DISCLAIMER: I own nothing about this story but my strange plot line, the smut that I've written, and the way in which I write said plot line and smut. As for the rest of it, it belongs to some chick named Stephanie who seems to be popular with these four books she published and that half a book she will more than likely never finish. *sad face*
AN: Okay, so this is all in Edward's POV. The next chapter will more than likely be all B's POV, but Edward has a tendency to talk too much, so his POV will probably make an appearance. I wanted to make their POV's an equal amount, but again, Edward talks too much.
As for the prementioned (Word tells me that's not a word…so I've made it one.) smut, it takes place throughout the whole chapter…well, until the last few pages or so. I didn't get any complaints about there being smut in the last update, so I'll assume everyone reading is all good with it, if you have a problem with it, let me know and I'll point it like last time the next time I do it, because there will be more smut. (The word I was looking for was aforementioned…but I like prementioned better. I realized that halfway through the AN…)
As for the reviews, leave 'em if you got 'em.
As for the story…enjoy!
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EPOV
You want words to describe what just happened between Bella and me? Well, I have none for you. What she did left me speechless. I thought maybe that first time was just so amazing but no, I was wrong. I believe it will be after every blow job I receive from this amazing woman that my words will leave me like inmates during a jail break.
I pull her off the bed and push her into the bathroom, putting my hands on her hips and making her lead the way so I can watch that immaculate ass sway in front of me. I leave her in front of the mirror as I start the shower for us. She sees a rubber band on the counter by the sink and pulls her hair up into a wad of tangles on top of her head.
When I look over at her, she smiles at me with a big goofy grin, knowing she looks ridiculous and thinking it's funny. I can't help but laugh at her as I grab her hand and pull her into the shower with me. I slide the shower door shut as she steps under the spray. She turns to the soap and frowns, "Um…don't get me wrong, I love the way you smell…but…um, I don't want to smell like you."
I chuckle and nod, "You're right. Stay right here. I'll go get some soap for you."
She grabs my hand, stopping me from getting out. She bites her bottom lip and shakes her head, "You don't have to worry about it. I'll just rinse off."
I pull her wet body into mine and cup the side of her face, "It's not a problem, honestly," I kiss her lips softly, "I'll be back before you know it."
She releases me unwillingly and I get out of the shower, wondering why she didn't want me to leave in the first place. I walk out of the bathroom and grab the jeans I had on, finding it slightly difficult to slip them on since my legs are wet from the shower. I walk down stairs until I come to Alice's door. I knock before I open the door.
"Goddammit! What the fuck?!"
I cover my eyes after seeing my sister topless, wishing to everything that is good and holy to have the ability to bleach that from my mind. However, the image of my fairy sister straddling her twenty foot tall boyfriend with his mouth attached to her breast will forever be used to get rid of my unwanted erections.
"What the hell, Edward?!" Alice screamed at me.
I move my head around, keeping my hand tight around my eyes, "Do you have on your fucking shirt?!"
"Yes!" she says with a little stomp of her all by non-existent feet.
I rip my hands from my eyes, "Thank fucking God. What the fuck, Alice?! You're in your room in the middle of the damn day with Mom downstairs! You and Jasper are fucking idiots leaving the goddamn door unlocked!"
She marches over to me and grabs my hand, pulling me into her room and slamming the door, "Would you shut the fuck up?! Dammit! Between you and Bella blabbing about my sex life so freely, it's a wonder Mom and Dad don't know about it!"
I hold my hands up, "Look, I don't want to fucking fight with you! I want to pretend like this didn't even happen! I came to get some soap for Bella. As far as I'm concerned the fucking bottle can miraculously appear in my hand so that I don't have to retell this repulsive moment!"
"Ugh!!!" she let out a muffled scream and stomped into her bathroom. I look over at Jasper and see he has the intelligence to look ashamed. I run my hand through my hair, wishing that I could get the hell out of here. Alice walks back in and thrusts the bottle of lavender body wash into my hand, "So it's okay for you to have your girlfriend naked upstairs in your room, but not for me to have my boyfriend –"
I close my eyes and hold my hands over my ears, "Lalalalalala!!"
