As I was on my way to my house, since I had to babysit my 4 month old sister, I was thinking about the day that I had just stepped out of. Kaylee and I really clicked in our...I mean my secret place. I love to think about when I will get the guts to ask her to the Winter Dance. I better get them soon since it is already November and the dance is on December 1st.

At lunch I stare from afar and pay close attention when she walks by. Now I actually know her. I have talked with her in person. It was scary at first but I got through it. I am happy I got to talk to her... I think she liked talking to me too.

As I walked through the door... all reality came back, I heard my 4 month old sister let out a big scream, for a little thing she does have some vocal cords. Her name is Addison Ember. She will make some guy very lucky. Despite what you might be thinking since I'm 16 and my mom just had a baby, well she had me at a pretty young age. She was 20 when she had me and is now 36. My dad is now 38.

Anyways, my mom and dad are going out of town for 2 weeks and I have to take my sister to daycare with the new car I got today. Then, I have to pick her up after school, pay the daycare provider, and take her home. I was thinking maybe Kaylee could come over... but I need to get my head out of the clouds and take care of the baby, I'm now responsible for.

Addie can come to school for a day with me because my parents scheduled it with school. It could be either fun or really embarrassing, at least it will get me out of class a bit. Not like it will be fun since I will have to feed the kid and change her diapers.

All of a sudden I hear a knock at the door. I grabbed Addie and went to open the door. It was Kaylee. She looked me up in the high school's directory...kind of a creepy way to keep track of classmates. I was so surprised. I was also happy. There the most beautiful girl I had ever seen was standing before me... on MY doorstep, waiting for me to answer the door and say hello. I said, "Hi" and asked if she wanted to come in and have some hot chocolate. She told me that she couldn't stay long so it was just best to talk right here.

I got kind of freaked out because I didn't know what was to come. Was she here because she wasn't comfortable with the talks we had earlier?

She smiled and told me that I forgot to ask for her number, I was so relieved. She handed me a paper that said 000-000-0000. I was greatful that she remembered. She told me that I could text her whenever I felt like it. She also told me that overtime some things may stand in the way of a relationship... especially her father and I said the same. I didn't know who her father was yet, but I was just wondering if she maybe had a dad like mine. Maybe we weren't all that different.

She gave me a hug goodbye which I didn't really expect since I had Addie in my hands. On her way to her car she turned around, started walking backwards, waved goodbye, and shouted, "I have something for you tomorrow!"

The smile she left was inprinted in my head like no other. I think Addie could sense I was falling hard. She giggled and I immediatly said, "So this is how it is going to be?" She giggled more and I shut the door as Kaylee's car drove off.