Chapter 6 Desire and Pain
EPOV
I got to my house practically slamming the door or destroying would be the correct word, That brat! That brown eyes beautiful and wonderful smelling brat I needed to get her out of my head I want her I want her so badly why can't she be mind ill make her mine
I sat at my piano just playing around with notes I was furious I wanted her so badly but would I hurt her I didn't know what to do
I was lost in my thoughts when I sensed Carlise my pretend father beside me
What's wrong Edward?.
It's nothing, Ed your obviously furious about something , because im going to have to repair that door because you sort off broke it
Im sorry Carlise its just that
There is this new girl in School her name is Isabella and I want her , I want her so bad ive always been able to control myself around humans I want her she has to be mine.
You have to be careful Edward don't let anything bad happen , I started hitting the keyboard of my piano hard calm down Edward calm down !
Carlise im going out , ill be back later , and so there I was pulling my way threw the forest looking for food I thirsted blood even though it was not animal the blood I wanted but still I hunted. After hours of feeding my self I couldn't stop thinking of Bella or Isabella I liked bugging her with her name, her beautiful skin her gorgeous eyes , I wanted her but the I realized that other than just wanting her blood I wanted her more like a woman , to kiss her and make her mine I wanted her, but I couldn't have her cause she was human , after hours in the forest I then noticed I was at Bella's house I was following her scent , I entered her room she was a sleep mid day nap , I would kill her to taste her blood and not have her torture me but I couldn't and I wouldn't I was staring at her she was beautiful and hour or so had passed she was dreaming or having a nightmare I was not sure , she started moaning in her sleep, I could do Is stare was she torturing me doing such noise.
The next thing I knew I was on top of her not letting my body crush her but I could feel her warmness so close I wanted a kiss just a kiss and as I was about to she moaned Edward.
I pulled away from her, she was thinking of me , something good something bad, it sounded so sweet and sort off horny the way she said my name, I could have waken her up and taken her but I would probably loose control and end up killing her what should I do.
I heard someone enter the house so I ran away, what was I thinking was I crazy , maybe if so I wanted her and I would make her mine, I would speak to Carlise if she ever felt the same way I would and I wouldn't hesitate if she wants to that is.
I would be nice to her be myself I would not be the douche I was before.
NEXT DAY! CLASS
EPOV
I had arrived rather late to class and not because I fell asleep, if only I could sleep no it was because I couldn't stop thinking about Bella, her Smile her smell, even her angry face, I had to make everything alright.
I sat in my normal seat hopping and wishing she would too.
Time pass and she didn't came
12 minutes and: Excuse me
Bella its only your second day of class
Yes I know im sorry , very well take a seat
She looked so furious when she caught my eye
Hello Bella she looked at me fiercely …I thought you were going to call me Isabella
I was but I decided not to, look im sorry for being such a douche yesterday I was having a bad day
Is it that time of the month Edward? I could only laugh so … I would like to introduce my self formally of course I am Edward…Edward Cullen
Pleasure to meet you Mr. Cullen I am Isabella Swan but I prefer Bella
OK…you can call me Edward
I wanted to ask you something Bella..yes?
What kind of perfume do you use? You smell delicious
I could see how my question made her blush she was gorgeous and that made me want her even more
Bella? Oh sorry Edward actually I think its maybe just my shampoo im really not into the whole famous perfumes or anything like that.
Well maybe its your natural scent.
BPOV
Was this the same guy I met yesterday no it couldn't be, he was being so nice and he said I smelled good I couldn't help but to blush when he did , he was gorgeous , I was so dumb to answer maybe its my shampoo
Well maybe its your natural scent… did I really smell good I had no idea
The day had not gone as planed for starters I totally woke up late and couldn't find one single pair of jeans and it was freezing were the hell were all my clothes
I managed to fine a skirt it was a simple black skirt but it was cold but still I wore it so here I was on my way to school in a skirt with converse and a red sweatshirt , I might as well gone in my pajama I was never the type who cared about looks but I didn't dress as if no one see me either
SO I enter class late and there is Edward I was ready to attack him , but suddenly he was nice
After he told me I smelled good and all we sat there in silence and I felt his hand on my leg I couldn't help but jump out of my seat I immediately sat back down
Sorry Bella, its ok Edward
Bella I want to tell you a secret but you can't tell anyone , you swear?
Yes I swear, ok ill wait for you by my car we are going somewhere
Ok…the day flew by and the next thing I knew I was by Edward
Get in
Ok….Bella….IM A VAMPIRE
What? Edward Halloween is still 3 months away
Bella IM A REAL VAMPIRE
Prove it…ok give me your hand
So…cold
Ok so you're cold
Bella have you ever seen me eat?...no not really …well ok because I don't
The next thing I know we were in Port Angels Edward took me to the biggest building there
We were at the roof
Ill prove it to you Bella
Edward what are you doing? Get off of there
He jumped…Omg EDDDWWWWWWWAAAARRRRDDDDDD…
Yes Bella? …holly shit how did you bu…t ..I saw you jump and…what ..you jumped
I told you Bella, the next thing I knew he was kissing me he's delicious breath inside my mouth Edward …his hands inside my skirt …Bella I want you even though I just met you I know I love you…Edward I love you to his hands
Bella Aren't you Afraid?
Just answer me one thing Edward …Are you going to eat me?
NO! we don't eat humans…..We?... my hole family are Vampires
Rinnnnnnnggg Rinnnnnnnnnnngggggg (Bella's Cellphone)
Hello….
Bella There has been an Accident…
What? What happened?
You need to come to the police station as soon as possible
Ok ..im kind off far ill be there in 20 or 25 minutes, but tell me whats wrong
Bella just get here …ok….click
Was that Charlie?
No it was an officer that works with him, he says there has been an accident he sounded like he was crying.
Is it your mom? No Renee is probably still at the airport she was coming today
Let's go Bella….
20 or 25 minutes later…………………
Officer
Bella you're here…. Bella im going to need you to sit down
Im fine whatever it is please just tell me …is Charlie ok?
I saw his eyes suddenly were wet as about to cry
For some reason I fell to the floor my knees hitting the ice cold marvel , I still didn't know what It was but something felt wrong seriously wrong
Im sorry Bella but Charlie has passed away , he was in an accident the car flipped 2 times and caught fire we weren't able to save him, there was someone with him but most of her body was burnt so we can't recognize who she is, she clearly isn't someone from town we would know who it is.
My heart broke I felt it , im dead my father was gone and the woman beside him was probably my mother why had this happen to me , maybe I could have prevented it, its my fault there dead I had pushed Renee buttons making her to come here and I had barely been in Forks 3 days I was home sick , what was I thinking.
Let me se the body Officer , I barely was able to speak the few word I did, Edward took my arm immediately as I said that .
Follow me Bella
A body bag a black body bag well two actually I felt like I was in some kind of a harrow movies seeing the ones I love dead and soon becoming a dead person two, this had officially killed me
The zipper was pulled down and there was my mother burned , this couldn't be any worse, what I thought was going to be my special day being with Edward became a disaster, I broke down Edward Grabbing me by the waist.
Officer…yes Bella?
Im going home, ill do the service tomorrow at night…good bye
I sounded like a Robot and that was what I had become lost my loved family and my broken heart shuddered I was not going to be able to live like this I was not going to live like this.
Edward took me home and took me to my bed , I cried on his shoulder for almost four hours until I was able to fall asleep.