I do not own twilight. All belongs to stephanie meyer.
Hope I didn't leave you all bitting your nails on the last chapter lol. I garuantee that things will get better for Seth and Ella...eventually.
I should warn you all...the surprise will be a bit of a shick to all of you...BRACE YOURSELVES AND DO NOT SKIP DOWN TO THE END.
Here's Chapter 12. Please review = )
~Dazzler 916~
Chapter 12
Sweet Dispositions
(Ella's P.O.V.)
A week and nearly 3 days.
All without him...and I feel so empty.
Yet I continue to go about my day acting like nothings wrong regardless how obvious everything looks to everyone else since I've been keeping my distance from Seth.
I had a big AP test yesterday for Chemistry...and I failed.
I failed.
I studied my ass off for that stupid test.
And I got a D.
I never fail tests!
I have an A in Chemistry.
I haven't been able to focus.
Not even in dance.
Everyone's getting even more worried about me because I haven't done much lately.
Go school, do all my work, eat lunch alone, go home do homework, teach dance, dance, come home and go to bed.
Notice how none of that involves talking to anyone...unless I have to.
I do the most talking when I teach my class and that's about it.
I haven't really talked to any of my friends.
Mom is even more worried cause I don't eat much.
She thinks I'm starting that habit of starving myself like I did when Sasha went missing.
Maybe that's it.
I need to see her.
This could fix everything.
To be honest I don't know how the hell to find her.
She's in the area.
I know she's been watching me.
Being desperate as I was...I called the number that I managed not to call for the past 9 days.
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"Ella?"
I felt relieved to hear his voice.
I missed his voice.
I missed him.
"Hey...umm...I've been doing alot of thinking..." I trailed off.
"Me too—"
"I wanna see her." I just spit it out.
At first he didn't answer, all I heard was him breathing heavily through the phone.
"Seth?" I said checking to see if he was alright.
"When?" He asked me.
"Right now." I said sounding unsure.
"It doesn't sound like it..."
"I know—I...well—I just wanna see her...and talk to her—please." I whispered.
"I'll come get you in 30 minutes." Seth said before hanging up.
Hmmmmm.
That was alot easier than I thought it was gonna be.
It's Saturday.
8am and everyone is still asleep.
We all usually wake up at around 9:30 -ish.
But I haven't been sleeping well these past few days and my sister has been on my mind the whole time.
I can't go on living like this.
This will make things better.
That's what I hope.
I quickly got cleaned up and managed to look decent...okay so I wanted to look good.
This is the first time I get to see Sasha in 6 years.
It feels like it's been longer than that.
What will she say when she sees me?
I slipped on my favorite pair of jeans and a nice red longsleeve shirt.
Quietly...I crept into the bathroom to quickly brush my teeth, wash my face and fix up my hair.
I was overthinking this now...
What the hell am I gonna do with my hair?
I didn't want to make any noise—so that leaves the blow dryer out.
Using the straightner would take too long.
Then again it's already straight.
So I just touched up the ends and kept my hair down.
I glad to see I made perfect timing.
It took me about 10 minutes shove everything I needed to bring with me in my side bag.
I had a little something for Sasha. Something I know she didn't have.
I managed to sneak out through my room and out to the front of the house.
He was sitting in his car waiting for me.
"Hi." Seth muttered akwardly.
"Good morning to you too." I gave him a smile.
"You ready?" He asked me.
I took a deep breath before nodding.
He drove off.
I didn't know where Seth was taking me...we were silent the whole time.
Then we started to drive on the very familiar road to the Cullens' house.
"Um—Seth...why are we going here?" I asked him in confusion.
"She's here." Seth said meeting my stare.
"Sasha knows the Cullens?" I asked in curiousity.
"Alice said she always talks bout you."
"Really?" I was a little surprised to hear him say that.
We stopped right in front of the house.
"Go ahead and go in." Seth encouraged me.
"I don't know...I'm a little scared about this." I admitted bitting my lip.
