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Chapter 17
MPOV
It's our second week out of school. I'm now sixteen weeks pregnant. Three weeks ago my shirts and jeans started getting tight. So I started wearing dresses all the time. Mom noticed and offered to take me shopping for new clothes but I refused. Now three weeks later I'm sitting in the food court at the mall with my mom, Grandma Esme, Grandma Renee, Aunt Rosalie, and of course Aunt Alice. They are all eating salads and drinking diet cokes while I'm eating a double bacon cheese burger a large order of fries and a large coke. I feel fat and tired all the time. When we all get done eating we go and look for things that I can actually fit in. I found ten dresses at stores I normally shop at. When we were leaving Aunt Alice said, "Let's go in this store." I looked to see what store she was talking about. Motherhood Maternity. I couldn't believe I was seventeen years old and going into a maternity store. I looked around and found jeans, dresses, tops, lingerie, and pajamas. I couldn't believe I actually found cute clothes in a maternity store. We bought all different sizes so that I'd have clothes all through out the pregnancy. Then we went home. I went upstairs and put on a pair of jeans and a shirt and waited for Justin to come pick me up for our date.
Thirty minutes later I was sitting in Justin's bedroom. On Justin's bed waiting for him to come back with chips and soda. When he picked me up a feeling that I've never felt overcame me, and when he kissed me the feeling was even stronger. Now that I'm sitting on his bed in his room waiting for him I realize what the feeling is. It's want. It's need. It's desire. Justin walks in and I get off the bed and walk over to him. I push him up against the door and he drops the chips and sodas on the floor. I push my body against his and stand on my tiptoes and kiss him on the lips. After about twenty seconds Justin pushed me away. "What the hell?" he asked.
I looked at him and grabbed his shirt and pulled him to me and said, "I need you now."
I turned us around and pushed him to the bed and then pushed him down on the bed. I crawled on the bed beside him and then straddled his lap. I pushed his shirt up and kissed the skin that I revealed. "Morgan what are you doing?"
"Isn't it obvious?" I said as I sat up and took my shirt off and then unhooked my bra and took it off and threw both to the floor.
"Are you serious?" he asked shocked.
"Yes," I said and pulled him up and pulled his shirt off.
"Well ok then," he said and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and ran my hands through his hair. He flipped us over on the bed to where he was on top. I ran my hands down his chest until I reached the button on his jeans. I undid the button and unzipped the zipper. He sat up and did the same to mine. Then he stood up and took off his jeans and boxers and I took off my jeans and panties. He came back to me and hovered over me. I could feel his penis pushing against my thigh. I pushed up against him and said, "Now. I need you in me now." He positioned himself over me and then looked over to the side. He rolled over and away from me. "What are you doing?" I asked.
He stood up and put on his boxers and jeans and said, "I'm sorry but I can't do this."
"Why? If it's because you don't have a condom it doesn't matter. I can't exactly get pregnant," I said.
"No. It's not that. It's just," he sat down beside me and put his hand on my stomach. "It's just that I can't do this knowing that our son or daughter is right here."
"And what made you think of that?" I asked. He nodded to his bedside table and I looked. Sitting in a silver frame next to the framed picture of me and him at prom was my latest ultrasound. "You framed it?" I asked.
"Of course. I frame every one you give me and it stays there until the next one."
"What do you do with the old one?"
"Well now that's a surprise you'll have to wait and see," he said and kissed me. I couldn't help it I started crying. "Baby. What's wrong?"
"It's just so sweet that you frame them," I said. Damn pregnancy hormones. "Do you mind if I get dressed now?"
"Oh. No go ahead," he said and moved and put on his shirt and I got dressed. We went down stairs and watched Gone With The Wind. When it was over Justin took me home.
Once I was home I went upstairs and took a shower and went to my room. I sat on my bed with my laptop. I went to Google and searched pregnancy calendar. I went to , which is based off of the book, and to just and to and to . My baby is about 4.5 inches long and weighs about 3.5 ounces. They showed pictures of what the baby should look like. It was weird. It looks like a baby only really really tiny. The baby has a lot of growing to do. I laid back on my bed and tried to relax and take in all of the information I had just read. I heard a ding from my computer. I sat up and looked at the screen. It was an IM from Heather.
Cheer_Babe88: Hey!!!! What's up?! J
MorganBoo24: Hey!! Nothing really, just read some stuff about the baby. You?
Cheer_Babe88: Well I was about to head out to go to a party at Jeff's. Do you want to come?
MorganBoo24: I don't think I'd be welcomed. Especially with how I look now. L
Cheer_Babe88: Aw!!!! L Party pooper! LOL JK. But seriously call Justin up and tell him you want him to come too.
