Warning: I didn't have to proof read this, so sorry if it's a little weird with miss spelling and stuff. My apologies. Thanks for everyone that is reading, and I love you guys. Sorry if there isn't much detail, this is still my first fanfic and I'm trying to work it out :D
-2 weeks after later-
Blake's POV
I've been working on glee for the past two weeks now and everything is great. The cast is amazing, I love them already. The crew is fantastic, I can't stress that enough. Then there is Melissa, I can't put my finger on it, but just something about her. It's like when I'm with her I forget about whatever I'm thinking and just enjoy being myself. I feel so comfortable around her, and it's really nice. I don't get that feeling with Maria, but I'm still in love with her. She makes me happy, I just can't help wonder why Melissa has this effect on me, and Maria doesn't.
My thoughts go blank when I hear Melissa voices coming towards me. It makes me smile, and forget about what I was thinking.
"Hey" she smiles.
"Hey you" I say.
She smiles back at me with a small laugh. "I just came over to talk to you, I'm pretty sure you read the script for episode 6 right?" she says.
"No I haven't finished reading it yet, I had to go into the studio to record grease lightening, so I didn't get to finish" I say to her puzzled.
"Oh" she smiles flirtingly "Well then I guess I should tell you, we have are first kissing scene together" she says.
I take a drink of water and then spit it out as I hear those words "Wait what" I say.
She burst out laughing at the slight of me spitting my water into mid-air "We have are first kissing scene dork" she says pushing my shoulder slightly.
My face starts getting red, I don't normally blush "Oh, well then…..that's exciting" I say.
"Yes, it's very exciting" her smiles grows.
We start talking a bit more as we walk over to the cast chairs that had our names on it. We quickly take our seats and begin rambling about the silliest things.
"Blake? What's your favorite book?" she asks.
"Well…If I had to choose, I would the say the captain underpants series, or the harry potter series" I say
She starts laughing at me again "Really? Captain Underpants Blake? Really?" she says.
"Oh yeah, who wouldn't love captain underpants he is the bomb!" I say with confidence.
She gives me a really cute smirk "Okay then, what's your favorite movie?" she asks.
"Hmm, that's tough I love a lot of movies, I think anything with Ryan Reynolds, Andrew Garfield, Ryan Glossing is amazing!"
"Those are some talent people right there" she smiles.
"What about you huh? What's your favorite book? What's your favorite movie?" I ask in a teasing manner.
"I love me some classics, and of course who doesn't love harry potter. I think everyone does, if you don't I just feel sorry for you. As for my favorite movie…I don't know, maybe the notebook…but that's to cliché of me to say" she tells me.
"I LOVE THE MOVIE THE NOTEBOOK! RYAN GLOSSING IS THE BOMB" I tell her.
She can't stop laughing. Her laugh if adorable, and its cute, and it just makes you want to laugh with her. "I'm serious I love that movie" I say
"It's okay haha, I just didn't pick you as the type of guy who like chick flicks" she says.
"Then what type of guy do you see me as?" I ask
"I'm not sure, I just figured you were a like most guys, most guys don't would never admit that" she tells me.
"Well I'm not most guys." I tell her
"I can see that now" he smile grows softer.
We continuing talking and laughing at each other. I really enjoy her company it's nice, she's amazing. I look at the time and realized that it's almost time for us all the go home. We get out of our chairs and start heading towards are trailers to gather our things. I get to back to my trailer change out of my characters clothes to regular clothes, grab my script and head out the door. I walk over to Melissa's trailer and wait for her to come out. The door opens, and out comes a this beautiful medium sized dog who was white, with black around its face.
"Blake, this is my dog Farley" she says.
I kneel down to pet the dog "Farley huh? After Chris Farley?" I ask curiously.
"Yes, most people don't get it on the first try" she smiles.
"Really? Dudes a legend" I say.
"You really do surprise me" she says.
"You're just getting to know me. I'm full of surprises" I smirk. "Anyways do you need a ride home?" I ask
"Well then I guess I should be prepared" she smiles "No I'm good, I actually have my car today. Thank you though" she says.
"Anytime Me" I say.
