I could've sworn I had a bad dream and Edward had come back as a…vampire. But vampires aren't real; neither are werewolves, witches, or goblins. That's what society has always been told, so what if we had always been wrong.
My eyes fluttered open and all I saw were big black spots covering my vision. I blinked a few times to clear my mind and I was staring at the ceiling in my bedroom. It sounded as if people were speaking very loudly downstairs. I lifted myself up so I could sit on the edge of my bed. I hadn't been in my bed since Edwards's accident and I could still smell him all around me. "Ugh, I'm going crazy."
I never heard my door open or the bed sink down, but I did hear Edwards voice. "You are not going crazy my love, it is me."
I got up and walked to the window to stare outside. He came up behind me and put his arms around me. I flinched and he backed away. "Please don't touch me. I need to think right now. You can't really be here. You died, with Alice and Jasper in the accident. You died. Why are you doing this to me? Why must you torture me?" I leaned against the glass and started crying.
I collapsed to the ground, wrapped my arms around my body and just shook as I wept.
His voice was now in a distance. I assumed he was on the other side of the room. "My love, I need you to listen to me. I did die. But now I am immortal. I came back like this for you. I cannot be without you. Alice and Jasper are the same as well, but they cannot deal with being around so many humans at one time yet.
"If you would like me to leave then I will go, never to come back again and you can carry on with your life now. Just know my dearest Isabella, that I love you. My heart has been and always will be in your possession. Goodbye."
Before he could walk out the door, I wiped my face and yelled at him. "Stop!"
I got up and walked over to where he was standing and took his hand in mine. He was so cold and now that I looked at him closely, the color of his skin had changed. He was very pale now.
"I love you," I said endearingly.
"Bella, I love you too, with all my heart." He encased his arms around me and I grabbed onto his shirt as if I was holding on for dear life.
"Can we go downstairs please? I need to ask you a question." He nodded. I opened the door and walked down the stairs and into the living room as Edward followed behind. He sat on the couch and pulled me down so that I was sitting in his lap liked we used to do before the accident.
I lowered my head so it was resting on his shoulder. "Edward, I know I don't know much about this but I can't live without you anymore. I want to be with you. I want to be like you."
"No." He scowled.
"Why?"
"This is a way of living that you do not understand my love. I do not want this for you because this is not how life should be. You will grow old and have many experiences as you live your life. That is the way we were intended to live. I love you too much to damn you to this life. My answer is final."
"Edward, I will grow old and you will still be young. I will die and you will still be here. When we took our vows we said forever and we cannot keep our promise of forever if I am not like you. I love you, Edward and I will be like you or I want you to leave. Now." I looked away from him waiting fo his response.
"Then I am afraid I must leave." He kissed my forehead and got up. "I will always love you, my Isabella."
I could fell nothing, I was numb. "You're really going to leave me again? Out of free will this time? Maybe you're not the man I married because he would never give me up for anything." Tears were forming in my eyes.
"I'm doing this because I love you. Goodbye my beautiful wife. You will always have my heart."
"Goodbye." I waited for him to leave for me to say that I loved him just as much as he still loved me.
I called Rosalie and Emmett and told them that I would be going away for a while and not to be worried about me, I'd be much happier. Rosalie said that she would check up on the house and make sure that everything was ok and unfortunately, there was no saying 'no' to her. "I love you Rose" was the last thing I told her before hanging up the phone on her.
3 days later
RPOV
I was checking up on the house when I spotted something odd from Bella's bedroom. Her door was slightly open whereas all the others had been closed shut and her bedroom light was still on whereas the rest of the house was dark.
I walked up the stairs to go see what was the matter and when I entered the room I screamed and ran downstairs. I called Emmett to come over right away. He asked what was wrong but I told him he would see when he arrived. It was not long before Emmett arrived at the house and as soon as he was in the door I was crying into his shoulder.
"Baby, whats wrong?!"
I pulled on his arm to know that he needed to follow me. We walked up the stairs to her bedroom and I made him walk in front of me.
"Oh. My. God," was his reaction.
Bella was laying on her bed. But she didn't look like my sweet sister Isabella, she was covered in blood and there was a gun in her hand. Emmett went over to see if she was alive although we both knew she wasn't. "Rose, come look at this." He was standing by her nightstand. As I walked over I realized there was a note on it.
If I can't live with him, I cannot live at all.A/N: There's the ending for you guys. I said I was going to make this the last chapter and I kept to my word. I hpe you dont hate me. I just wanted the ending to be different and not have Edward change Bella for once. Well, I hope you liked it. Even if you didn't, review.
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