I turn and run from the room, hauling ass back to my naked and wet Bella. I shut and lock the door to my room and then walk briskly into the bathroom doing the same thing. Bella slides the door open and giggles at me, "You look like you saw a ghost…"
I sigh and walk over to the shower, handing her the soap, but she brushes my hand away and unbuttons my jeans instead, "Get back in here with me."
I shake my head, "I'll be of no use. I just saw the quickest thing to get rid of arousal…"
She pushes my jeans down, kneeling before me to help me step out of them. She shrugs her shoulders, "Then we can just shower, but I have to know what you saw…"
She smirks at me, finding all of this too funny. I groan as she pulls me into the shower stall, "Bella, honestly, I don't want to relive the experience…I would eventually like to have an erection again one day."
She takes the bottle of soap from me, frowning down at it and then back up at me. She looks off to the side like she's contemplating something and then it hits her, "Oh my God! You saw Jasper and Alice –"
I hold my hands over my ears again, "Lalalalalala!"
Bella laughs, pulling my hands down, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that out loud. Come here. I'll take your mind off of it, okay? Let me wash your hair."
I chuckle and pull her into me, "You're about two foot too short to be able to accomplish that task."
She pokes my hip and narrows her pretty little eyes at me, "Kneel."
I close my eyes and shake my head, "That was so fucking hot…"
Before I can open my eyes again, she pinches my nipples, causing me to yelp, "Now!"
I quickly get under the spray and get my hair wet before I kneel down in front of her. She smiles down at me sweetly as I place my hands on her hips. She grabs the shampoo and squirts it into her hand, setting the bottle back in its spot. She runs her hand through my hair slowly, scratching her nails over my scalp.
I hum happily, "That feels so good, baby."
Since my eyes are closed, her kiss to my nose surprises me slightly. She smiles down at me, "I'll have to take your word for it. No one but a stylist has washed my hair."
I slip my hands to her ass and back up to her hips, "It feels a lot different."
She rolls her eyes, "I would figure."
I laugh at her and kiss her belly. She shapes my hair up into a Mohawk and giggles, "You look good like that."
It is my turn to roll my eyes, "I don't fucking think so," I tell her as I get to my feet and rinse my hair.
She pouts and I can't help but kiss her plump little lips, "That pout is going to get you in trouble one day, little girl," I tell her with a wink.
She giggles and turns to grab the soap I brought her from…that miraculously appeared in my hand while I was in the hallway…and flips open the lid. She's about to pour the soap into her palm, when I stop her by grabbing the bottle in one hand and her wrist in the other. She looks up at from under her lashes as I take the bottle from her.
I pour some soap in my hands and lather them up, turning her around with my soapy hands and proceeding to wash her from head to toe, spending a little more time between her legs than I should. Once she comes back down from her orgasmic bliss and I rinse her off, she turns on me, trying to reciprocate my actions, but I stop her.
I grab her wrists, pulling them up so she can wrap her arms around my neck, "Just because I do it to you, doesn't mean you have to repay me. Sometimes I just want to give you that," I tell her looking her in her eyes.
She looks slightly put off, but she nods her head, "I understand."
It doesn't look like she does, but she stands up on her tiptoes and kisses me anyways. She pulls away from me slightly, "Can I wash you from head to toe, too?"
I shake my head, "No, why don't you get ready to go to the waterfall? Go get Alice and Jasper. Knock though…because…I don't want you to be scarred."
She giggles and rolls her eyes, pushing me out of the way to get out of the shower. I quickly soap up, rinse off, and get out before she's even done drying off. I grab the towel from her and take care of her back and legs for her. I dry each of her feet, kissing the tops of them and setting them down. She runs her hand through my hair, smiling at me sweetly, "You're too good sometimes."
I frown at her playfully, "Only sometimes? I can't have that. I'll need to step up my game."
She pushes me down onto my ass as she walks out of the bathroom laughing loudly. I dry off quickly and walk out of my bathroom to find her putting on her extra set of clothes on over her bathing suit. She winks at me before walking out of my room and down to get Alice and Jasper. I have a strange feeling that she's up to something.
