Me and Alice were out in the woods hunting, it was a cool spring day. A normal overcast day in Forks. We'd split up to catch our food, last I saw Alice was off chasing after a small heard of Elk, whilst I was just finishing off my sixth deer.
It didn't take me very long to finish off my meal, I just drained the last drops of blood from my last deer when I could feel a pair of eyes on me. I dropped the dead animal and stood to turn around. As soon as I turned around I saw Alice standing right in front of me.
She had a big grin on her face.
"What?" I asked her as I felt the small amount of amusement inside her.
"You've got blood on the side of your face" she giggled. I sighed and shook my head.
"You would of thought that after all these years I would of learned some table manners by know" I chuckled. I watched as she took a step closer to me, and stood on her tip toes and gently licked the side of my lips where the remains of my meal was.
She didn't pull away, instead she just moved her lips a little to the left and pressed her lips against mine softly.
She pulled away slightly.
"you taste nice" she muttered softly, I couldn't help but smile.
"you have strange tastes" I chuckled lightly and she playfully hit me. I wrapped my arms around her waste and pressed me lips against hers. She moaned into my lips as my tongue gently brushed against her bottom lip.
I felt her hands wrap around my neck pulling me closer to her. I felt her emotions spark as my tongue entered her mouth gracefully. Her pleasure increased as our tongues danced.
I pulled away to look into her eyes, which were full of love and passion. Her emotions were defiantly having an effect on me, as her desire grew more for me to continue, the harder it was for me to resist.
Since it was just the two of us I could let my emotions run wild, so I let them take over my entire body. I pushed Alice up against a nearby tree, pinning her body against it as I crashed my lips against hers.
Her fingers tangled around my hair, whilst my hands ran down her body feeling every curve.
The lust inside of her was bubbling up, I could feel it build up with every second.
Alice pulled away.
"Lets get back, we can continue this in the comfort of our room" she whispered. I nodded and we ran as fast as we could back to the house.
It was only a matter of minuets until we got back home, and we rushed straight up to our room. We didn't even notice if anyone else was here or not, we just went up to our room and shut the door.
I almost jumped on Alice as I crashed my lips against hers. She moaned as I increased her lust levels a little more, and she soon ripped my long sleeve shirt from my upper body and pulled me down onto our bed.
I pinned her down on the mattress and kissed her passionately. My hands moved up her bare thighs and under her short skirt. We were so caught up in the moment that we hadn't heard anyone moving around upstairs. The door was soon opened.
"Jasper, do you want to…" I turned around at the sound of my name, and there stood Emmett. I froze, and my emotions were soon changed from heated passion, to shock and fear.
"Oh, sorry" Emmett muttered quietly. I noticed that I was now shaking.
"It's ok" I replied quietly in a shaky voice. Emmett soon turned and left the room, closing the door behind him.
I sat up still trying to get over the emotions that had filled my body. Alice sat up beside me and gave me a confused look.
"That was odd" she said, her confusion clear in her voice.
My eyes left her and I looked down at the floor. "What was?" I muttered keeping my eyes away from her.
"Well, for a start Emmett didn't make any jokes or comments, and secondly you didn't seem to mind him intruding." she stated. She moved closer towards me and I instantly moved away.
"Jazz, what's wrong? Your shaking" her voice now filled with concern.
I couldn't answer her, I wanted to but my voice wouldn't let me speak. All these emotions bringing up a ground breaking reaction, I knew what was wrong but I couldn't form the words to tell her.
I felt her move closer to me on the bed, and I stood up quickly and rushed into our walk in closet. I grabbed a long sleeved jumper and pulled it over my head covering my upper body. When I turned around I was met by Alice's worried eyes.
"Jazz, what's wrong, you can tell me" she whispered. It took me a moment for her words to even register in my fast thinking brain.
"It's… it's Emmett, he…" I couldn't finish, my voice was crackling I could still feel the fear inside me, and it felt like it was tearing me apart.
"Jasper?" Alice's soft comforting voice broke my train of thoughts.
"He's, he's never seen those scars before" I whispered, I almost didn't want her to hear me say anything, but she did.
She didn't say anything, she just looked at me knowing I wasn't finished.
"When he saw them I, I could feel his emotions change suddenly. He was scared of them, of me" my voice was barley audible.