"Hey." Seth placed his hand on top of mine.
"You can do this. I know you can. This is gonna change everything. I'm sure you'll feel a lot better after talking to her—"
"Seth I've been thinking about us—" I began to say cutting him off.
"Later...you don't want to keep her waiting." Seth told me.
So much for trying to ATLEAST give him a kiss on the cheek.
I gave him a shy smiled before getting out the car.
Seth followed in after me.
Walking into this house has suddenly felt very different.
In a good way of course.
As far as everyone who is in the house at the moment...technically I am the only full HUMAN here. So me walking through the door is pretty obvious.
"We're here!" Seth shouted.
We walked upstairs where we found everyone hanging out in the usual kitchen/living room area.
But she wasn't in there.
I frowned.
"Don't worry she's here." Edward assured me.
"Oh." I didn't really have much to say.
I'm a little anxious.
My hearts pounding through my ears.
"Take it easy. You don't want to pass out from an adrenaline rush. Remember Emily and Sam's wedding." Seth told me.
"Oh my God...don't remind me." I rolled my eyes and chuckled.
Like that help, now my hands are starting to get a little sweaty.
Suddenly I feel so relaxed.
"Thanks Jasper." I said.
He smirked and gave me a nod before going back to reading his book.
"Ella?"
I tensed up at the sound of what I thought was her voice.
Okay the nervous feeling is back.
"Sasha?" I whispered to myself in realization.
"Behind you." I heard her say.
I stood there for a moment.
I'm afraid to turn around.
"Don't be...I'm your sister there's no need to be scared." She said.
...Awkward...
I thought there was only one mind reader in this house.
"Turn around." Seth said.
If closing my eyes is what I have to do then so be it.
I kept my eyes close and turned around towards the direction of her voice.
"Open your eyes..." She said impatiently.
Very slowly.
I gasped at what I saw.
This was more of shock than I thought.
It's not her...I mean it's like I'm looking at a spit image of myself in a mirror.
But reality helped me realize that I wasn't.
Sasha could easily be my twin if she wanted to, but some of our features tend to differ from each other.
But everyone always said we look so much alike.
It was her.
My sister.
It's almost as if I had just saw her for the last time.
I was 12...when I last saw her.
12...and she looks the same.
Hense the fact that her brown skin tone is somewhat paler then it used to be.
I was a little stunned by her apperance.
There isn't a single flaw on her skin.
Her eyes aren't the familiar dark brown I was used to seeing.
They're gold just like the rest of the Cullens'.
She wasn't just a"figment" of what I thought was my imagination.
Sasha's real.
She always has been.
After 6 years...she's finally standing right in front of me.
In the "somewhat living" flesh—if that makes any sense :P
This is way too overwhelming.
"Sasha?" I whispered in disbelief looking right at her.
The tears began to well up in my eyes.
She just looked at me and nodded.
I was trembling now.
Tears constantly fell down my face.
They won't stop.
"Oh my God!" I cried as we reached for each other's embrace.
I've never thought this would happen so soon.
I've always dreamed of this.
I've been waiting for this day soooo long.
Suddenly everything felt fixed.
Like I healed instantly just by her touch.
Her embrace.
Memories are beginning to refresh themselves inside my head.
Good memories...all with her.
My big sister :)
"I would be crying by now if I could—then again I'm sure you've cried enough for the both of us." Sasha said to me.
Hearing her voice was like bells...the most beautiful sound of perfectly in tune bells...ringing in my ears.
The sound of her voice was so relieving.
"I'm sorry. I can't stop." I said wiping the tears from my eyes as more tears began to stream down my face.
"Ella May Rose...you're not suppost to be eighteen yet. I mean just yesterday you were twelve." Sasha told me.
"I know—don't remind me." I chuckled.
"I still can't believe this...here you are. Standing right in front of me."
"Yea..." I said reaching for her hands and holding them in mine.
"It's gonna take some getting used to I'm sure...me being so cold and all." My sister shrugged.