I pull on some shorts and a wife-beater before making my way downstairs to grab my shoes. Once I have them on my feet, Alice, Jasper, and Bella walk down the stairs; each of them with a towel except for Bella since she's carrying mine. I smile at Alice and Jasper, "I haven't seen the two of you all day," I say trying to forget what I had seen, "What have you guys been up too?"
Alice narrows her eyes at me and opens her mouth to say something, but Jasper stops her, "Not much. We watched a movie and surfed the internet."
Jasper is a smart man. Don't ever let anyone tell you I said differently. I take Bella's hand and our towels, throwing them over my shoulder, "Sounds fun. Are we ready to go?"
Alice sighs, dejectedly, as if she's tired of being angry with me and wants to have fun with all of us. Alice and Jasper take the lead, leaving Bella and I to trail behind. I'm happy for that. I like walking hand in hand with Bella.
"So how long do you think it'll be before Charlie lets us free?" I ask breaking the silence and tugging on her hand slightly.
She grimaces, "Not anytime soon. I hope before you leave for college."
I bend down and kiss her cheek, "It'll all work out, baby. I promise. If he keeps us from being together this summer, then you'll just leave for college a little early. I'll be getting out of the dorms this year and getting an apartment off campus."
She groans, "Freshman have to live in the dorms."
I shrug, "You just have to pay for one that doesn't mean you have to stay there."
I smirk at her as she smiles up at me. She nods slowly, "Yeah, you're right. It'll be a nice place to get away from everything. I have a feeling all of it will overwhelm me."
I frown slightly, wondering exactly what will overwhelm her. She looks up at my after a bit of silence and starts shaking her head, "No, not us; college in general. I'm going to need a place to go and get my homework done."
I hold my hand up, "I promise to make you do your homework, Scout's Honor."
She narrows her eyes, a smile tugging at her lips, "You were a Boy Scout?"
I nod, "For all of three days…still, the code holds true to me."
She laughs and rolls her eyes, "You weren't a pirate, Edward," she pulls me a little closer to her, "Besides, maybe you could help me with my homework; tutor me or something."
I take my hand from hers and wrap my arm around her shoulders, "I promise that you'll do fine, baby. You're a intelligent young woman with her future ahead of her. It's a bright future, Bella."
I can see her cheeks blush, "You sound so confident about us…about me."
I shrug, "I know what I know. I know that I love you and I know that you love me. Alice tells me you're at the top of your class at school. You're getting a full scholarship to UW, so that says you're smart all by itself. I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you and if you want the same thing, then I know exactly what's going to happen, and it's a very beautiful sight."
She rests her head against my shoulder and brings her outer hand up to rest on my abdomen, "Tell me what you think is going happen?"
I laugh, shaking my head, "No. I'd prefer not to send you running and screaming."
She pokes me, "Spill it. If I'm in this fantasy future, then I have a right to know!"
I sigh, "Okay, but I warned you…" I pause, finding a place to start, "Sunday morning, when I cooked everyone breakfast?" she nods, "Well, when you walked into the kitchen, I pictured you pregnant; belly rounded enough to tell you were carrying our child. You looked sleepy as hell in the vision, but it was only because the pregnancy was taking its toll on you and you were hungry since you were eating for two."
She scoffs, "That's a rather vivid picture, Edward."
I shrug, "I'm not some psychic or anything. I just get feelings. The Cullen Intuition, if you will. My mother gets feelings, too. She knew you'd be a part of this family, she just thought it was the pseudo-sister that Alice always wanted. She never thought we'd hit it off. Anyway, with these feelings I guess I sort of get a vivid mental picture of why I feel these things."
"What else have you seen?" she asks softly.
"That afternoon on our way back from the waterfall?" she nods again, "I pictured us doing the same thing only with you pregnant with our second child and everyone else having a kid a piece."
"Emmett and Rosalie with a boy, Alice and Jasper with a girl, and us with a son and a daughter on the way?" she stops, looking up at me with her hands resting on my chest.
I cover her hands with mine, frowning down at her, "How did you know?"
She shrugs, biting her bottom lip for a moment before saying, "I pictured the same thing walking back."