I smile at her once last time, and turn around to walk in the other direction. I quickly turn my head and catch a glance of her staring at me as a walk to my car. I'm not sure what I'm feeling, but I do know that it's something, and I'm scared of it. I quickly get into my car and drive home.
I reach my apartment and walk inside. I try to stay as quiet as possible, it's really late and Maria is probably exhausted from college. I slowly enter my bedroom and undress down to just my boxers. I climb into bed. As I rest my head against the pillow, I can't help but think of Melissa, does this make me a bad person? I close my eyes and fall asleep.
-Cut to a couple days later-
Melissa's POV
I awaken from the sounds of someone knocking on my door. I quickly get out of my bed and head to the front door. It's really early, who would be hear. I unlock the door and pull it open. My face lights up as I see him standing right in front of me. I immediately go in to hug him tightly "NICK! You're here!" I yell to him.
He grabs me and lifts me up as he hugs me back "Yes, I'm here!" he says.
He puts me down "I'm so glad you're here, I missed you so much!" I lean in and press my lips against his.
I grab his stuff and bring it into my apartment. I missed him so much, luckily with Blake things don't feel as lonely. Things are great when I'm around Blake. I'm not sure why I'm thinking about Blake, when I should be focused on my boyfriend who I haven't gotten a chance to see since I moved to LA. We start talking about what we been up to lately. It's nice talking in person with nick, things feel normal again. I just can't help but feel that I'm falling out of love with him. I start to bring up the conversation of him moving out to LA to be with me. Maybe that will help with our relationship.
"Nick, I was thinking a lot about us recently and I really would like if you moved out here to be with me" I ask.
"Look Melissa, I love you but you know that my work is in New York. I would love nothing more than to be here with you. My family is in New York, my friends, our friends are there." He says.
I fell my eyes begin to get heavy "So what you're saying is that those things mean more to you then me?" I ask
He sense that I'm hurt from what he said. He scoots over on the couch to wrap his arms around me
"No, no that's not what I'm saying. New York is my home, I just can't…but I love you so much that I'm willing to let you live your dream out here, while I stay in New York" he tells me.
"Do you not realize that I had to sacrifice, my friends, my life, and my home…so I can live my dream. All I'm asking is if you really loved me then you should be able to sacrifice those things with me…but I guess you don't" I say
"Melissa please don't do this, I love you! And that's not going to change" he says.
"Can you please go, I want to be alone" I tell him.
"Melissa please" he asks.
"Go nick" I tell him.
Nick gets off the couch and heads out the door quickly turning to look at me. He turns back around and closes the door behind him. I can't believe what I'm feeling. Tears start pouring down, I shouldn't be this miserable, I'm living my dream, yet why does it feel like I just lost. My phones starts to ring, Blake's name flashes across it. I really don't want to answer it but just seeing his name makes me feel a little better.
"Hey Mel" he says.
"Hi Blake" I say trying to pull myself together.
"What's wrong" he asks
"It's nothing, I'm fine" I say
"It doesn't seem like nothing" he tells me.
"Okay, nick just got here and we sort of had a fight" I tell him
"Well I know it's none of my business but if you ever need to talk you know I'm here right?"
"Thank you Blake, so other than my problems, how are you?"
"I'm fine, I just called to ask if you wanted anything from the store for set" he asks.
"No thank you, I see you later on set though okay?" I say.
"Okay, and Mel…you're going to be okay…just know that" he says to me.
I smile comes across my face. How could someone like him be so nice, it's impossible? "Thank you" I say before hanging up the phone. I pull myself together and jump in the shower. I start getting ready for work, thinking about the scene we are filming. We are filming to kissing scene today, and I'm super anxious and excited, thinking about the scene makes me forget my personal problems. I grab my keys and head out the door.
-Cuts to on set-
I sit in my trailer alone. I decide to start reading the book my sister wrote. It's really great and I'm so proud of her for writing a book! I mean I can't even believe it. I hear a knock at my trailer door. "Come in" I say
The person continues knocking. I get up to open the door and see a guy holding flowers in front of his face. I realize that its nick, and I invite him in.
