Hey guys sorry it took me a while to put up the new chapter but I had a writer's block. Now the story behind why I wrote this chapter is I had some people ask why Edward hates Jacob so much so I decided to write a chapter about Bella, Edward, and Jacob's past. So, anyway here it is. Hope you like it. Oh and I'm also giving co-author credit to lionandthelamb24 because she has helped a lot with the story and especially with the writer's block. So thank you lionandthelamb24 for all you have done.
Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight not me.
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Chapter 6
EPOV
I left Morgan in her room and went downstairs to my office. I was going over some paper work on a new patient when Bella walked in. She sat down in one of the chairs in front of my desk. "What are you doing?"
"Going over some paper work on a new patient," I replied. In truth I was remembering why I hate Jacob Black.
She looked at my face and said, "No you're not. You look like what you're remembering something. What is it?"
"Nothing."
"Edward."
"Ok, fine, I was remembering what Jacob did."
"Oh Edward. You can't still be mad about that. That was over ten years ago."
"Bella that doesn't change what he did."
"Whatever," she replied and walked out. I could tell she was upset. I started to go over the paper work and trying to leave the past in the past.
BPOV
I walked out of Edward's office disappointed that he couldn't leave the past in the past and went into the kitchen to finish cleaning. I ended up sitting at the breakfast bar and remembering what had happened between me, Jacob, and Edward. Damn Edward for doing this. I hadn't thought about in years.
Flashback BPOV
I woke up to the morning sun shining in my room. Why I hadn't switched rooms when my parents offered I don't know. I couldn't get what had happened last night out of my mind. Edward had told me he was leaving. We were seventeen and in the eleventh grade, we had never been separated except for when he went to baseball camp during the summer.
"Bella, my family is moving to Texas," he had said when we got to the meadow he had found a couple of years ago.
"What?" I had asked shocked and confused.
"My dad got this great offer to go into a partnership with a doctor there."
"When?"
"I can't lie to you Bella, we've known for a couple of weeks."
"When do you leave?" "Tomorrow at nine a.m."
"You've known for two weeks and you tell me the day before you leave."
"Bella I'm sorry. I didn't want to upset you." He stepped toward me and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back and we stood there for a few minutes.
He pulled back and looked into my eyes and I said, "Edward."
"Yes love?"
"Make love to me before you go."
"What?"
"Make love to me."
"Here?"
"Yeah."
"Bella, we're in a meadow."
"Don't you still have that blanket in the back of the Volvo that we always use when come to look at the stars?"
"Yeah."
"Then lets go get it," I said breaking his grasp and reaching for his hand. I pulled him along to the Volvo to get the blanket.
When we got back to the he spread the blanket out and we laid down on it. We started to kiss and he rolled over and hovered over me and started to kiss down my neck. I pulled his shirt off and he pushed mine up. I sat up and pushed him off of me so that I could pull my shirt off and take my bra off. I laid back down and he hovered over me again and kissed down my neck to my chest. He softly kissed each breast and then took my right nipple into his mouth. Then did the same with the other. This was as far as we had ever gone but I was determined to go farther. I ran my hands down his chest and started to take his pants off. He stood up and took them off while took mine off then he came back to me and kissed my lips. I started to push his boxers down and he took them off and I took my panties off and he came back to me and hovered over me. He kissed my lips and started to kiss down my neck. I could feel his erection pushing against my thigh. "Edward," I breathed.
"Yes love."
"I want you inside me."
He pulled back and looked me in the eyes and said, "Are you sure?"
"Yes," I replied and he entered me.
I gasped and he said, "Love, are you ok?" I couldn't form a word so I just shook my head yes. He pulled out and then reentered me until he built up a rhythm.
I could feel my nerves tightening and a bundle building in my center and I screamed, "Edward!"
He didn't stop and said, "Oh, Bella. I'm going to come." Both of us were gasping air and then he said, "Come with me," and that's all it took. We came together and screamed each others names.
Edward was laying beside me and we were looking at the stars. We had been laying there for half an hour and the sun had just set and the stars were coming out. "Bella."
"Yes."
"I think we should get dressed and take you home before your father starts a search party." I couldn't help laughing and we got dressed and went to my house.
We were standing on my front porch and my father opened the door and said, "Bella, hurry and say goodnight," and closed the door.
Edward wrapped me in a hug and kissed my lips and said, "Goodnight love."
"Goodnight Edward," I said and turned to open the door as Edward started down the steps.
He turned around and said, "Bella."
I turned and said, "Yes."
"Please don't come to my house in the morning to say goodbye."