MorganBoo24: I don't think he's up for taking me to a party.
Cheer_Babe88: Why?
MorganBoo24: Because he's really protective of the baby and me.
Cheer_Babe88: Still? I figured once school let out and everyone kind of let it die down and everything that he'd lighten up.
MorganBoo24: Yeah I know, but he hasn't.
Cheer_Babe88: I'm sorry. L
MorganBoo24: Thanks!!!! J Now go to the party and have fun!!!!
Cheer_Babe88: Ok. ILY TTYL J
Cheer_Babe88 has signed off
I was glad that Heather had decided to go to the party. Just because I couldn't didn't mean that she shouldn't. She had given up a lot the last few weeks of school to hangout with me. She didn't go to any of the end of the year parties and she stayed at my house nearly every weekend. She had taken a break from Jeff and he didn't like it at first but then realized that he was ok with it. I felt sorry for her and she felt sorry for me. She was the only friend I had left from school. All of the other girls quit talking to me and started trying to drag Justin away from me. Heather was truly my best friend. I shut my laptop and sat it on my bedside table. I turned off my light and crawled under the covers and tried to go to sleep.
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MPOV
I woke up the next morning to sunlight shining in through my bedroom window. I got up and went down stairs to the kitchen. Dad was sitting at the head of the table, Nate was sitting to left, Tanner was sitting to his right, Ashlynn was sitting in her highchair between Dad and Tanner, and Mom was in the kitchen finishing breakfast. I sat down next to Nate and poured myself a glass of orange juice. Good morning Sweetheart," Dad said.
I took a drink of orange juice and said, "Good morning Daddy," and smiled.
"Well at least she's in a good mood now," Nate said. "For the past three weeks anytime someone said good morning to her she nearly bit our head off saying what's so good about it."
"Nathaniel! I can't believe you just said that! You know very well that wasn't Morgan saying that. It was the pregnancy hormones," Mom said as she sat down the pancakes and syrup next to the bacon.
"I know Mom. Sorry Morgan," Nate said.
"It's ok. I know I've been really bad about biting people's heads off but for the first time in a month I don't feel stressed or tensed. I feel great! Like before I got pregnant," I said as we passed the food around and filled our plates.
"That's great Sweetie," Mom said. We ate in silence.
When I was done I went upstairs. I took a shower and got dressed and then sat on my bed with my laptop. I logged on to my email account and checked my inbox. I had one new email from Susan. I opened it and read it.
Morgan,
I can't believe you didn't have an abortion. I can't believe you're going to keep the baby and raise it. Are you going to take the baby to prom? What about graduation? Football games? Basketball games? Parties? What about school? Will you finish? Or will you drop out? And do you really think Justin will stay with you? Do you really think the two of you will be together forever? Just so you know I'm making it my personal duty to take him away from you. To show him what he's missing and what'll he'll miss.
Love ya,
Susan
P.S.
We missed you at the party last night. Wish you were there. Kisses. J
I couldn't believe she sent me that. If she was pregnant she wouldn't have an abortion. At least I don't think she would. And as far as adoption I couldn't live with myself knowing my baby was being raised by strangers. And now I'm not sure Justin will stay with me. I mean I know he'll be there for the baby but will he be there for me too. I really hope so. I heard a knock on my door. "Come in," I said. Mom walked in and I closed my computer.
She was carrying a gift bag. She sat down on the bed beside me and said, "Your father's birthday is a week from today."
"I know," I replied.
"Grandma Esme and Aunt Alice are throwing him a dinner party with all of our family and friends."
"That's great Mom but I can't go. I only have day dresses and jeans and t-shirts."
"That's why I ordered you this a week ago," she said and handed me the bag.
I took out the tissue paper and pulled the dress out. It was a black and pink dress with flowers and animal print all over it. It was so cute. I loved it. "Oh my god Mom! I love it! Thank you so much," I said and hugged her.
"I'm glad you like it. Now if you want new shoes I'll take you to get some."
"Let me see what I have and I'll let you know."
"Ok. I'll be down stairs," she said and got up and left.
I couldn't believe Mom had bought me a new dress. I was dreading Dad's birthday but now I couldn't wait. I was determined to have a good time whether the baby wanted me to or not. An hour later I was walking through the mall with my mom, Aunt Rosalie, and Aunt Alice. We went to a lot of different shoe stores before I found the perfect pair. They are pink and have a silver butterfly over the toes and another silver butterfly with beads hanging down on the ankle. Now I really couldn't wait for Dad's party.
I hope you guys like this chapter. The next chapter will be Edward's birthday. Please if you have ideas send me them and also let me know what you think the babies should be and their names. Should Nate and Addie have a girl or boy. Should Morgan and Justin have a girl or boy. Let me know.
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