I pull her hands up to my face, kissing her palms, "That's our future, Bella. I told you it was beautiful."
She smiles brightly, jumping at me. I catch her, wrapping her legs around my waist as she wraps her arms around my neck. She kisses me firmly on the lips, pulling away to ask softly against them, "Can we get started now?"
I smile, kiss her just as soundly as she kissed me, but shook my head as I pulled away, "We still have a little ways to go. You were at least a junior in college when you were pregnant with our son."
She sighs softly, "That's fine. By then I'll be your wife, so I don't care."
"How about –" I cut myself off. I was about to say something that I shouldn't. Not like this anyways. She frowns at me, "How about what?"
I kiss her softly, "How about we put this future talk on hold for a couple more years, okay? I just almost ruined a special moment that I'd never be able to get back."
She frowns a little harder before realization dawns on her face. She blushes considerably, "…oh."
I set her on her feet and take her hand into mine, "Come on, little girl, we don't want to get lost."
She smiles at me, letting me lead her quickly in the direction of the waterfall, seeing that Jasper and Alice were so far ahead that they'd left us behind.
* * *
Once at the waterfall, Bella and I get in the pond while Jasper and Alice sunbathed. The water is way warmer than what it was the last time we were here. Bella swims away from me, stopping in the middle of the pond and floating on her back. I can't help but smile as I watch her floating there. She looks so relaxed and calm. The small smile on her face lets me know she's content and happy, which in turn makes me happy.
I dip under the water and swim underneath her, popping up on the other side of her, startling her. She gasps, but smiles when she sees it's me. She splashes water in my face and laughs as she swims away. I swim after her, catching her near the alcove from our last visit. She yelps when I grab her and begin tickling her.
"Aahhh!! No, Edward!!!" she laughs loudly and screams, "Stop!!!"
I wrap my arms around her, letting her catch her breath as I hold her against me, "Sorry, I couldn't resist."
She smiles over her shoulder at me, kissing my cheek, "It's okay. You're forgiven."
She spins around in my arms and wraps her legs around my waist, resting her arms on my shoulders and playing with the hair at the nape of my neck. She leans forward and kisses me softly before resting her forehead against mine.
"I was thinking, maybe we could use Alice and Jasper. I know it might be a little awkward for you to double date with your sister, but it could actually be beneficial. Dad loves Alice."
I wrap my arms tighter around me, "Whatever you want, baby. I don't care. As long as we get to have a first date before I leave, I don't care how we go about doing it."
She kisses me again, smiling against my lips, "Whatever I want, huh?"
I smile back against her lips, "That's what I said."
She kisses me once more, not pulling away as quickly but instead she deepens the kiss. I love it when she fucking takes control like that. I feel one of her little hands sliding down my chest, over my pierced nipple; which she kneads it with her palm, before continuing down my stomach and into my swimming trunks. I pull my hand from around her back and grab her wrist, "Little girl, I told you early that you didn't have to do this," I manage to choke out as her hand grips me tighter an in effort for me to not allow her hand to leave me.
She kisses me once before whispering against my lips, "Sometimes I just want to give you this, Edward."
The fucking little vixen used my own words against me. She removes her hand and cups my face between both her hands, "Edward, the way you make me feel…there aren't words to tell you how amazing it is. How you treat me, how you talk to me, and how you look at me all catch my body on fire and I want nothing more than to let you please me until I can't see straight, but at the same time it makes me want to please you. I want you to be as happy as I am, and to feel as good as I do."
I move us in the water, pushing her up against the alcove wall, "Baby, you don't know how you make me feel do you? You just don't get it."
She shakes her head, "I don't think I make you feel half as good as you make me," she closes her eyes tight, "Earlier…in the shower…"
I silence her pretty mouth by crashing my lips to hers. I fucking knew she didn't understand. I pull away and shake my head, "Listen to me and listen really well, little girl. The reason I stopped you this morning is because I don't want you to feel like that's all I want you for. I attacked you the second I had you alone, and I don't want our relationship to be solely physical."
She sighs, pressing her forehead to mine, "That's the thing, Edward. I want the physical. Call me selfish, but I want all of you. The verbal, the physical, the emotional, the everything; I want it all, and that's exactly what you give me!"