"Why?"
"Because it will hurt to much," he said and walked to his car and got in. I watched him drive away and then went inside.
I ran up the stairs and to my room laid down on my bed. My mom came in and said, "Bella, are you ok?" I felt her sit on my bed.
"Mom, Edward's family is moving."
"Oh Sweetheart. I'm sorry. But you can't honestly say you thought that you two would be together forever."
"Mom!?"
"I'll leave you be," she said and walked out.
It had been a week since Edward left. I had honored his request and didn't go to his house the day he left. I hadn't heard from him either. He never called or emailed. It was horrible. I had become closer Jacob Black. He had always been friends with me and Edward, that is up until Edward and I became a couple. Now it was just me and him. He had talked me into going to a party with him one night and I, reluctantly, agreed to go. It was my first outing without Edward and I wasn't prepared for what would happen. Jacob had talked me into drinking. I had never drank before that night. I woke up the next day in my room to the morning sun shining in. My mom and dad had went on a cruise and Emmett, well I didn't know exactly where Emmett was. I rolled over and felt someone beside me. I sat up and saw Jacob laying next to me. I looked down and neither of us was dressed. "Oh my god!" I screamed and Jacob stirred.
"What the hell Bella? Don't scream my head is killing me," he said and sat up in the bed next to me.
"Jacob! What the hell happened last night?!"
"Well you got drunk and we came back to your place and you said you wanted me so we had sex."
"Oh my god!"
"Relax Bella. Everything will be ok."
"Get out!"
"What?"
"Go home Jacob!"
"Ok fine," he said and got dressed and left.
I stayed away from him for about two months. I never talked to him at school and on the weekends I just stayed in my room. It was June and school was out. I stayed in my room all the time. Emmett stayed busy with football and girls and our parents had went on another cruise. I was in my room reading one day when I heard the doorbell ring. I went downstairs and opened the door. Edward Cullen was standing on my front porch.
"Hello Bella."
"Edward," I said and started smiling. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he hugged me back. "Oh Edward."
"Bella, can I come in?"
"Yeah," I said and stepped back. He walked in and went and sat on the couch in the living room. I sat next to him.
"How have you been?" He asked when I sat down.
"Good and you."
"Good." We continued to talk and he told me about his school and his new friends.
I couldn't take it anymore so I said, "Edward just tell me if your family is moving back." He stopped talking and looked at me.
"Bella, my family has to go back to Texas, but, we are moving back in a couple of weeks."
"Really?"
"Yes, now I have to go. My family's flight leaves in an hour but I'll be back in two weeks."
"Ok," I said and walked him to the door.
He went to walk out and then turned back to me and said, "Bella, promise me you'll wait for me to return so that we can be together." I couldn't form a sentence so I just kissed him. He laughed and said, " I'll take that as a yes," and walked out.
It was a week before Edward came back and my mother had found out that I was four weeks late for my period. She took me to Dr. Baylor to see what was wrong. I was pregnant. I was seventeen and pregnant and worst of all I didn't know if Edward or Jacob was the father. I didn't tell Jacob about the baby. He had come over to go over football plays with Emmett after my mom and I returned. I went up to my room and stayed there.
It was the day that Edward's family returned and he had come over to take me to dinner. We were sitting at the Italian restaurant where we had our first date. He looked at me and said, "Bella what's wrong?"
"What do you mean?" I asked. I had carried a conversation with him all through the date.
"You're not acting like yourself. You're acting like there's something wrong. Like there's something bothering you."
"No there's nothing." I replied and the waitress brought us our food. We ate in complete silence. He took me home and I went up to my room and decided to call Jacob.
"Hey Bella," he said when he answered.
"Hey Jacob," I said. "I have a question."
"Ok what is it?"
"Did you use a condom the night we slept together?"
"No. Why?"
"Oh God." I said as I started to hyperventilate.
"Bella, Bella what's wrong?"
"Jacob I'm pregnant."
"Oh God. Our dads are going to kill me."
"Jacob I don't know if the baby is yours or Edward's."
"Does he know?"
"No."
"Bella what are you going to do?"
"I don't know."
"Have you considered abortion?"
"Jacob! I can't do that. I can't kill an innocent soul. It didn't ask for this."
"Bella, I can't be a father."
"I don't even know if you are."
"I know but we're all to young for this. Just get an abortion. It'll solve everything and no one will ever have to know."
"Jacob."
"Just think about it. I've got to go. Bye Bells."
"Bye," I said and hung up the phone. My mom walked in my room with my laundry and I said, "Mom I'm pregnant."
