Chapter 2: I Can't Be Near you.

Ok, so firstly I will apologise for my writer's block. Wow I love the response. Thank you to the people who've added me to story alert, you're the ones who got this up at all. Also I do realise that the outfits were different in the show but just during the party I've changed Jackie's to make it more convenient. I'll put it back when I don't need the dress. I'm a nit-picker on things like this.

Jackie felt herself land on the bed. Her nerves were fizzing and her skin tingled with the mixture of alcohol and the forgotten feel of his hands on her body. Her mind was screaming at her that this was an obviously terrible idea. She'd been heart-broken when Hyde had let her leave but her soul had been shattered when that blonde bimbo walked into the room. Steven had always made her believe that she was better than the likes of Pam Macy and any other big breasted blonde that Michael had cheated on her with and now, after turning her down he'd gone and made her dream with another woman. She'd been replaced again and the sting was still raw.

There were a million reasons for her to stop this now but they were quickly fading into the back of her mind. She tried to force them forward but all she could think was how much she'd missed this, his hands were rough and calloused and felt so strong against her back.

The unique smell of his skin and the feel his weight above her was so comforting and familiar and sent a shot of longing and heat strait to her groin as she felt herself grow wet. Jackie's body arched up of its own accord, pressing her breasts against his toned chest. She felt him intake sharply as her bare thigh brushed against his groin. Feeling how hard he was already caused a bolt of electricity to shoot across her stomach.

"Fuck, Jacks!" He breathed against her lips. The already short hem of her dress moved up further, almost revealing her white lace underwear, as their entwined bodies shifted into the middle of the bed; lips still locked passionately as their hands roamed over each other's heated flesh desperately. Jackie whimpered softly when she felt Steven tighten his grip on her hair and flick his tongue against the roof of her mouth.

A low, aggressive growl was ripped from the back of Steven's throat as the brunette ground her hips roughly against his. Jackie kicked off her shoes as her ex-lover's hand slipped through her hair to the knot at the back of her neck. She felt his other hand run up her inner thigh lightly brushing her soaked cunt through the flimsy piece of material. Jackie's eyes shot open as the reality of the situation hit her through her drunken haze. She pulled away from his mouth and sat up breathing heavily. "No... I- I have to go... now." She tried to scramble off the bed and leave before the tears pricking the back of her eyes broke free. She froze, however, as she felt a gentle hand on her shoulder.

"Jackie, baby calm down. What's wrong?" Hyde removed his sunglasses and stared at her with concern. Jackie fixed her stinging eyes on the floor, willing herself not to look at him, seeing his crystal eyes would confuse her. She fixed her jaw and concentrated on steadying her breathing, she wouldn't cry in front of him, not now, not after everything. Her own weakness had lead her here, back into his arms again and if she didn't gain control of herself and stop now she'd be torn apart all over again.

Jackie had just managed to pull her insides back together after their final break up. She faked being alright as soon as she could but it had taken her months before she felt she could breath comfortably again.

She began to shake with the effort of keeping herself together as memories flooded into her mind, drowning her. Steven turning away before refusing to return her declaration of love. Her heart breaking as she pleaded for any sign of hope for their future, anything other than 'I don't know'. Always 'I don't know'. Her petite body shook violently and her vision blurred as her thoughts were invaded by the image of his expressionless face saying "Have a good trip."

"God, Jackie, would you just look at me?" She was brought roughly back to the present as he pulled her round to face him. She kept her head firmly bowed staring at her hands, continuously swallowing the painful lump in her throat. "Talk to me!"

That finally broke her she looked up at him, her eyes flashing. "Why?" She yelled, tears flowing. How dare he expect her to talk to him now? "Why should I talk to you? You never spoke to me! You left every time, every single fucking time, you ran away! You ran away and slept with a nurse. You ran away and married a stripper! You married that whore but you didn't want me!" Her voice suddenly caught in her throat. "I just... I can't be near you." She whispered hoarsely.

Hyde stared at her in the dim light. Her breathing was laboured after the outburst. How long had she been holding all this in? He knew she was angry but she's never told him just how much she was still hurting. Jackie had never held her feelings back, especially not when he'd hurt her, she screamed, yelled and cried but never kept everything in until it broke out in a torrent of tears. She looked so fragile in the darkness, their legs still tangled up, her shoulders hunched over shaking softly as tears fell from her eyes, soaking her trembling hands. Her tears never failed to break his zen, even before they could be called friends, if she cried he'd do whatever she asked. His self-control abandoned him in that moment and he felt he had to comfort her, had to ease the pain he'd caused. He reached out and took her face in his hands, gently turning her to look him in the eye. He could see her mis-matched shining with tears, pleading at him to say something. To tell her what was going on. He just stared at her shining face, unable to give her what she wanted; he kissed the fresh salty tears off her cheeks.

"Steven..." She breathed. Jackie's body betrayed her further by leaning in towards him. Hyde brushed her lips softly with his own. The open feelings in his eyes tore away her last shred of restraint and she kissed him fiercely desperate to silence the thoughts and memories inside her. She gave in to the fevered longing in her body as every rational thought left her mind. She felt his hands grasp her waist and her swollen lips throbbed with want. Her heart felt as though it would rip itself out of her chest at any second and her insides twisted and burned. Every inch of her being was screaming with want and searing pain. The only thing she wanted was to feel him again. To feel at peace again, the way she used to feel when he came inside her.

Hyde knew he may never understand what she was feeling but he recognised the strong, almost aggressive, need in her kiss. Her tongue delved into his mouth, the bittersweet taste of tears in their mouths.