"No. I'm used to it as it is. I just so happen to be friends with a few vampires." I said winking over at Rosalie and Alice who gave me a friendly smile.
"Hey what about us?" Emmett stood up waiting for me add him to my little gesture.
"Oh hush. She knows I'm talking about all of you." I told him.
"That's right." Emmett wanted to be sure I knew that lol. I swear him and Jared are a lot more alike than I thought.
"Hmmmm...this is so overwhelming." I sighed looking back at my sister.
My sister.
It feels so good to say that with a smile on face like old times.
"I've missed you." I cried.
"Okay stop crying Elle. You're eyes are almost blood shot." Sasha tried calming me down.
"I'm sorry." I blubbered before giving her another hug.
"Well I guess this means there's lots to talk about..." Sasha said.
"I have the whole day." I shrugged.
Before walking out to the back so the two of us could talk about...EVERYTHING...I mouthed the words thank you to my boyfriend and blew him a kiss.
"I'm still getting used that..." Sasha rolled her eyes.
"Ummmm confused?" I clued her in.
"You...having a boyfriend." Sasha shook her head.
"Please...I think I'm now starting to get over everything with him." I admitted.
"Well just know that he's been waiting anxiously for you to come back to him. The guy is messed up with out y—"
"I wanna know everything." I said cutting her off and trying to get things on a serious note.
"Where should I start?"
"The beginning...the very beginning...the day you became...a vampire." I said very slowly.
We could save the boy stuff for later.
"It was right after I got off the phone with you and left the gas station. I was right around the corner from the hotel. I was just about to walk around the corner when I heard footsteps right behind me—I mean it's almost like they were right behind the heels of my feet...trying to be very careful not to step on them. I could feel someone breathing on me and I turned around the moment I could feel the cool air touch my neck...and I got a little scared when I found that no one else was behind me. But I could still hear the foot steps when I continued to walk a little faster thinking that someone was following me...At first I thought I was just imagining things but I wasn't...I starting shouting 'who's there' to see if any one would respond. I was getting a little paranoid about it—and right when I tried to run...someone grabbed me and all I remembered was seeing blood red eyes staring right at me before I passed out."
"Keep going..." I said.
"I should warn you...most memories from...well I guess you can say human life have sort of slipped away.I only remember bits and pieces. But I do remember waking up to find this really beautiful—I mean she must have been a model or something, but she was staring at me. She looked like a porcelain doll and her eyes were blood red which really freaked me out. I remember her looking me right in the eye and then she said welcome to the army—then she bit me..."
"Did it hurt?"
"You have no idea..." Sasha said pulling her hair up and pointed to a silver scar on the back of her neck.
At first it looked like some weird tatto...then I really started to look at it.
Bite marks printed on to her skin...but it was silver.
"The venom of a vampire is what can change a human. Once a vampire bites you, the venom spreads and you're done. It burns like hell...it wasn't worth screaming. Screaming didn't make it any better. It's non stop pain—I can't even remember how long I just layed there on the ground screaming and wondering what the hell was happening. When I woke up—suddenly the world looked different. So clear to the point where it was all too detailed...all I could think about was the uncomfortable burning sensation I had in my throat. I was thirsty."
"You didn't—y'know kill anyone right?" I asked her.
She shook her head.
"Never. I've been tempted several times—don't worry I went hunting hours before you came here." My sister assured me.
"Okay good." I sighed in relief.
"There's a story that leads up to the reason why I don't drink the blood of humans—but—okay how should I start this...OH!—Okay remember how a bunch of missing people reports started to go out around Seattle and everyone thought there was some serial killer on the loose?"
I just nodded.
"Vampires were responsible for all of that...what sucks was that I ended up getting trapped into it. They were creating an army..."
"An army...you mean like an army—of vampires?" I asked her.
