i don't own code geass....and thanks xpaul_13
Chapter 2: "You find the perfect person, but he/she is not in love with you."
Kallen stares to her newly born son. Her yes misty of happiness, and sadness as well. The child definitely got his looks from his father – Suzaku Kururgi.
"You really look like your father. Your hair, your nose, your lips and even your complexion. But your eyes are is as blue as mine. Only, mine is bigger."
"I can see too that you're a strong child just like your father. And maybe someday, you'll be a member of the Knights of Rounds like him."
"I promise to take good care of you. The way I'm taking care of your father. I'll be just beside you when you need me. I'll teach you to speak. I'll help you when you're learning to walk. I'll help you stand when you fall. I'll teach you to write, to read, to count and to draw. I won't laugh when you color the dog blue or the cat green. You will be as smart as I am when I was in Ashford. I won't sleep till you're home."
Her tears are falling endlessly. And she doesn't understand why her tear ducts won't dry. And even the serene look of her baby won't help to calm her.
"Will you eat the food that I've prepared? Will you kiss me goodbye when you left the house? Will you smile me back when I welcome you home? Will you wear the clothes that I've bought for you? Will you comfort me when I'm sad?" she wiped the tears that were blinding her. "Will you love me back the way your father never did?"
"Your father always thought you were brought to us by an accident. But for me, you will never be just a mere accident. God gave you to me. You were His gift. To give light to this lonely life that I've chosen. To have someone to love me in return.
"Your mother was so selfish to have your father chained in this marriage. That day, I was the happiest person in the world. And he was the otherwise. Since then, he had always hated me. And I have to accept it for it was my punishment.
I know that when you got married in the future, you and your bride will be the happiest couple on Earth. Please don't make her wait in the restaurant till it closes. Because I know the feeling. And it really hurts me inside when your father did it. That night, I walked home, alone and crying. Don't drop her calls. Don't shout at her. Don't make her cry. Love her endlessly, unselfishly.
"But for now, I'll have to be contented with what your father can give." She said with the loneliest smile on her face. "Maybe someday...he'll smile for me. Just one smile. Someday."