She pushes her hand back into my shorts, "Please, let me make you feel good, Edward."
She doesn't let me answer as she begins stroking me. I spin us around so that my back is against the wall, "I do, Bella. I feel good."
I pull her closer, giving her enough room to move her arm, but giving me access to her beautiful lips. She buries her free hand in my hair, keeping my lips against hers. Her small hand worked fast, circling her thumb over the tip on every up stroke, "Fuck! Promise me you won't ever fucking doubt what you do to me again," she takes too long to answer so I grip her ass hard causing her to whimper, "Promise me, goddammit," I demand through gritted teeth.
She nods, "I promise," she says before crashing her lips to mine.
I moan into her mouth as she twists her hand on every down stroke. I bring one of my hands from her ass up to her breast and pull the offending white material out of my way before I latch onto her nipple. Her hips start grinding against my thigh in a slow rhythm. I pull away from her nipple, replacing my mouth with my fingers, "I'm close, Bella."
She presses her body into mine, pulling me away from the wall and wrapping her legs around my waist. Her lips are attached at my ear, sucking on my earlobe and kissing my behind it. Then she does the hottest fucking thing ever, "Edward," she whimpers and I wrap my arms around her, "imagine that instead of my hand stroking you, that you're inside of me."
She didn't even need to finish the fantasy she had going on. I fucking came right then. I pulled her even tighter to me, crushing her against my chest as I grunt with each wave of pleasure that washes through me, causing me to thrust into her hand. Once the waves subsided, I shutter and release my hold on her slightly, letting her remove her hand from my shorts. I attack her mouth for a moment, pulling away and fixing her bikini top after I kiss her nipple lovingly. She giggles softly at the action and I look up into her eyes, cupping her face in my hands.
"Isabella Marie Swan, I love you so fucking much, do you know that?"
She smiles and nods, "I'm starting to think so, yeah."
I grab her ribs and tickle her again. She squirms out of my grip and swims towards the water's edge. I let her go this time, but motion with my fingers that I've got my eyes on her. She shakes her cute little ass at me and I want nothing more than to grab her and fuck her into the green grass we're walking on.
I would give anything for this girl not to be a virgin right now…
We lay out on the towels under the sun for about thirty minutes before Alice and Jasper wandered up, looking slightly sweaty and ruffled. I try and keep my mind away what the two of them could've been doing. Playing tag. That's what they were doing.
"It's probably about time we head back. I don't want to get Bella in trouble."
Bella groans, "I don't want to go back. I'm too comfortable," she nestles herself closer to me, if it were possible.
I grin at her, bending my head to whisper in her ear, "If we leave now, we'll have enough time to take another shower…"
She hums happily and hops up, "Come on, guys! We've got to go!"
* * *
After getting back to the house and spending a half hour in the shower, where we bathed each other from head to toe, we took up residence in the den while we waited for Charlie to come get Bella. He'd called the house while we were showering and Mom told us he'd be here in about an hour. Alice and Jasper join us moments after we take our seats with snacks.
I hold up the soda Alice poured me, "What is this shit?"
She rolls her eyes, "I thought that maybe since Charlie was coming to get Bella that your breath shouldn't smell like beer."
I narrow my eyes at her, "Okay…so you were thinking. Big fucking deal."
Bella giggles and snuggles up to my side with two sandwiches on a plate; one for me and one for her. She sets the plate in my lap as we pick off of it while Alice and Jasper just relax against the couch.
Bella straightens up, pulling away from me and looking at Alice, "Before Dad gets here, I wanted to run an idea by you," Alice sits up and takes notice to Bella talking, "I was thinking that maybe you could help Edward and I get a date."
She smirks, "I thought the two of you were dating each other…"
I roll my eyes as Bella just shakes her head, "I'm being serious, Alice. Edward and I want to go out on a date, but without some assistance from your fairy woodland magic, Dad isn't going to budge."
She rolls her eyes, "Really, the pixie and fairy shit is getting old. Edward and Emmett took all the large genes and left me with nothing."
