"Sehun, what happened? Are you okay?" Luhan's panicked voice filled the hallway as he ran towards the collapsed boy. Sehun looked up at the elder through red puffy eyes and wet lashes. Luhan's face twisted in pain and he threw his arms around his Sehun, tears beginning to roll down his own face.
"Honey I'm so sorry! I should have stopped! I knew you weren't ready, I'm so sorry," Luhan sobbed into Sehun's, already damp, hair. Sehun wanted to tell Luhan he was wrong and that he loved him but he couldn't. No words would come out of his mouth and his throat was dry and sore from crying. Or maybe he couldn't say those things to Luhan because they weren't true. Maybe it was because he should be chasing Kai and not sat crying in Luhan's arms. But no matter how hard he kept telling himself that he didn't love Luhan, he couldn't deny how safe he felt in the elder boy's arms.
"I love you, Lulu," Sehun eventually choked out and he knew it was the truth. He really did love Luhan. Even if he loved Kai too.
"I love you too," Luhan replied, kissing Sehun's head gently.
"But I need to go," Sehun said hurriedly, standing up as Luhan let go of him. Luhan just sat on the floor staring bewilderedly as Sehun left the school building. He knew where he had gone. He had seen him kissing Kai and he knew he was going to find him. Sehun was slowly slipping through his fingers and he was going to have to do something about it.
Kai couldn't see where he was going but he didn't even care. The tears were blurring his vision and he sped straight through a red light, earning himself a round of angry car horns. He was sure he was nearing his home but again he didn't care, he was just going to keep driving. At least that was his plan until a figure standing at the end of the road caught his eye. He didn't believe his gaze but he stopped the car next to the boy anyway.
"You drive like a maniac!" Sehun smiled mischievously at the boy in the car.
"And some people may think you're a stalker. Why exactly would you be standing near my house?" Kai smiled the same mischievous smile back at Sehun.
"So now I can't take a walk without being a stalker?"
"You'd actually have to be walking to do that, not be standing still."
"Oh, well I guess you caught me. Maybe I was waiting for someone."
"Get in the car you idiot!" Kai's smile now reached his ears and all signs of his anger had now vanished. Sehun did as he was told and slid into the passenger seat. Sehun didn't know what he was doing. Was he leading Kai on? Was that really what he wanted? But little did both boys know, someone actually was following them and their follower didn't like what was happening at all.
"So you're not mad?" Kai asked as he pulled the car up in front of his house.
"Why would I be mad? You don't have a broken nose which means that I didn't hit you and that shows I'm not mad at you." Kai chuckled in response.
Kai took Sehun through to the kitchen and told Sehun to sit at the table.
"You want something to drink?" He asked as his lit a cigarette that was hanging out of his mouth. Sehun nodded and Kai passed him a bottle of cola and kept one for himself. Sehun was surprised that the elder boy was drinking alcohol but didn't say anything.
"You want some?" Kai asked, moving closer towards Sehun and gesturing towards the cigar. Sehun nodded again, remembering the last time. Kai moved painfully slowly towards the boy and removed the cigarette from his mouth; this time though, instead of moving the cigarette to Sehun's lips, Kai placed his own lips on the younger boy's. he gestured for Sehun to part his lips and slowly let his mouthful of smoke seep into Sehun's own mouth. The smoke made Sehun choke but the fact that he could taste the sweet cola and mint from his earlier gum, that Kai had passed along with the smoke, took the irritating, coughing, smokey sensation away. Kai smiled as Sehun's cheeks burnt bright red.
"Shall we finish where we left off?" Kai enquired huskily and Sehun didn't even need to speak one word for the boy to know what he wanted. Kai began to move his lips back to Sehun's but an angry knock at the door stopped him.
"Shit," Kai cursed, "Just ignore it." The pair were kissing once more but the knocking wouldn't stop.
"You really should get that," Sehun sighed eventually and Kai groaned, getting to his feet. The guest at the door had seen everything and he had never been so pissed off in his life. He didn't lose his temper often but this time he really had.
Sehun remained in the kitchen, listening to who was visiting Kai's home. He recognised the voice straight away and his eyes grew wide.
"Get your fucking hands off Sehun!" The voice yelled.
"Woah what is your problem? What the hell are you even doing here? Sehun isn't with me!" Kai shouted back.
"You lying bastard! I know he's here! I saw everything!" The boy at the door was raging. The boy at the door, acting so out of character in complete anger, was Luhan.
"You pervert! What the fuck do you think you're doing? Go home otherwise I'll put you into hospital instead!" Kai hissed. Sehun decided he needed to go and break them up before they beat each other to death. What was Luhan doing? He'd never been like this before? But Luhan had seen him with Kai? No no no no!
"Stop it!" Sehun screamed as he ran into the hallway.
"Go back to the kitchen, I can handle this prick on my own." Both Luhan and Kai wouldn't break eye contact with each other, the first move would indicate them to attack like rabid wolves.
"Both of you just stop it! Stop acting like complete children!" They ignored him.
"You told me you loved me. Was that a complete lie?" Luhan broke the eye contact and shot a pained glance in Sehuns direction.
"What?" Kai yelled before Sehun could even answer. They had no intention of fighting now. They both just need the answer off Sehun. He couldn't speak. He didn't want to speak. If he said yes he'd lose Kai, but if he said no, he would lose Luhan. Instead he said something much worse.
"Is it so wrong to love two people just the same?" He croaked out. Both of the elder boys were fuming; neither of them were willing to share Sehun and they were going to make him pick.
Kai threw the first punch, hitting Luhan right in the nose. It was hard enough to make blood pour from his nostrils but it didn't break the feature on his perfect face. Luhan wasn't even phased by the blow and hit Kai straight back, this time sending a painful blow with his knee to Kai's stomach. Kai winced in pain but he wasn't going to give up. He sent his knee shooting up between Luhan's legs and Luhan moaned in pain. He managed to repay Kai with the same pain before both boys collapsed to the floor. Luhan wasn't finished though; he wanted to hurt that pretty face before him, to make him bleed, because he hated the boy. Always had done. He swiftly brought his fist up and it collided with Kai's lips causing blood to pour from the mass of plump pink covering his perfect teeth.
"STOP! You're going to kill each other!" Sehun broke in, yelling in hysteria just as Kai was about to strike Luhan back.
"What do you think I was trying to do?" Kai growled, spitting blood from his lips at Luhan.
"Just fucking grow up! What the hell are you fighting over me for? That's not going to help anything!" Sehun screamed and both boys looked up at him.
"You pick then!" Luhan hissed as Kai began to stare at him, trying to figure something out.
"Who said he had to pick," Kai eventually concluded and pushed his lips against Luhan's, "If I can't have Sehun and you can't either why don't we show him what he's missing?"
"You fucking deranged whore!" Luhan yelled and hit Kai in the side of the head knocking him out. Sehun was now fuming too, what gave Kai the right to do that? Why was he trying to make him jealous? Or did he mean it? At that moment it didn't even matter because Kai was out cold on the hallway floor. Luhan had backed up against the wall, his face flooded with panic. He couldn't really handle harming someone. That said though, he would hit Kai again to get Sehun back, but what if he had killed him?
"Is he dead?" Luhan stuttered.
"No, you just knocked him out. He'll be alright." Sehun checked Kai's pulse and was relieved when he found it drumming against his fingertips. But he felt like he was lying because Kai might not be alright. What if Sehun chose Luhan? He wouldn't be alright then...