Ok so I couldn't let our star-heads end like that, so let's see this from Yugi's perspective... I think most of you might be quite surprised... Enjoy and arigato gosaimasu for reading!
Yugi "Yami,I-I can't do this anymore..." You look over at me, I can tell you're shocked. That's what I want, to shock you out of this, not get into an argument, I don't even want to leave!
"What are you talking about Yugi?" I can tell you know, and that makes me kind of angry, so I amplified it, and did my best to make it convincing.
"Yami, you know exactly what I'm talking about! This, US, our relationship!" I really don't know if I can do this, I-I'm not even sure if I want to anymore... I'm already close to tears, all I want is for you to appologize, so I can try to work past my insecurities.
"But, Yugi, why?"
I don't know.
"Yami, you can't honestly tell me you don't know." Of course you don't, I don't even know.
"Oh, I know. It's because you're insecure and jealous."
What? What the hell?!
"You dumb bastard!" Before I know what happened my balled fist connects with your face. No, this isn't what I wanted. I didn't actually want to hurt you! But you drove me to it! My emotions get the better of me and I pull back once again, but instead of letting me hit you, you grab my wrist, and I break down out of shock and worry.
"I'm sorry!" This is all my fault!
"I just can't anymore..." I'll have to leave now. After an ouburst like that, I know you won't appreciate my company. Just please don't make this hard for me, it's hard enough already...
"Goodbye, Yami" and with that I walk away, never looking back at you.
For a moment, I thought maybe I would run back to you. Apologizing, crying, trying to get past this. But I guess I don't give myself enough credit, because apparently I'm stronger than that. So I didn't turn around, didn't look back, didn't even tell you something to let you know if I might be back... but honestly...
I'm not sure you expected me too.
And the realization that maybe you don't care enough to chase me sends me into a fit of tears as I struggle to start the car you bought me. My eyes are blurry driving down the road, as I ask myself questions that I know every, yet no answer for.
Why did I start this fight? Because I wanted to work this out. But this isn't the way.
Work out what exactly? The fact that you're always flirting with other people. But then again you always said you wouldn't betray me.
What made me think that in the first place? Vivian, when I dated her, she did the same thing. But that desn't make it apply to you.
Why can't I trust you? Because you're just like her. But that's not even true.
Do I still love you? Unconditionally. But... that just isn't enough anymore.
And I wish it was, I really do because then this wouldn't have happened like this. I wish I wasn't so insecure all the time, so vulnerable. It makes me want to scream, so I do. I'm in a car, so no one can hear me, No one can hear my blood-curdling expression of saddness and regret, insecurity and depression. It soothes thr ache a bit, and as I pull up to my friend Anzu's house, I feel just a little bit better.
Next Chapter: Anzu
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