I shrug, "You weren't supposed –"
Bella places her hand over my lips, "That isn't going to help…"
I roll my eyes again and nod. Bella moves her hand and we turn back to Alice, who looks pissed. She sighs and shakes her head, "Fine, I'll fucking help. What do you want me to do?"
I see Bella cringe, "I was thinking about a double date."
Alice's jaw hits the floor, "You want me to go on a date with my brother right there?! Has he fucked you silly, Bella?!" Alice whispers angrily.
I throw a chip at her, "Not everyone is…" I hear Mom in the kitchen. I narrow my eyes at her and lower my voice, "Not everyone is sexually active, whore."
Bella places her hand back over my mouth, "Hush. Now."
I narrow my eyes at her but she doesn't remove her hand. She's getting brave for her britches. She turns back to Alice, "We don't really have to do it. I mean we can all leave together and come back together but in the mean time, we don't have to be together. You and Jazz could go to a movie while we went to dinner and then we can switch."
I watch Alice's angelic face soften and lose its demonic appearance, "Fine," she sighs, "As long as we do that, then okay. We should plan it, though. That way we don't overlap one another or one of us is waiting for the other for too long."
Bella smiles brightly, "However you want to work it, Alice."
"Sh be wor tit all hi," I try and say, but Bella's hand mumbles my words.
Bella takes her hand away and hits my chest. I catch her hand before she can pull away and narrow my eyes at her, "Watch it, little girl," I tell her with a wink.
The little tease bites her bottom lip and winks back at me. I just nod my head and motion with my hand that I've got my eyes on her again. She giggles and rolls her eyes. Alice groans and gets up, "I can't watch this…"
Jasper offers an apologetic smile as he follows her. I turn back to Bella and find a slight frown instead of the sexy look she had a second ago. I set the plate down and pull her into my lap. She keeps her eyes on her hands and frowns a little harder. I kiss her cheek and rub my stubble against her neck, causing that giggle I like so much.
"She'll get used to it."
She sighs and rests her head on my shoulder, "I know, but why does she have to get used to it? Why can't she just be happy for me?"
I rub my hand up and down her arm, "She's still pissed about this morning."
Bella looks up at me in confusion, "Remember that thing that happened that I don't want to talk about least I lose the ability to form an erection…"
She throws her head back, laughing so hard it echoes in the room. I tickle her again, "You think it's that funny do you?! Huh?!"
She laughs harder and wiggles out of my arms again, jumping up off my lap and runs to the other side of the room. I get up slowly, "Oh, so you want to play do you?"
Her thin eyebrow rises up as she bites her lower lip again. She looks up at me through her eyelashes and smiles seductively. Fuck me… I prowl around the outside of the room, keeping myself between the only way out and my prey. She fakes a run for it, causing me to go in that direction as she takes off for the other side; a classic football play that I completely fell for.
I take off after her, knowing I'll be able to catch up with her easily. She heads for the stairs where she hesitates a half a second too long, debating on if she could make it or not. The second I catch up to her, she bolts up the stairs. I let her go, not wanting to hurt her if I happen to cause her to trip and fall. She makes the mistake of heading straight for my room…or maybe she does it on purpose.
When I get into my room, she's not there. I look back on the landing and down the stairs, making sure I didn't miss her run into the music room. I shut and lock the door, "Little girl?"
Nothing, not even a giggle. I walk a little further into the room and look under the bed; nothing. I walk over to the bathroom and look in the shower and behind the door; nothing. I walk back into the bedroom and over to my closet. I pull the chain to the light hanging in the middle of the closet. I see her feet underneath a shelf where she's hiding in the back of the closet. She must've noticed they were out in the open a little too much because she pulls them back under the shelf a little further.
A plan forms in my mind, which causes me to smirk, "Little girl?" I call out again and turn off the light. I walk back into the bedroom and open the door, "Little devil is more like it," I mumble. I shut the door, making it seem as if I walked out of the room, shutting the door behind me. I quickly hide beside the door of the closet and wait for her to come out.
"What the fuck?" she whispers, "I was for certain he saw my feet…"
I hear her get to her feet and then walk towards the door to the closet. The second she emerges from the door, I grab her, covering her mouth with my hand and wrapping an arm around her waist. She leans against my chest as soon as she realizes I've got her.