"Exactly. I wasn't the second person that Victoria changed. She wanted me and another guy—Rilley to be the the head of the group. The first time we went hunting was when I backed out of the whole operation. We followed some people down by the pier. It was really early in the morning... I was shocked to find that the people we were hunting were my friends—they were looking for me and I wasn't gonna let them end up like this even if my life depended on it. Right when they were about to attack...I attacked them until my friends got back in their car and drove away—then they went after me...they wanted to kill me—"
"Well isn't thant sort of impossible since your skin is rock solid. How would they—" I began to say cutting my sister off.
"You tear em' apart and then burn them to ash. It's simple. That's what happened to all of them in the end. Victoria, Riley and everyone else they created ended up being dirt on the ground. I know a few who were lucky to have ran away and survived. They're out there somewhere." She told me.
"If you don't hunt humans...then what do you hunt?" I asked out of plain curiousity.
"Animals. To be honest drinking human blood is like cannibalism and that's my personal opinion—YOU know how I am." She elbowed me.
"Remember that day you came home from school and all you did was complain about how disturbing the history lesson you had to sit through was." I chuckled to myself.
"It's gross and completely incessed and you know it. But animal blood isn't bad at all I assure you that—and that's why my eyes are yellow. Those who feed of of humans are blood red—okay so all vampires eyes start out red at first...animal blood is what deleuted the eye color—"
"Oh my God...you sound so smart—" I teased cutting my sister off.
"If I hit you I just might break a bone and then whose gonna be laughing." Sasha warned.
"Oh please." I rolled my eyes.
There was an awkward moment of silence.
"So um...do you have any—"
"Powers?" Sasha finished my sentence.
"Creepy but yea pretty much...well do you?" I asked her.
"Yea I do...it's kinda hard to explain..." She trailed off.
"Go on." I told her.
"Okay so I can pretty much imitate a gift of any vampire and use it against them and still be able to read their thoughts—the mind reading thing is sort of like a bonus." She explained.
"Ummmmm—" I was a little confused.
"Okay so you know how Bella is shield? Well it's pretty simple—I just do it when I feel necessary—okay so its like I'm temporarily taking their power from them and using it for my own good withough even laying a finger on them—I just look at them and concentrate and then boom it's mine—I can stop using it when ever I want—just as long as their in my sight or as long as I can sense their prescence—if that makes any sense."
"No—it sort of makes perfect sense—I mean that's really cool—and you can still read their minds?" I asked her?
"Oh yea—the mind reading thing is what Edward and I have in common—"
"So what have you been doing these past few years?" I had to cut her off again...that questions been on my mind for a while.
"I've been all over the place—most of the time I've stayed around keeping an eye for our family—even Elijah..." Sasha smiled when she said his name.
"Ummmm Sasha you know that Elijah—" I began to say trying not make it sound liek bad news.
"Yea I know—I know all about that—he went to film school, met some pretty little iIrish girl—who he ended up falling in love with—and he married her—oh and LOOK at him now! He's happily married and has a beautiful little girl." Sasha said right away.
She sounded very bothered by it judging by the way she talked about it.
Elijah and Sage have been married for almost 5 years now.
Their daughter Sadie just turned two a week ago.
She's such a precious little girl. Eli and Sage are always sending us pictures.
Pretty little baby too—her hair—my God it's such a pretty shade of red.
She definitely got that from her mother.
"Does he still keep in touch?" Sasha asked me.
"We drove down to visit some of the family and paid a visit to go see them while we were down there over the summer." I said.
Sasha just let out a heavy sigh. I knew she wasn't happy about it.
Elijah keeps in touch with my family and I—always calling to say hi to see how we're doing.
Akward as it may sound that Eli keeps in touch with his ex-girlfriend's family but no matter what—Elijah has always been apart of ours.
