Chapter 5: Stupid Bloody Trees.

Ok I have been having real problems with writing this chapter. It kept changing direction on me!

I would like to ask you all a question; this is not a cheap ploy to get reviews. I want to ask, long or short? I have a vague story plan that would end this around 10 chapters-ish (be warned that it will probably be longer than I estimate) but I kind of wanna make it longer but hey it's up to my readers/reviewers.

If you don't tell me then I can't do what you want, I can't improve either. Tell me what you want and you shall receive. Sorry this does seem to have taken longer.

Jackie kept running long after she'd realised she was lost. Her thighs ached, her hair was tangled and she knew her clothes would be damaged by the branches whipping her as she passed. None of it mattered; she didn't ever want to stop.

The aching throb of her chest had grown stronger. She tried to remember feeling this much pain before but it was like nothing she'd ever experienced. She'd been hurt before, there were a thousand times she'd cried over Steven, curled up wishing the pain away. Her parents had left her alone so many times and she'd sat alone feeling unloved and empty. But this pain, this consistent agony, was nothing like anything she'd felt before. It was like she was deprived of oxygen, dying of thirst. It wasn't pain caused by him it was pain from not having him.

They'd mentioned this in school before, an anti-drugs lecture. This was the detox. Hell on Earth. Her body and mind were screaming for what she needed even if it was bad for her. Torturing her, willing to rip her to pieces for a fix.

Jackie finally stopped in a clearing and sat down, resting against a tree, trying to suck air into her burning lungs. What was it that she really needed?

Sex? Was that really all she wanted from him? When there were together he could drive her insane with one touch. Or course she'd missed it. But she'd never felt like she needed it that much after they broke up, it couldn't only be sex. It just didn't make sense. No matter how much she wanted it to.

If it was love then why was it him she couldn't get out of her head? Fez adored her and she knew she would always be the catch of Point Place; there wasn't a single guy in his right mind who wouldn't kill for a date with her. There would always be someone else to fall in love with her.

Besides, it wasn't even like Steven ever showed his love for her. He didn't buy her gifts or shower her with compliments. The first time he said he loved her, actually admitted it out loud, was after he'd cheated on her with some stupid nurse.

Jackie sighed resting her head against the trunk, wiping her tear stained cheeks. It was everything, everything he was to her. She wanted to be with him, and yeah, that night had been some watered down version, but it was better than nothing. Of course in the long run it really wasn't. She would never be with him.

She'd worked so hard to push down her feelings and keep them buried. She'd let them loose for one stupid night and it had taken her days to shove them back where they belonged. She couldn't suffer that again. But she didn't want to be without him and she couldn't be his friend. That was impossible, always would be.

Why was she thinking about this? It was pretty much clear. She knew why she should stop. Steven was married. Steven didn't feel the same way. She was going to get hurt. But God she didn't want to end... Whatever their relationship was now.

She laughed bitterly; sex wasn't that hard, it was usually instinct. That was why she hadn't stopped last time. That was how it seemed in romance novels. Mills and Boon novels where the characters would abandon all restraint and let desire take over. If only real life was a story, then everything would work out. Fuck like bunnies and live happily ever after.

Her mind ran back to when they had been together. The night after the valentine dance, the first time they'd made love. And every time after that. She felt a familiar heat pool in her groin and spread into her stomach. She was rudely pulled from these thoughts by a loud rustling in the trees to her left. Followed swiftly by a gruff. "Fuck...Ow! Stupid bloody trees." Steven stumbled out, tripping over a root in the process. "Did you find the ring?" He asked in a tired voice. Jackie shook her head slowly, God she wanted him so bad. "Well let's just find Fez and the horny couple and get the hell outta here..." Jackie stopped listening as he babbled about how Kitty deserved a proper diamond anyway.

He stopped talking when Jackie was standing right in front of him. She just looked at his face for a moment before removing his sunglasses. He opened his mouth to protest but she silenced him with a heated kiss. The tiny girl threw herself onto him dropping the glasses and wrapping her hands around his neck.

Hyde was knocked backwards for a second in surprise more than anything else. He reacted quickly, wrapping an arm around her waist and gripping her hair with the other hand. It was no gentle kiss between experienced lovers. It was hard, bruising, fuelled by raw need and nothing else. Jackie plunged her tongue into his mouth, moaning deeply. He responded with the same fierceness, their lips fused together as they battled for physical dominance.

Jackie pushed herself tight against him; she could feel her heart begin to expand in her chest. It warmed her muscles as she felt herself grow weak. She realised what she was feeling was the pull she always felt to him. A few more moments and she'd know without a doubt she would always love him. Jackie breath began to quicken as she realised what she was falling into. She pushed her mouth against his with more passion than before, shoving her feelings down into darkness. She focused on the burning sensation in her groin, abandoning herself to lust, instinct.

Steven shoved her back up against the oak she'd been sat against. She wrapped a leg around his waist; he roughly yanked the other one up. Jackie hooked her ankles together and drew him closer to her. He pushed her coat open and grasped her breasts through the thin material of her shirt. Jackie arched her back with a harsh growl as her nipples hardened below his palms. He slipped his hands under the fabric to cup her pert breasts, rubbing his thumbs over her rock hard nipples, causing her to moan and squirm. He pulled her higher up his body and slipped one hand into her soaked pants. He worked on her clit as she ran her lips over his throat, moaning with relish.

Steven twisted his hand in her hair and tugged her head backwards. She giggled lightly, an angel's smile on her lips. He brushed his lips softly against hers, running his tongue along her lower lip.

Jackie dragged his head towards her to attack his mouth with hers, biting his bottom lip with a playful growl. Steven grasped her hips and stepped back letting her feet meet the ground. They began kissing with a vicious fervour again as he undid her jeans shoving them down to her knees before she pushed him back and undid his belt grinning like the devil. He pushed her back against the tree, pinning her wrists above her head. He nibbled gently on her ear as he slowly stroked his hands down her arms to his flies. Jackie turned to face away from him and pushed her upper body against the tree.

She took in a sharp breath as she felt his hands on her hips. She held her breath as he thrust into her hard and fast. Jackie sighed softly and rested her cheek against the bark. She rolled her hips slowly against him, her mind blank as her pussy began to throb with pleasure.

She heard a low growl behind her as Steven fingers gripped her hips tightly. Holding her still he pounded into her, his balls smacking off her arse cheeks. She gripped the tree, trying to steady herself as she bit down on her bottom lip to keep quiet. Her fingers found a carving in the bark, glancing up she saw a messy heart etched into the tree. A moan escaped her throat as their pace became more frenzied, she threw back her head, letting it fall against his shoulder. Her vision blurred as Steven buried his face in her neck, his teeth biting the soft skin. She saw the initials engraved within the heart: DS + ED. She opened her mouth to scream as an earth-shattering orgasm coursed through her. Steven's hand clamped over her mouth before a sound escaped. She felt his cock jerk inside her as he came with her.

They stayed still, letting their breathing return to normal. Jackie was the first to move, silently moving away before righting her clothes and smoothing her hair down. She flipped her hair back before walking into the forest. She felt healed. It wasn't real, but it was close enough to lessen the pain. She found herself smiling, ignoring the tiny part of her brain that told her how much this behaviour would harm them both.

Steven watched her walk away, his brow furrowed in confusion at her action. She didn't look angry or upset, not even regretful. He shook his head, this was only gonna get harder to hide from. "Man, I hope I remember this in the morning." He muttered following after her.

I'm sorry for how long this took, please review and leave your opinion.