All of use were sat in the living room. Edward, Bella, Alice and I were sat on the sofa, while Rosalie and Emmett sat in the chair in the far corner. Carlisle and Esme were in the kitchen. Jacob was sat on the floor playing with Reneesme, with Charlie sat in a chair next to them.

We all watched as Reneesme and Jacob played a board game together. The emotions that were in the air were almost normal. Edward, Bella, Alice, Reneesme and Jacob were all happy and content.

Rosalie and Emmett were feeling lustful towards each other which wasn't new. And Charlie, well he was happy watching Reneesme, he was also happy to see Bella and Alice. He wasn't to happy about Edward but he was coming to terms with him. And yet I could sense a hint of fear and uneasiness within him. I then noticed that every time he looked at me, his fear would increase slightly and he would also feel very uncomfortable.

His uneasiness was making me uncomfortable now. I shifted in my seat, Alice looked at me with a confused look on her face. I gave her a warm smile as I tried to make my self comfortable, which wasn't easy when I knew that Charlie was watching me with cautious eyes. Alice grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently, reassuring me that everything was ok. As soon as Alice touched my hand, I felt a different emotion grow within Charlie. He seemed scared for Alice. I knew he was fond of her, but did he really think that I would hurt her.

I glanced over at him, my eyes met his gaze and then his fear grew even more. Why was he scared of me?

I always knew I looked scary at first to a vampire because of all my scars, but human eyes can not see them so why was he scared. I moved closer to Alice as I started to feel uneasy, his fear was intense. I could only guess what Charlie was thinking. Why is he with Alice, Alice could do so much better than him. Just imagining what was running through his head made me even more uncomfortable.

There was now a thick tension in the atmosphere. It was suffocating me, I knew I didn't need to breath, but I felt that even if I wanted to I couldn't. all these new emotions were running through the air, and through me. I could feel the fear and uneasiness from Charlie, the worry coming from Alice and to make matters worse now Edward was feeling uneasy. He knew what was going through my mind and what was going through Charlie's.

I shut my eyes and tried to focus on the happiness coming from Reneesme but is was no good. Charlie's tension and fear was intoxicating. I couldn't focus, I couldn't breath even if I wanted to. I needed space, I felt trapped, I felt as if the room was starting to close in around me.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I got up and hastily walked upstairs and to mine and Alice's room. As soon as I was in I shut the door and walked over to the window.

It felt better, I could still feel all the emotions coming from downstairs, but now there was more confusion than tension. I could feel the worry from Alice grow strong as I heard her soft footsteps coming towards the door.

My back was to the door as I looked out the window, I heard her open the door and close it softly. She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist, her head was pressed lightly against my back. I felt her cool breath go through the fabric of my shirt and onto my skin, sending a warm rush through my body.

"What's wrong Jazz?" she asked me softly, her lovely voice washing away all my problems.

"Charlie doesn't like me, and his emotions are getting to me" I replied, I didn't lie, there was no point, she'd get it out of me some how.

"Do you really care if Charlie doesn't like you?" She asked me in a concerned voice.

"Well, not really. But it would be nice if he wasn't frightened of me. I don't like the fact that he doesn't trust me when he doesn't even know me." I muttered. A deep sigh passed my lips as I closed my eyes.

I felt Alice loosen her grip around me and when I opened my eyes, there she was stood in front of me.

"Why wouldn't he trust you?" Alice asked, she seemed a little confused by my words.

"Every time he looks at me, his fear levels increase. And every time I look at you or hold your hand, he feels scared for you. And he must think that I would hurt you. I know why vampires are scared of me when they first look at me, because of my battle scars. But he has no reason to judge me, and he seems to believe that when no ones looking I would hurt you." it wasn't until I heard myself speak that I realised how much pain was in my voice.

I looked away from Alice, when I thought that she might think I was being weak, or that I was taking his feeling far to seriously.

I felt her cold hand touch my cheek, I made myself look into her eyes.

"Jazz, you shouldn't care about the way he feels. I understand that you feel put down by the way he feels towards you, but at the end of the day I don't care if every human in forks told me that they didn't like you or that they were scared of you. Because no one in this world knows you as well as I do, and I know that your not dangerous, and I defiantly know that you wouldn't hurt me. You shouldn't care about what they think." I smiled at her words. She was right, I shouldn't care about him or anyone else. All I should care about is her. My Alice, my love, my life, my everything.

"Your right, as usual. All that matters is you." and I leaned down and kissed her.

She kissed me back passionately. She parted her lips to let me have full access.

I pressed her against the glass window, she gasped lightly as my hands slid up the back of her shirt. Our kiss turned more passionate.

She gasped softly as her body tensed as a vision took her out of the present, she was soon brought back to reality, then she pulled away slightly.

"What would the other say if they knew what your planning on doing?" she whispered, with a playful smile on her lips.

"Alice, you shouldn't care about what they think" I replied and then kissed her again.