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Madison had managed to last a week without speaking to Evan, and she was about to crack. She had received many phone calls, all apologising and begging her to speak to him. She really couldn't take it anymore. She was going to explode. She got in her car and drove the short drive to the house of the highflying superstar. Using her key, she let herself in and cringed at the site before her.

"It's been a week, Bourne. One week. You're such a pig!" she shrieked and Evan turned around slowly. When he saw his best friend, his face lit up.

"I didn't think you would come back."

"Obviously." she stated, "Why are you living like this, how can you live like this?" she asked as she kicked around rubbish.

"You forgave him."

"No. He forgave me, because I'm the one who screwed up."

"Your friends." he stood up and walked towards her.

"Uh, yeah."

"Nothing more?" he was really close now, and he was looking into her eyes.

"Uh, no…" she said slowly.

"Then I can do this." before Maddie could ask what he was talking about, he was kissing her. She relaxed instantly, although it took her while to realise what was going on. When she did realise, she pushed him away.

"No. You can't do that." she whispered.

"Why not?" he whispered back, moving toward her again. Maddie kept her distance though, stepping back as he stepped forward.

"Because. I've wanted to do that since… ya know. And I can't. I just can't, coz I won't stop. Just please, don't." she was now against the wall and Evan was right up against her.

"Maddie…" he whined.

"No, please Evan." she begged and he kissed her forehead. She sighed in relief when he walked away from her. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be." Evan shrugged, but she knew it was bothering him. He sat back down on the couch, looking hurt. Madison walked over to him and sat on his lap carefully.

"I'm sorry, Ev. I just can't."

"If you want to. Then we can. Please." he begged again, and Maddie almost gave him. But as soon as his cold hand hit her warm skin she snapped back to reality.

"No. Ev. Don't. I can't take it." she almost cried. He didn't know how much she wanted it. He could start and she wouldn't stop him. But she had to be persistent.

"Why won't you go out with me?" he asked abruptly. Madison stood up, confused. "Why?"

"Because… Evan just let it be! Please. Please. Or I'll have to leave again. And I'm not sure if I will come back." she said honestly, looking at her feet, before beginning to bite her nail.

"There has to be more to it. Mad, I fucking love you. Do you understand? I have since I first met you! Why don't you love me?" Madison almost collapsed. She had wanted to hear those words for years, but now that he said them back, she didn't know what to do. So she yelled at him.

"Twelve years Evan!"

"What?"

"I liked you for twelve years. Now you tell me you like me Bourne! Now you tell me!! Evan its not fair!" she shouted at him. He frowned.

"Why didn't you say something? I felt the same way." he sighed.

"Because I thought I was going to make myself look like a douche. I love you Maddie." Evan told her, and this time it was not a brotherly love.

"Stop it! Stop saying that! You're making it worse! I'm leaving. And I really don't know when I'm coming back Evan. Don't expect it to be soon." Miss Baker stated and she left the house, almost in tears.