LOGAN'S POV

Today has been a great day so far.

Last night was the greatest night of my life. Not only because I made love to the woman I truly care about, but because it's opened up a whole new level to our relationship.

It was days like these that made my happy to be alive. And things can only go up from here.

I made my way to the studio for an 'urgent' meeting.

It was probably to discuss some new ideas for the show, or for a song. Anyways, it probably wouldn't be that important.

I could just think of Audrey the entire time. I decided to send her a text to let her know I love her and I'm thinking about her. I don't care if I just sent a message to her like that, but I don't care. She needs to know that she's constantly on my mind.

I slid my iPhone into my back pocket and walked into one of the meeting rooms in the studio. I had been beaten here by pretty much everyone here.

"Hey guys. What's shakin'?" I asked.

Everyone waved to me and said their "heys" as I took my seat next to Carlos and Kendall. James and I haven't been talking as much lately. Probably because he still has a thing for Audrey.

But I don't blame him, though. She's an amazing person.

"Now that everyone's here, we can begin." Our manager Dan said.

"So, we're planning on sending you guys on your new tour in February. It's called the Better With U Tour in honor of our new album."

My mouth dropped open. A tour? Now?

"Did you say it starts in February?" Kendall asked.

Our tour manager Josh nodded his head. "That's right. It's going to be a short tour though, we'll be back home by the middle March."

My mouth dropped open even more. Middle of March? That's more than a month! I don't think I can go that long without having Audrey with me.

Then, an idea hit me.

"Can we bring loved ones with us?" I asked.

Unfortunately, Josh shook his head. "Sorry, Logan. I'm sure your girlfriend will be okay without you for a month."

"She's not the one I'm worried about." I muttered.

I leaned back in my chair and folded my arms. Was I being childish? Yes. But it doesn't matter.

All I can think about now is how much Audrey's gonna be disappointed when I have to tell her I'll be leaving for a month.

Kendall patted my shoulder and gave me a reassuring smile. This was going to suck for him, too.

I heaved a heavy sigh and sat back up. "So, it's only going to be for a month?"

"That's right. You'll be back before you know it."

It felt like someone had ripped my heart out of my chest. I mean, I love my fans and all but I haven't been away from Audrey for more than a few days. How am I going to last a month?

And what am I going to tell her? What if she flips out and leaves me?

She wouldn't do that to me, would she?

I mentally slapped myself. Of course she wouldn't leave me!

I love this woman and I'm going to do my best to make her stay with me. And if she really loved me in return, she would be happy for me and encourage me to go.

My head fell into my hands as I sighed yet again. I guess we'll just have to see what happens.

AUDREY'S POV

I had the strangest feeling today. It was like a bomb had been dropped in my stomach.

I had a bad feeling. And usually, these bad feelings of mine are right.

Kinda like the feeling I got when I was in Ohio. When I had my nose broken.

I was hoping I wouldn't have to go through anymore trauma this year. Thank God the year's almost over.

It was almost Christmas time after all.

But the more I thought about the bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, the more I felt the hot, watery feeling in my throat.

I couldn't stand it anymore. I ran to the nearest restroom and crashed onto the ground. I tried my best to hold my hair back and not get vomit all over my scrubs.

Why was I throwing up?

Could I be catching something from the patients here?

Or is it just this bad feeling?

I spit out the last of my stomach and flushed the toilet. I sat down slowly on the ground and ran my fingers through my hair.

I thought the rest of this day would be good. Guess I was wrong.

At least I have someone I can always turn to with open arms at the end of the day. I smiled as I thought of Logan.

He was perfection in human form. Handsome, famous, trustworthy, caring.

And I'm just a lowly nurse.

How did it ever end up this way?

Maybe I'll never know the answer to the question, but maybe I'm not meant to know the answer.

I stood up and brushed the dust off of my pants. As I left the restroom, I was praying that I wouldn't have to run back to the toilets again.