"How did you get onset" I ask him
"Oh, I met Jacob outside of paramount and they let me come in with him" he tells me.
"Oh okay" I say.
"These are for you" he hands me the flowers
"Thank you" I tell him.
"I just wanted to apologize to you, I'm sorry" he says
"It's okay Nick, however I would really like to be alone right now. You can go hang out with Jacob or go met some other cast members"
Nick doesn't say anything, he turns around and walks out of my trailer. I'm alone again, but this time it feels a little better. I stay in my trailer continuing to read the book.
-Cut to Blake on set-
Blake's POV
I'm fixing to kiss Melissa, this is crazy. I'm not even sure what I'm feeling, but I have to kiss her. Apart of me is hoping this kiss tells me something, but the other part just wants to keep this as professional as possible. I look over waiting for Melissa to come to set, and she hasn't yet which is odd. However I see this guy walking around set confused. I walk over to him and introduce myself.
"Hey, I'm Blake…are you lost or something?" I ask as I offer my hand.
He shakes me hand "I'm Nick, and yeah I was lost" he says.
"Wait are you the Nick? As in Melissa's nick" he says.
"Yes I am, and you must be the guy Melissa is always telling me about" he says looking down.
A smile came across my face as I looked to the side "So where is Melissa?" I ask.
"We had a fight, and now she won't really talk to me" he says
"If you don't mind me asking what happened?"
"She wants me to move here to LA, and I told her my life was in New York" he says
"Dude, no offense but that makes you an asshole. Why didn't you just say yes" I ask
"Well thanks for that, and I guess I just don't want to leave my life in New York" he says.
"Do you love Melissa?" I ask
"Yes, why" he says
"Then man up, and just do it" I say firmly.
"It's a lot more complicated than you think" he says.
"Love is complicated, but love is also about being willing to sacrifice things in order for you to maintain that love. If you really love someone that sacrificing isn't so bad. If you aren't willing to change something, than how are going to make things worse. You should think about that" I say
I walk away leaving Nick with a confused expression on his face. I see Melissa walk in from the other side. This is the first time I seen her in her sandy costume and she looks amazing. This isn't helping me trying to figure out what I'm feeling. I walk over to her, she doesn't seem to notice that nick is behind me somewhere
"Wow Mel, you look fantastic" I say
"Thanks, it's a little tight but whatever" she says
"So I met Nick just a few minutes ago" I say
"Oh that's cool" she says.
"Mel, you I think you should talk to him after we film are scene. I think he may have something to tell you" I say.
"I just don't want to talk to him" she tells me.
"Trust me, you should" I tell her.
"Okay, I will but only because you asked me to. Can you promise me if the conversation goes bad that you will be there for me?" she asks
"Mel, of course…you're like my best friend here even if we have only know each other for a little over 2 weeks" I says smiling.
She smiles back at me, and I can't help but think about how adorable her smile is. This is bad isn't it, I think I might like her more than a friend. I don't want to do anything about it though, I love Maria and that's that. If I have to I will work harder to be with Maria as much as I can. Joaquin the cinematographer comes over to us and tells us he is ready for the scene. Melissa and I walk with him to where the scene takes place. I think this is a really big moment for our characters so I'm going to try to make this as amazing as possible. We get into position, where I'm standing in front of a mirror trying to fix my hair, when I see Marley come in looking amazing.
"Okay everyone quiet on set please…..and Action!" the director yells out.
Scene
Ryder: You can't listen to her
Marley: I know. It's ugh...it's-it's just
Ryder: Hey,Hey...Look at me...Take a deep breath. You look amazing, you sound amazing, this is going to be amazing.
I move my head to grab the back of her neck to pull her head for the kiss. I gently press my lips against hers. Are lips stay together deepening the kiss. It was like the world froze over and this was just a dream. I hear the director call cut, and I slowly pull away and look at her. I see something in her eyes telling me that this kiss wasn't just acting. We both quickly turned away an walked back over to the crew. I still feel it's a dream, the kiss was amazing, but I have a girlfriend what does this say about me. The director asks for a couple more takes…and which each take the kisses just go better.