"Well atleast he's happy—I mean atleast he didn't end up like me. Look at him—enjoying his life and moving on like I told him to if—if anything bad was suppost to happen—my God ever since I've become th-this—I've always held this bucket of guilt thinking that I jinxed myself. I was gonna go to Julliard and he was gonna go to film school and once that was over with we were gonna get married and hit our careers off—we we're gonna move to California. I was gonna dance at Anaheim Ballet and he was gonna get an internship helping direct major motion films. Then once that was said and done we were gonna settle down and have kids and grow old—then I ended up ruining everything—it's all my fault! It was late and I shouldn't have gone out just to get some damn junk food. But no—I went anyway and what happened?—this happend. This it what I've become. This is what ruined my chance of having my life with the man that I loved. THIS limits me. I can't get older—I can't have kids. I'm frozen. Atleast Elijh gets to to enjoy his life. Things must be great for him epescially with another baby on the way."
"How'd you know about that—"
"Everytime you're over here so am I...I've just kept quiet while you talk to everyone else. Mind reader remember?" Sasha told me.
"Got it—and it's not your fault that this happened. Like you always told me...things happen for a reason right?" I reminded her.
She didn't answer...
"Right?" I said again.
She looked the other way and nodded.
"Well maybe something better is gonna happen. You just don't know when it's gonna show up?" I told her.
"I guess so." She shrugged.
"No I guess so...I know so." I corrected her.
"Yea yea—so how is everyone?" Sasha quickly changed the subject.
"Well Mom and Dad and doing great. Tony's at UCLA for football, Meg's in 6th grade now—"
"Oh lord...Dad is really in for it." Sasha rolled her eyes.
"Trust me I know...and Chloe's living with us now." I said.
"Oh I know about that one. Don't think I don't know. I watch all of you from afar...when the wolves aren't on my tail."
"Hmmmm...well I think that will change very quickly now that we're sort of reuniting and what not." I told her.
"True,"
"But year Chloe's living with us because—""
"Because she got into some trouble with some senior guy and her parents sent her back to Spain—I know I know...but there are other reasons she went back there..." Sasha trailed off.
"What do you know?" I said.
She knew something I didn't.
"It's not my business to share. She'll tell you when she's ready. I know she will. Right now she's a little uneasy about what happened while she was away and then the whole situation with that Gabriel guy. She's not sure if she's ready for another relationship...but that girl can't hold it all in for long—she likes him way too much." Sasha told me.
"Well Gabe did imprint on her..." I shrugged.
"Imprinting! My God you'd think it's like some trap—seriously it's more like an obsession. Take Seth for example. You're on the boy's mind pretty much 99.9 % of the time. NO JOKE!—"
"But Sis you don't know what it's like. I don't know how to describe but it's what kept me happy all these years...being with him. How often do you find the perfect match. It's pure destiny. This was suppost to happen. In way I guess you could say he keeps me sane—"
"No that's where you are wrong...you keep each other sane." Sasha verified.
For the next hour and a half, all we did was catch up mainly on school and my love life which hasn't been so hot lately.
"Well things haven't been working out so well lately so right now my feelings are a litte scattered." I muttered.
"In the end you're gonna end up running back to him. It's a bond—alright more than a bond. You could get mad at him as much as you want and in the end you two will still run back to each other and be happy...well that's what Jacob told me."
"True but I—I've never been this upset with him before. We've gotten into really silly fights and really serious ones but never something like this. I mean he kept YOU from ME." I wanted to make sure that was clear.
"Yea but he had his reasons and to be honest they were good reasons why he kept that from—okay now that I'm starting to look back on that he's kinda right—you know he is."
"Sasha..." I whined.
"Ella it's true." Sasha verified me.
I bit my lip and sighed heavily.
"Ella May Rose don't you dare give me that face!" My sister scolded.
"Yes mom." I said bitterly.
"Speaking of which so what's the deal with college? Julliard audition in February?"
"Yea...I'm still freaking out about that one. February is not that far away." I said.
"Oh that's a bunch of bull. I've seen you dance—do I really have to say it just so you know what you're up for?"
"Umm...confused?" I scrunched my eyebrows together.
"You're just as good of a dancer as I am—screw that—I know you have been working your ass off." Sasha put her hands on her hips.
"Well let's just hope I get in first." I mumbled.
