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Chapter Five

I held Renesmee close, resting my head in her hair.

"It's ok Renesmee. He will come back." I said. At least I hoped he did.

Renesmee's POV!

I was angry, to angry at myself. I sat up and got off of momma's lap. I opened up the front door and slammed it closed. I sat on the porch and sighed. I was a horrible person. If I had never said that, this would have never happened.

"Renesmee? Are you ok?" Momma asked. I looked at her and looked away. I glared at the forest.

"No. I'm not ok. How could you think I'M OK?!" I yelled.

"Look, it's o-" I grabbed her shoulders and shook her lightly.

"No. It. Is. Not. I said I hated him, and that's what killed him. And I really don't hate him. I still like him…but not the way I used to." I said looking down. She lifted my chin up and looked at me.

"Renesmee, he will forgive you. I swear on my life he will. I can hear his hearbeat, just slightly. Every minuet, every minuet it beats. He is healing. It will be ok." She said. I nodded and hugged her.

Jacob's POV!

The mental pain was worse than the physical pain. I couldn't take it. Renesmee didn't love me anymore, that's why I died. But it was Leah's fault! She told me to imprint on someone, and I did. Bella told me that we belonged in each others lives. And I can still remember her anger when I found my one love.

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"You didn't," She snarled.

I backed away, palms up, trying to reason with her.

"You know it's something I can't control." I said.

"You stupid mutt! How could you? My baby!" She said angrily.

I backed out of the front door as she stalked me. I half ran backwards down the stairs.

"It wasn't my idea, Bella!" I said trying to reason with her, still.

"I held her all of one time, and you already think that you have some moronic wolfy claim to her? She's mine."

"I can share." I said pleadingly as I retreated across the lawn.

"How dare you imprint on my baby? Have you lost your mind?"

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I didn't enjoy that memory. Then the last of it came to me.

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"You said we belonged in each other's lives, right? That we're family. You said that was how you and I were supposed to be. So… now we are. It's what you wanted." She glared at me.

"You think you will a part of my family as my son-in-law!" she screeched.

"C'mon Bells! Nessie likes me, too," I insisted.

She froze.

"What… did you just call her?" She demanded.

"Well… that name you came up with is kind of a mouthful and-"

"You nicknamed my daughter after the Loch Ness Monster?!" And then she lunged for my throat.

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I shivered at the thought. I didn't know how long I would be like this. I just hoped that when I woke up, that I could apologize.

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