We were silent for a while, I used this time to try and calm myself down and try and focus on Alice's emotions, she seemed calm, loving but a little sad.
Alice was the one to break the silence, which was a good thing, since I had nothing to say.
"Jasper, Emmett isn't scared of you, he's family and he respects you, he knows about your past and about your scars, why would he be afraid?" she said in a calming voice whilst she wrapped her arms around my waist.
I sighed knowing she was right in a way.
"But he's only ever seen the scars on my face, neck and hands. The rest of them I hide because they are the worst ones. Why do you think it took me so long to let you see them when we met." I stated looking off into the distance so that I didn't have to look at her, she shouldn't have to see me like this. I felt ashamed of my scars, of myself.
"I was never scared of them" Alice said causing me to look down at her, my eyes met hers.
"Yeah, you were the only one who wasn't" I muttered looking away from her again.
She sighed heavily.
"Jazz, why don't you go talk to him? Emmett would tell you how he felt about them, and then you'd know for real how he truly feels about them. And besides, even if he's not comfortable with them it doesn't matter, the only one of us who should ever see you with your shirt off is me" she said with a faint smile as my eyes fell back to her face.
I knew she was right, she always was. I took a deep breath.
"Ok, I'll go talk to him." I muttered, she smiled up at me and leaned up, planting a soft kiss on my cheek.
I then headed out the door and towards the stairs. I could hear the TV on downstairs, so I slowly headed down the stairs and into the living room. I took my time walking, taking each stride with caution, just trying to figure out what I was going to say.
When I reached the bottom of the stairs my thinking time had run out. The on the sofa sat Emmett, he turned the TV off and stood up turning to face me.
There was an unbearable silence, I felt uncomfortable but then again so did Emmett, which didn't really help me to much.
After a while Emmett spoke.
"I'm sorry for walking in on you and Alice" he said, sounding very apologetic.
"It's alright. I'm sorry you had to see me like that, I could tell you felt uncomfortable" I muttered, my eyes searching the room for something good to look at.
"It's my own fault, I should of knock" he said, we were thrown into the unbearable silence again. I started figuring under the think atmosphere of awkwardness.
After a while I couldn't take it anymore, I needed to hear the truth.
"Emmett, I'm not surprised you were freaked about my scars. I mean they are the worst ones that I have, why do you think I wear long sleeve shirts all year round?" I think my words had caught him off guard, as he suddenly turned nervous. This was an emotion I was not use to Emmett having.
"I don't blame you for being scared of them" this caught his attention more.
"Jasper, before you say anything more, I want you to know that I am not scared of you. I mean I knew that you had scars but I never knew how bad they were. When I saw them, it was like I was seeing them in a different light to the ones on your hands and face. The ones that we all see show that you have been in battles, but the other one just made me look at them differently." ok so now it was my turn to me caught off guard, I wasn't expecting him to give me that kind of answer.
"How do you mean differently?" I asked, becoming curious of his words.
"Well, those ones looked more painful than the rest of them, I mean they don't look like your typical battle scars, they look more like scars from being tortured. You've told me before how painful it is to be bitten, I cant even imagine how much pain you were in when they were inflicted." now I was confused.
"So your not afraid of them? But when you came into our room I felt shock and fear coming from you." I said scratching the back of my head to show how confused I really was.
"Well, the shock was from seeing the scars, the fear was from me thinking about what you would do to me for interrupting you and Alice, cause I know the two of you like to keep to yourselves in that area." he said laughing lightly almost shyly.
I couldn't help but chuckle at his words.
"Well, seems like I was worrying for all the wrong reasons then" I felt a little embarrassed now. We laughed for a moment.
"Anyway, dude don't you have a young lady upstairs waiting for you?" Emmett asked in a joking tone.
I nodded "Yeah, I should get back to Alice, and tell her that she was right" I muttered
"When is she ever wrong?" Emmett asked.
As soon as I had gone back upstairs to mine and Alice's room, I walked in and noticed Alice sat on the bed waiting for me, she was wearing a big grin on her face.
"I told you so" she said, I chuckled and walked over to the bed. I laid down resting my head on her lap, she started running her fingers through my hair absentmindedly. We spent the rest of the night like that.