"I know Bella. It'll be ok. You can give the baby to a nice family and then go on with your life."
"I talked to Jacob."
"Oh, what did he say?"
"Abortion." "Bella."
"I know Mom, but I think that it would work."
"Bella you're not getting an abortion and that's final. I think you should call Edward and tell him." She said and then walked out. I called Edward and told him to come and get me that we needed to talk.
Edward came and got me and took me to the meadow. He spread out a blanket and we sat down on it. "Edward I have something to tell you."
"What?"
"I'm pregnant."
"Oh my God."
"I don't know if you're the father."
"What?"
"I slept with Jacob a week after you left."
"What?"
"We got drunk and I don't know."
"Bella what are you going to do?"
"I don't know. Jacob says abortion and my mom says adoption but I think I'm kind of attached."
"I'm going to kill him," Edward said as he jumped up, "The baby might not even be his it might be mine."
I stood up and grabbed Edward's hand. Fear and worry was taking over my body. "Edward," I said and a sharp pain shot through my stomach. I doubled over.
"Bella! Are you ok?"
"No."
"What's wrong?"
"It's my stomach."
"Ok I'm going to take you to my dad," he said and picked me up and carried me to the Volvo.
When we got to his house he carried me inside and Carlisle came and examined me.
End flashback
BPOV
I lost the baby and Edward had felt guilty ever since and hated Jacob. Edward walked into the kitchen where I was and I was crying. "Bella, love, what's wrong?" He wrapped his arms around me and held me.
"I lost the baby."
"Love that was a long time ago."
"I know but you were thinking about it and it got me to thinking about it and now I just-" I couldn't finish the sentence. I started sobbing and Edward carried me up the stairs to our bedroom and laid me down on the bed. "I'm sorry," I said and looked up at him.
"It's ok. I shouldn't have brought it up. I'm going to go back downstairs and finish the paper work and I'll be back. Are you going to be ok?"
"Yeah, go finish your paper work I'll be fine," I said and Edward walked out closing the door.
EPOV
I walked back to my office and sat down and dialed a number on my phone I never really dialed. "Hello," Jacob said when he answered the phone.
"Jacob it's Edward."
"Edward? Why are you calling me?"
"Because I want you to keep your son away from my daughter." "All right Edward now you know we can't control them. I talked to Justin and I can't tell him to stay away from Morgan. When I look at him I see me when you took Bella from me."
"I didn't take her from you. You never had her to begin with."
"Edward you left her behind. She was getting depressed so I took her out and-"
"And took advantage of her and then put too much stress on her and she lost what might have been mine."
"It could have been mine! You know I feel bad about that because Bella and I might have had a child."
"Well we'll never know."
"No we'll never know."
"Jacob just keep your son away from my and Bella's daughter."
"Fine I'll do what I can."
"That's all I ask," I finished and hung up the phone.
JPOV
I hung up the phone and started up the stairs. The nerve of Edward to call me and tell me how to parent my child. And to tell me that I caused Bella to lose the baby. Carlisle had said it was me, Bella's mom, and him that had put all the stress on her and her keeping it a secret for so long. In all honesty I didn't want Bella to have an abortion it was just the first thing I thought of. I could kill a baby that hadn't even asked to be born in the first place. I got to Justin's door and knocked. "It's open," he called from inside. I opened the door and walked in.
"Justin, Edward just called."
"Let me guess he told you to keep me away from Morgan." He said from where he was laying on his bed. He was throwing a baseball up in the air and then catching it.
I sat down in the chair at his desk. "Yeah."
"Great, now not only does he tell me but he tells you."
"Justin, I'm not going to tell you to stay away from her."
"You're not?" He asked and caught the ball when it came back down and looked at me with a confused look on his face.
"No I'm not."
"Why?"
"Because I see the way you look when you talk about her and when you're with her and when you're on the phone with her. It's the same look I had when I was your age and was with Bella, Morgan's mother."
"But I thought that Edward and Bella had always been together." Oh crap what had I just done. Now he's going to have questions and if I tell him the truth then he'll tell Morgan and Nate and I don't even know if they know. "Dad?"
"Well they have I mean I wanted to be with her but couldn't because of Edward."
"Ok."
"Well I'm not telling you to stay away from her. So that's it. Goodnight," I said as I stood up and walked out the door.
"Goodnight Dad," I heard Justin say before I closed the door.
Ok so there you have it the reason why Edward hates Jacob. I hope you liked it. R&R. And again thank you lionandthelamb24.
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