizona.
"Arizona can I ask you something?"
"What "
"Arizona, what are you even doing here?"
"That doesn't matter anymore why I'm here, it was actually stupid on my behalf but maybe if I wasn't hear you could off got away with it and I would have never off known. But it already looks like to me you've already made up your mind what you want I can see it clearly now but to be honest the reason I came here the reason I got on fucking plane was to fight for you and Sofia to try and get my family back but now I truly know it was stupid off me to think we still had a chance" Arizona said in anger through the sobs.
"No I hadn't made up my mind yet and I was actually thinking about coming home these past few days."
"Well it looked like it to me, you made up your mind by sticking your tongue down that woman's throat."
"No Arizona you don't get to do this, you don't get to put the blame on me yes we both have our faults but you can't come here and dictate what I'm thinking I won't let you, you just remember you are the one who started this the one who put us in this mess in the first place yes I've just fucked up bad and I'm not going to deny it and it was totally wrong on my behalf but and once again I'm sorry"
"Look Callie I can't do this now , I need to go I need to get out of here away from all off this, so I'm going to gather my things and go to the hotel. I will come by in the morning to spend some time with Sofia and play pretends for her sake then I'm going to go back to Seattle."
"Arizona you don't need to go a hotel, you can spend the night here it's late and your clearly upset and that way you can be hear in the morning when Sofia wakes up and you can surprise her."
"I can't Callie, I can't I need some space to think to process everything in my head" Arizona said standing up and started to walk away Callie tried to pull Arizona back by her arm but Arizona just shrugged it out of Callie's grasp.
"Arizona" Callie shouted.
"For what it's worth I still love you baby"
Arizona stopped and turned around to face and slowly walked towards Callie again then stopped and let out a bitter laugh.
"If that's what you want to call it and you really proved it tonight didn't you Calliope"
"Your one to talk aren't you but you know what Arizona fuck you, yes you heard me right fuck you" With that Callie stormed off past Arizona and made her way back to the house.
Callie loved Arizona with all that she had but Arizona could be a big pain in the ass, she wasn't as innocent as everyone thought she was she also played a huge part in this mess but it always had to be all about Arizona and her damn leg she could be selfish at times.
Callie entered the house and slammed the door hard behind her and rushed upstairs to only be meet with her father half way.
"Calliope darling what is it, what's the matter?"
"Not now Papa please not now and before you say it I know Arizona is here" she finished before ignoring her father and walking up the rest of the stairs.
She quickly went and checked on Sofia who was still sound asleep she walked over to her daughter and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek "Mami loves you baby" she whispered.
She then made her way to her room and flopped herself down on her bed, she was mad good she was so made but full of emotions she didn't know if she wanted to scream or cry, but her emotions got the better off her and she broke down crying.
Arizona arrived at the hotel and checked in, once in her room she flopped herself down on the lounge so many emotions were running through her head, did she even have the right to be mad at Callie and Callie was right it was her fault that they were in this mess in the first place but it still hurt she couldn't get the pictures out of her head of Callie kissing another woman a woman that wasn't her, she didn't know what else to do but cry. She hoped by coming to Miami she could start to repair there broken marriage but after tonight she was so wrong was their marriage even repairable anymore was it to late was it beyond broken, she still liked to have hope but was it lost forever or would hope take over and bring them back together.
Arizona just wanted to get far away from Miami as possible she pulled out her laptop and started to look for flights for tomorrow afternoon, she wanted to spend as much time with Sofia tomorrow morning before she had to fly out because once again she was left wondering when would be the next time she would get to see her daughter again after tomorrow. She booked her flight back to Seattle and decided she needed to try and rest her leg was killing she hadn't taken it off all day she needed to rest as she needed all her strength for tomorrow.
Callie was still laying in bed she thought about everything that had happened tonight, she then thought about Roberta.
"Fuck" she cursed herself she quickly grabbed her phone and quickly sent Roberta a quick text.
"Hey Robbie, thanks for tonight I really did enjoy myself. I'm sorry for the way it turned out it was the last thing I expected, it was all my fault and I shouldn't have let it get out of hand like it did. I'm sorry once again but I would like to talk about it tomorrow if you will let me. Callie x"
Roberta was now in the maids quarters laying in bed not being able to sleep either she thought about the night, she should have stopped Callie but she also just lost control and got lost in the moment, she also thought about her job Mr Torres would certainly fire her when he found out and probably make sure that she never gets employed again. She felt the tears slowly run down her cheek she was startled out of her thoughts when she received a text from Callie she read it and quickly replied.
"I really enjoyed myself too, look Callie you have nothing to be sorry about ok I should off and could of stopped you but I didn't and that was a bad judgment on my behalf so what it's worth I'm sorry and there is no need to talk about it we can just sweep it under the mat and just forget it pretend it never happened. Robbie x"
Callie read Roberta's text and sighed "What have I done" she sobbed.
Callie was now truly exhausted and didn't know what to do the affects of the alcohol she consumed earlier finally taking over she wasn't looking forward to tomorrow she had to face the music and her wife but right now her body is telling her to sleep and sleep she did.