"Thought you could get away from me that easily, did you?"
She mumbles something, but I pick her up and toss her onto the bed where I attempt to make her pee herself from tickling her. She screamed for me to stop, but I keep going until I see tears coming down her cheeks from laughing so hard. I hold her hands above her head on the bed and smile down at her, "Next time, you won't be so lucky," I say with a wink.
She smirks at me, "Next time, huh? What's going to happen next time?"
I blow a raspberry on her neck, "I won't stop until you pee."
She gasps, "No!"
I laugh at her, releasing her hands and kissing her lips before letting her get up. She pushes me onto my back and straddles my waist, "You wouldn't really do that would you?"
I smirk, "There's only one way to find out…"
She narrows her eyes and pokes my stomach, "You're a devil."
I laugh at her but the knock on my door stops me. Bella slides off of me as I sit up.
"Come in."
The door opens and Mom smiles at us, "Having fun, you two?"
Bella pokes me again, "I guess that's what you can call it. Your son has found that he has a fondness for tickling me."
I kiss her cheek as my mother laughs at us. She lets out a happy sigh and motions downstairs, "I just got a call from Charlie. He wants to know if you can bring Bella home."
I frown slightly, "Really? He trusts me with her alone?"
Mom shrugs, "Maybe he's gotten over all the hell you used to cause."
Bella smiles brightly, "Come on!"
Mom stops us from gathering Bella's things, "Before you leave, I need to know if you're going to be home for supper. I've already started on it and I didn't think to ask you. Not all of it is made though…so you could save me from doing a little work."
Bella takes my hand, "You should have dinner with your family tonight. Give Dad a break."
I nod in agreement, "Yeah."
Mom gives Bella a hug, "It was great having you over, even if I didn't get to see too much of you."
We laugh as Mom walks downstairs. Bella gathers her things and smiles at me as I take her bag from her. She slips on her shoes and when we get downstairs, I slip on mine. We stay quiet, neither of us wanting to part, but both of us knowing we have too.
Once we're halfway to her house, she squeezes my hand, "Are you coming back tonight?"
"Do you want me too?" I ask with a smirk.
She rolls her eyes, "Duh?"
I nod, "Yeah, maybe this time I can set my phone's alarm and get some sleep while I'm there."
She frowns at me, "You didn't get any sleep?"
I shake my head, "I didn't want to fall asleep and then not wake up before Charlie did."
She nods, "Yeah, I guess I can see why you didn't sleep. You can put your phone on vibrate and put it in your pants pocket so it can wake you up."
I smile and bring her hand up to my lips, pressing my lips and keeping them there for a moment before pressing the back of her hand to my cheek, "We shouldn't do this every night."
She frowns at me but I answer the question I know she's about to ask, "For two reasons. One: I don't want to get caught and the more we do it, the bigger the chances. Two: I don't want to get used to it."
She smiles and nods, "Totally understandable."
I smile at her and kiss her hand again before setting it back in her lap. When we pull up in the drive way, there's a black VW Rabbit sitting behind Bella's truck. I frown at the automobile, "Who's that?"
She sighs exasperatedly, "Jacob and Billy."
I frown, "The Blacks?"
She nods, taking her seatbelt off. I look up to the house and see a tall Indian standing in the front window. He doesn't look to happy to see me either. Bella looks up and follows my gaze; the boy smiling and waving at her, "That's Jacob," she says as she waves back.
She giggles at my growl, but I wasn't fucking around. I didn't like how he was looking at my girl. I get out of the car and walk around to Bella's door, helping her out of the car and grabbing her bag out of the back seat. I have no plans on going in, but I do plan on walking her to the door.
I take her hand and lead her to her front step, where I sit her bag on the dry mat in front of the door. She walks up the steps until she's eye level with me. She smiles sadly, "I had fun today."
I smile back at her, fully aware that Jacob is watching us. I take her hands into mine, "I had a great time, too. I'll try and calm Alice down before she talks to Charlie about the date."
She smiles a little brighter, "That would be great."
