Loyalty
In his past lives, he was a traitor.
He betrays his friends and companions, he throw and laugh at their trust for him while trying to kill them all.
The reason is very simple, He wanted to be free of hi job and title. The title that makes his mother hate him, The title that locked his sister in a high unreachable tower and the title that is the reason he is born for.
But then, that idiotic boy keep coming after him, reassuring him that betrayals and suicide can't release him from his pain and that title that chained him to the world.
That one idiotic boy who even though he is the one hurt most by his betrayal keep trying to get him back into their team, the one boy who already thought and sees him as an older brother and role model. (God knows how much the team scream when they found out, especially the boy's father. He is the worst choice for role model after all….)
Ever since he is little, he was told not to believe anybody because the only thing they will after is his title but none of those fancy dressed noble will care about him as a person, only as a symbol.
And because of that too, he start acting however he want and build an unbreakable mask to hide him from them, to protect him from all the lies and to keep people away. The flirty mask that hit on every girl he met and turn the girls to surround him. The vain shallow mask that only thinks of outer beauty alone. (Of course that counts body size!)
And then he met that one girl that interest him, which unfortunately also the one girl unaffected by his charm and hated his gut to death. It's a miracle she hadn't killed him in his sleep.
Later, she cried day and night along with the boy and their team for him when he is in his death bed, smiling his true last smile before dying.
He changed his attitude in the next life as Gokudera Hayato.
Zelos Wilder turned into an emo untrusting boy who hates woman and is really loyal to Don Vongola Decimo, after all Tsuna reminded him of a quieter, more timid version of Lloyd Irving the idealist.
And the only way he could think of to pay those kindness and trust is to not betrays anyone anymore.
A/n : And, I finally updated! This time it was Gokudera as Zelos from Tales Of Symphonia~ Mr. Betrayer and Mr. Loyal-to-death. Tsuna sure remind everybody of their past life leader, huh? Oh, Kratos must be crying to death when he was told that Lloyd sees Zelos as a role model! He not only a bad father for betraying his son but also to allow that one Naïve son to take a pervert as role model and best friend!
Oh, this is little something about TotA!
Jade : Luke, I am your father.
Luke : NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! -Collapse-
Huh, You'll act like that too when you found out that your father is the Devil! Jade sure is scary after all~
I just remember that the one who make this line famous is also a Luke! Those poor Lukes all have unimaginable father doesn't they? A Dictactor and A Crazed scientist/colonel/mischief Devil/Prankster!
And Happy Halloween to you all, I'm going to a Japanese styled haunted house this year! Can't wait…..