- Cut to Melissa's reaction of the kiss-
Melissa's POV
He grabs the back of my neck, resting the side of his hand against my cheek. And pulls me in. He presses his lips against mine. Are lips remain together deepening the kiss. This was weird I never felt like this when Nick kissed me… and this was supposed to be acting. He pulls away and I slowly open my eyes. The kiss gives my lips tingles and I bit my lip ever so slightly looking into Blake's eyes. The kiss makes me think a lot. I didn't even hear the director call cut until Blake started walking away. It was an amazing kiss, and I never felt that way before. What am I supposed to do I think I still have nick and Blake still has Maria. The director asks us to do a few more thanks, and I'm even more nervous to kiss Blake again.
We do the scene a few more times each one being better than the other. The directors let us no they got what they wanted and know we are free to do whatever for now. I quickly look start looking for nick, as Blake goes to talk to Chord.
Nick comes walking. "Melissa I need to talk to you" he demanded.
"Okay Nick, what is it?" I ask.
"I've been thinking, and I want to move here to be with you." He says.
My mouth drops, and Nick comes to hug me. I try to gather words to say "Ugh…What changed your mind" I ask.
"I realized that if you're truly loves someone you have to willing to sacrifice things to show you love that person" he says.
His head motions towards Blake who is over by chord probably talking about super smash brothers as usual. It was then I realized that Blake was the one that made Nick realize this. It was sweet of Blake to do, I really admire that he is trying to help me with Nick.
"Well, I'm not sure what to say" I tell him.
"You don't have to say anything…For right now let's enjoy what little we have left of today before I have to leave tomorrow. We can discuss moving in together when I get back to New York"
I nod, he leans in and presses his lips against mine. It doesn't feel magical. It's never felt magical with Nick. It was always just a good kiss. I don't know what to feel anymore.
"Hey, can you go hang with the guys while I talk to Blake. I need to ask him something" I ask.
"Sure, no problem" he tells me.
We walk over to the guys, and I was right they were talking about super smash brothers like they do all the time. Nick introduces himself to the rest of the guys, as I get Blake's attention.
"Blake can I talk to you for a minute?" I ask him.
"Sure Mel" he gets up from his chair and walks towards me "What's up?" he says
"Follow me over here" We walk behind the curtains "Sorry I just didn't want people to hear what I wanted to say to you" I say.
"It's okay" he says
"I wanted to thank you personally for trying to help with mine and nicks relationship. It was really sweet, and you didn't have to do that." I say.
"Of course I did Mel. I care about you, you're my best friend here…and I want to make sure that you are happy" he says.
I grab Blake, and pull him in for a hug. I turn towards his ear and whisper "Thank You"
We stay hugging for a little while longer, until he finally lets go of me.
"Mel?" he says curiously.
"Yes?" I ask.
"Are you sure you're good?" He asks.
"As of now, yes and I owe it to you" I smile towards him.
His smile grew bigger, he was cute. "Well this was an interesting day to say the least" I say
"It was indeed" he says.
"You were great in the scene today" I tell him.
"Mel, you were amazing that's what made me great" he tells me.
Now my cheeks are heating up, and I'm blushing once again.
"Are you blushing" he ask.
"If I am?" I say.
"It's cute" he smirks at me.
We smile at each other, and then walk back over to the rest of the group. We join back into the conversation. I sit next to Nick, and quickly glance at Blake, and I see him catch me so I look away. We continue discussing super smash brothers, and 21 jump street because that's chord's favorite movie at the moment. This was a really fun day, and it was great minus the whole issues with Nick. I'm glad I have Blake, whatever he is to me right now. I really don't want to let our friendship we have develop go.
- Cuts to Blake getting home-
Blake's POV
I walk inside my apartment only to be ambushed by some of my family, and Maria.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asks excitedly
"I know you been feeling a little home sick lately, so I asked if your brothers would like to come and visit" Maria says.
I hug Maria tightly "Thank you so much Maria" I say
This was probably the best thing Maria has done for me. I love her for that, but something is just off about her and me lately. I quickly put my things down and greet the rest of my family that showed up. I hug them all, and we all start talking. There is a huge smile on my face seeing my family here, but I feel there is just someone missing…and I think I know who she is.