"PLEASE! I know you're in—don't get a big head about it or anything but I'm sure it's solid trip there. You could get a full ride just like I did. I can help you."
"You still dance?" I asked her.
"Ummmm DUH!" Sasha stated the obvious.
"I brought you something." I said reaching into my bag and pulling out her pointe shoes.
She gasped.
I smiled and handed them to her.
"You kept them for me—and still in good condition." Sasha said examining her favorite pair of shoes.
"I wore them a couple of times." I admitted shyly.
"Good or else I would have to reshape the box...I'm gonna hve to get some new ones soon anyway. But thanks for keeping them for me." She smiled.
"I have so many other things to show you. The box we put in the attic from the old house, some of your old things—your jewelry. We've kept so much stuff." I was getting really excited about this now.
"Slow down Ella before you start hyperventilating." Sasha chuckled.
"Sorry, I'm just really happy about all of this now." I grinned.
"Me too."
"So what happens now?" I asked her.
"Well we've been talking for hours...I'm sure everyone's starting to wonder where you went—" Sasha's voice got cut off by the sound of my loud ringtone.
"That's mom." I said picking up my phone to answer it.
"I'll keep quiet..." Sasha frowned.
"Hey mom...I've been out running errands...well I had to go to Bellevue and get a new ballet skirt and some tights...I'm on my way back right now...I'll be back in about an hour and a half...love you too...bye."
"I really missed the sound of Mom's voice." Sasha closed her eyes.
"She really misses you too..." I said.
"God...I miss everyone so much."
"Do you think it would be a good idea for them to see you atleast once...you know before all of us are dead." That's what's been bugging me now.
"To be honest I don't know...but at some point before then I think yes...just so they know that I'm okay." She whispered.
"At one point you'll sort of be able to start over." I said trying to look at the bright side.
"I appreciate you trying to be optemistic and all but that won't be for a long time. About 80 years to say the least...maybe a little longer." She told me.
"It's gonna get better...I promise you that." I assured her.
"Well you better get going..."
"I still have an hour and a half to waste away—" I began to reason with her before she cut me off.
"An hour and half to waste on talking to Seth...come Elle both of you are a mess. Lets not bring back a little memory of last week—Seth bringing YOU here drunk..."
"Ugh...don't even remind me about that one. I learned my lesson." I said uncomfortably.
"Oh and word of advice...don't ever chew gum when your drunk because you never know where it will end up—for example—in a toilet infested with your own vomit in which you decided to reach in with your BARE HANDS and grab it yourself...did I mention that you put back in your mouth?"
"Oh hell no I did not do that..." I shook my head.
"Atleast Seth kicked the door open and made you spit it out...don't break up with the guy...he needs you just as much as you need him. Simple as that." She told me.
"Thanks Sis." I said giving her a hug.
We started walking back to the house.
"So um...how long have you been on birth control?" Sasha asked me.
I stopped dead in my tracks and widened my eyes.
"How in the hell did you know about that?" I asked her.
"Says the girl whose still wondering if losing her virginity on her anniversary is still a good idea..." Sasha said.
"Okay there are times when I am gonna want you to stay out of my head." I snarled.
"Just be careful...don't wanna end up in a situation that puts your dancing career on the line."
"Yea yea I know. We will be...don't sweat it." I assured her.
"I'm serious—"
"Sasha Elise." I snapped.
"I haven't heard anyone say my middle name in so long." My sister chuckled.
"It's gonna take some getting used to..." I shrugged.
"Atleast I get to still have a close relationship with someone in my family." She smiled.
"Glad to see you two got caught up." Edward was standing by the door when we walked back in.
"Quick question Edward—how does it work out when you and my sister try to invade each others thoughts? Since both of you are mind readers." I asked him.
"It's annoying." Both of them said at the same time.
I had to laugh...that was too damn funny.
"He's out in the front waiting for you." Alice told me.
"So I guess I'll see you later..." I said.
"You will." Sasha smiled.
"Bye Sis." I said giving her one last hug.