She tosses her arms around my shoulders and just as she's about to give me a kiss, the door swings open.
Cockblocking motherfucker…
Bella turns around to see her tall Indian friend smiling as innocently as possible, "Hey Bells!"
I roll my eyes at the nickname as she smiles at him, "Hey Jake, could you give me a second to say bye to Edward?"
Jake looked at me, his smiling falter slightly as he nods his ascent, "Yeah, sure things Bells. I'll just tell Charlie you're here."
He shuts the door and hollers for Charlie. Bella quickly turns to me and pulls me into a kiss, sucking on my top lip as I suck on her bottom one. She pulls away and kisses me again chastely, "I'm sorry."
I close my eyes and take a calm breath, "No need to be sorry, baby. This isn't your fault," I tell her in a steady voice before opening my eyes again. I am honest with my words, and the anger I was feeling wasn't for her, but for Jake.
She nods, shrugging, "I know, but…I just wanted a better goodbye and I know you did too. I hope that can last me until tonight."
I smile at her, kissing the corner of her mouth and pulling her into a hug, whispering in her ear, "I'll be waiting for the text message, Bella. Try and have some fun."
She sighs against my neck before she kisses it softly, "I love you."
"Love you, too, little girl."
I kiss her again, pulling away just as Charlie opens the door, "Hey Edward! Too bad you can't stay. Come on in Bella, we've got some fish to fry!"
He grabs her bag off the mat and all but hauls her into the house as she waves a pitiful goodbye at me, looking like Charlie is taking away her favored blanky. I give her a wink and wait until I'm in my car and down the street, before I cuss a blue streak.
I can't believe the kind of feeling I'm getting. Betrayal. Misleading. I thought Charlie and I had a break through this morning, but apparently I was fucking wrong. That's okay. I knew Bella and I would be together and whatever game Charlie is playing is only digging a bigger hole for himself to end up in. I tried to calm down before I made it to the house, but that just didn't happen. I slammed my car door shut and stomped into the house, slamming the front door shut.
Mom came out of the kitchen, "Oh, no. What happened?"
I run my hands through my hair, grabbing two large handfuls as I close my eyes and take a deep breath, "Mom, I want you to know that I'm sorry for saying what I'm about to say, but I'm too angry to come up with suitable words for my inside voice," I pause, giving her a second to prepare, "Bella's fucking Dad is trying to break us up. He all put pushed my goddamn car out of the motherfucking driveway himself. He's got a five hundred foot tall Indian kid that looks like he wants to fuck Bella ten ways from Sunday. She's going to be fighting off his goddamn advances all night long!"
I felt my mother touch my forearms, silently asking me to bring them down, "Dear, it's going to be okay. Bella loves you remember?"
I bring my arms down, sliding my hands down my face as I go, "I have no doubt in that, Mom. None. I know she loves me and I know she has no feelings for that kid, but it's not the point. I left my girlfriend to be pawed at by some kid whose father is a total twat!"
Mom frowns slightly, shaking her head as she takes my hand and walks us to the kitchen, "I'm not sure what a twat is, but it doesn't sound like a nice thing to be called. Edward, you just need to calm down. Come in here and help me with the rest of dinner."
I sigh and allow her to give me busy work in an effort to compose myself. However, my nervous won't be calm until I lay eyes on my Bella again. I couldn't believe that Charlie could possibly be doing this. He must know the damage it would cause between him and his only child. Did he hate me that much that he would sacrifice his relationship with his daughter just to get back at me? Didn't he realize it wouldn't work? He couldn't be that thick headed. He just couldn't be… could he?
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"She'll be working it, alright." are Edward's muffled words… just in case I didn't pull that off as well. I even placed my hand on my own mouth and tried to sound it out…so I hope that works out for me. :D
And for all you Jacob lovers out there; please don't fret about how I'm painting Jacob. In the end, you'll be happy with him still. You must understand that Edward is a possessive bastard and anyone talking to his little girl is the devil. So of course Edward is going to hate Jake. hehe
I can't think of anything else to tell you, so I'll leave you to review or exit out of the window.
Until next time, my sweet monkeys…
