Disclaimer:
Oh how I wish but I am only playing around and the only thing I own is the idea to this story.
AN:
Okay so as promised yesterday I am posting the new chapter today. Thank you for the wonderful reviews and all the alerts and favourites to this story, it all means a lot to me.
So yeah I have been meaning to post last week but things got a little hectic...I think that is the right word I am looking for.
Okay so as some of you may know who or for that who does know, I am the mom of triplets and trust me they can make life crazy but in the last few months I have been in the process of adopting twins and last week Friday they finally got home so I have been busy.
Sorry for the long wait and I promise to update once every week or second week depending on how life goes.
I am also in the process of updating Bad Idea! , New Pray, Angelic Intervention and Deadly Heritage soon, the new chapters are done and just have to be gone through one last time and they will be posted so those who haven't read them please, pretty please check them out... if you liked this you will maybe like them to?
Okay so I ma gonna stop babbling now and leave you with the new chapter of...
Even in darkness there is hope
Part Two
Looking over at the nightstand Dean's eyes landed on the note he left for Sammy.
Sam deserved a note, some sort of explanation as to way Dean was about to put a bullet through his own brain. At least he could give his little brother that even though he had failed him in everything else.
Sammy,
I want you to know that I will always love you and that this is not your fault so please Little Brother do not blame yourself.
This is my choice.
This is the only way I know of to make things finally better, for me and for you.
Know that no matter what I will always be watching over you and try to keep you save.
I am so sorry but I just can't, I don't have the strength to fight anymore Little Brother, Please forgive me.
Be save Sammy,
Love Dean
As Dean reread the words he could practically hear his Father's commanding voice screaming in his head not to do this, that this is not the answer.
"Sorry Dad, but I am not following orders this time." Dean whispered to the empty room
Squaring his shoulders, mind made up Dean ejected the clip from the gun, checked it, tapping the cartridge once against the handle before reloading it. After he made sure that there was a bullet in the chamber he slowly clicked of the safety.
With a surprisingly steady hand Dean brought the gun up to his head and pressed the barrel tight against his right temple, index finger slowly but surely curling around the trigger.
Closing his eyes as he got ready to put an end to his painful existence...
To be continued... (Okay guys so please don't kill me for that ending, as I have said before I am only a willing slave to the muse and this was all her idea, the sadistic little winged demoness. I hope you all liked this chapter and depending on how life goes I will update in a few weeks time. Please leave a review before you go but please no flames as they will be used to toast marshmallows on... see you all in the next chapter XOXO)