Jackie lay back on the bed pulling him down above her, wrapping her legs tightly around his waist. Jackie pulled Hyde's t-shirt over his head, throwing it to the side and running her hands over the hard muscles in his torso before scraping her nails down his muscular arms. She undid his flies and slipped her hand into his boxers, wrapping her small hand around his shaft. Hyde moaned and bucked his hips against her soft hand. He was rock hard already, his cock was never this hard for Sam, no-one but Jackie had ever had this affect on him.

Jackie moaned and squirmed under him, warmth spreading through her body and making her feel elated. Her pussy burned as her ex-lover undid the knot of her dress and slipped it down below her waist, the material tangled around her legs and she twisted until it was crumpled on the floor at the foot of the bed. She sunk into the bed self-consciously as he gazed down at her, covered only by tin, sopping material, with heavy lust-filled eyes.

"God, Jacks your amazing." He murmured breathing heavily. Jackie pushed down his jeans and boxers, needed to feel his bare flesh against her crotch. Hyde wound his hands in her hair, dropping kisses down her throat and collar bone. He moved down lower cupping her soft mounds of flesh. Hyde circled and teased one nipple with his fingers while using his tongue to lavish attention on the other. He swirled his tongue around the hardening bud and she moaned loudly as he flicked his tongue over the sensitive tip before biting down gently making her gasp. He stroked her left breast trailing his tongue lazily under the curve, driving her wild, running his hands down the side of her waist. He kissed down lower over her flat stomach, causing her to giggle as he nipped the ticklish spot next to her belly button with his teeth.

She raised her hips to him as he dipped his wet tongue under the elastic of her underwear. "Mmmmmmmm. Take them off Steven, Steven please!" She gasped, gripping the pillow tightly.

Hyde gave her a devilish smirk. "You want me to take these off you, baby?" He slipped one long finger into her wet hole and she tightened around him moaning deeply.

"Yes, Steven please God, yes."

Hyde peeled the soaking fabric away and let it drop with the other discarded clothes. He flicked his tongue across her clit making her moan louder. He smirked at the response and slipped two fingers into her, stroking her insides. He swept broad strokes across her clit with his tongue, tasting her sweet juices before sucking gently at her most sensitive spot. "Oh, oh Steven, don't stop, please!" Hyde pumped his fingers harder and Jackie panted heavily feeling her orgasm rise. Her legs began trembling as Hyde gripped her waist and began flicking his tongue faster over her clit. She grabbed his hair and screamed, riding his face through her orgasm, before falling back spent and gasping for air. "Mmmm, so good." Hyde crawled up her body before kissing her sweetly as she smiled against his lips.

"You taste incredible." Hyde growled, stroking Jackie's stomach lightly, she blushed and tried to hide her face in the pillow. Hyde laughed softly and kissed from her shoulder, up her throat to the pulse point on her neck. He sucked gently making her whimper and squirm, she gasped as he nibbled at the creamy soft skin tenderly. Jackie slipped her hand between their bodies, sliding over his stomach and gripping his dick, Hyde stiffened further if that was at all possible. He rolled on top of her, kissing her roughly and lacing his fingers in hers. Jackie used her toned legs to draw him closer. Hyde placed his head against her wet, tight entrance, teasing her; he ran a hand down to her breasts and pinched the sensitive nipple causing her to arch against him. She pushed against him, wanting to feel him deep inside her.

"Please, Steven." She begged softly. Hyde wrapped his arms around her pulling her close and slowing entering her. Jackie gripped his shoulders tightly, curling into him as she felt herself being filled completely. She moaned under her breath, relishing the feeling she'd missed so much.

Hyde felt her walls quiver around him, she was burning hot and tight. "God, Jackie." He moaned, resting his forehead against hers, staring into her blazing eyes. He kissed her deeply and started moving slowly inside her. She hitched her legs up higher as he gripped her thighs praising God for her flexibility. Hyde started thrusting faster as Jackie raised her hips to meet his, their pace growing more frenzied and desperate. Jackie raked her nails down his back, Hyde winced at the sensation and bit the soft flesh of her breast, she gasped and he smirked at her reaction before capturing her lips again. The bite wasn't hard enough to break the skin even, but she would be bruised for at least a week. Both were breathing heavily, sweat coating their heated bodies as they moved against each other the fever between them growing, pushing them both towards the edge.

"Oh, God. Yes! Steven! Yes, don't stop. Please, God Steven, don't stop!" Jackie gasped through intense kisses. "So close... Oh God so close." She whispered against his neck. Her warm breath causing his nerves to tingle as she clenched around his hard dick, pushing him closer to his orgasm. He pulled out almost completely before slamming back into her causing her to scream in ecstasy as she came hard. He climaxed a few second later, spilling inside her with a few final thrusts as she came down from her own climax and relaxing against him. Hyde collapsed on her small body, kissing her softly. Jackie said nothing but kissed him back holding on to him and the contentment she felt.

They lay together silently for what could have been years or just seconds. Hyde brushed thick, sweaty locks of silky hair from her face before gently pressing his lips against her forehead and reluctantly rolling off her. Jackie groaned under her breath at the loss of contact and rolled over to face the wall. She expected him to get dressed and leave without a word; biting down on her lower lip she felt more tears burn behind her eyes. Jackie tensed when she felt Hyde's arms wrap around her, pulling her close to his body. "Sleep." He whispered softly into her hair stroking the silky skin on her arms. She opened her mouth to ask if he would still be here when she woke up, but thought better of it. Deciding she didn't want to hear the answer, whatever it was, Jackie relaxed against his chest and felt sleep posses her.

Ok so that was my first bash at smut. Hopefully it was bearable, god knows I read enough of it so no excuse if it's terrible. Tell me if that is the case. I will thank you for it, and I will thank you if you loved it.

A special thank you to the readers who reviewed that was very kind of you and got me writing faster.