"Bye."
I walked out of that house with the biggest smile on my face.
Seth was leaning against his car.
"How'd it go?" He asked me.
"Really well." I said with a satisfying nod.
"I guess I should take you home now..."
"Okay." I said walking down the steps and into the front seat.
When were halfway home to La Push...I made Seth stop.
"Pull over." I told him.
"What?"
"Just do it...please." I begged him.
Seth pulled over on the side of the road.
"I'm not gonna break up with you." I told him.
He turned his head and looked at me.
"I was beginning think you were...first with the changed status on Facebook and—"
"Ehhhhhh I shouldn't have done that. I never should have done that in the first place. It just made things worst and I felt even more miserable. It was like half of me just got thrown in the trash and I didn't really know what to do y'know?" I said cutting him off.
"I felt that same..." He sighed.
"I'm sorry Seth." I said sincerely.
"No I'm sorry...I should have told you sooner. Things would have been different...well atleast I hope they would have." He told me.
"I was in so much shock and then it hit my like I just got punched in the face—I was so angry and upset and happy all at the same time. But in the end the only thing my head could focus on was being angry." I explained.
"I understand." Seth nodded.
"I spent all those hours talking to her and catching up with her on everything—and no my sister doesn't hate you." I wanted to make sure he knew that so there wasn't any awkward tension with the two of them in the future.
"So how have you been?" He asked me.
"Haha...I've been worse." I chuckled.
"I'm sure." Seth shrugged.
"What about you?" I asked him.
It got very quiet.
"Ella." He murmured stroking my cheek with his warm hand.
We sat there for moment just staring at each other with the most sincere looks on our face.
He kissed me.
My God it's the most passionate kiss he's ever given me.
We broke apart and just looked at each other.
"I love you." I told him.
"Love you too"
Next thing I knew our lips were crashing together in heated exchange.
"Wait!" I said pulling apart from him.
"What is it?"
"Move to the back." I said getting out of the car and into the back seat.
Seth followed after me and we closed the door and made sure they were all locked.
"This is better." I nodded.
"Okay—" I cut him off and pressed my lips against his.
My hands began to explore the hard muscles that shaped around his back.
His hands moved up and down my waist...and pretty soon his hands were beginning to slide under my shirt.
"Seth." I said.
"Just tell me when you want me to stop." He whispered in my ear.
"I don't want you to stop." I murmured.
"You sure?"
I just nodded.
He continued to kiss me and his hands were gentle.
His kisses trailed down my neck and to my chest.
Then he shifted so that one of his legs rested between my thighs.
I wasn't gonna stop him.
It's what we both wanted.
All I knew is that his pants were coming off and so were mine...Seth was fully on top of me.
I cuped his neck with my hand and brought his mouth back to mine once more.
My heart is racing through my ears right now.
(Seth's P.O.V.)
Is this seriously about to happen?
I didn't think it was gonna happen so soon...
"You alright?" I wanted to be sure she was before we got carried away.
Ella took control of the situation, grabbing my hand and putting it back against her body.
It was all the encouragement I needed.
Carefully, I let my fingers run along the middle of her desire, pressing in slightly. Her hands grasped my shoulder and her nails started digging into my skin.
This was it.
(Ella's P.O.V.)
I grabbed his hand and froze. He's staring at me wide eyed and my body went stiff.
"If you want me to stop...I will" Seth assured me.
As far as I knew it was all good.
Atleast he was prepared and had a condom in the car.
I looked him in the eye and took a deep breath before I simply replied.
"No...I'm ready."
There's no turning back now.
On the bright side...atleast the car door windows are tinted lol.
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I cannot wait to read all of your thoughts on this chapter...sorry it took me so long to update...theater at school is what's been keeping me busy. Mid terms are over with and now I have rehersal Monday through Thursday after school now...My school is doing GREASE and I got casted as RIZZO! :D Heads up if I only update once a week or maybe a little longer. Have a great weekend everyone :)
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~Dazzler 916~