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Road to destiny
Asja´s POV
I don´t know where i´m driving, but i will follow my instinct, as usal.
I know it sounds stupid, but i never used a map or something, i always find where i have to go when i just follow my instinct.
My father called me his map of the world. He said that i never can´t get lost, because i knew always the way.
I just must think where i want to be and i find it.
Right now i think i need to find my destiny. I know, im just 21, but i think that my destiny will be fullfiled soon. I think i should go now, so i start the engine and my feeling tells me to drive east. I don´t really look where i am driving i only concentrate of the playing music.
I nice mix of bands i like.
I´m hungry and tired, i take a look at my watch and is already 10am i drove the whole last day and night. I should eat something and find a motel, so i can sleep a bit.
After i had eat something in a diner and found a motel, itook a shower and went to bed.
Asja´s dream POV
I don´t know where i am, the only thing i know is that i don´t be alone.
He is here with me, my angel of darkness. I can´t see him yet, but i know that he is watching me. Everything is here so dark, that i can´t see anything, but i know that he can see me. I feel his presence. It feels as if he is right behind me. Im sure that when i turn around i can toutch him. I turn around and the darkness get´s lighter in the room.
I can see him. He looks so gorgeus, like an greek god. He is tall and has dark hair.
He is so pale, he is more pale like me. He has the perfect angel face, with just one exeption, his eyes. They are crimson red. His smile has something predatory.
I don´t know why, but i know deep inside that he is my death.
I know i should be scarred, but i can´t
Asja´s normal POV
Shit not again. I have these dream everynight for the last three years.
And i awake everytime at the same point. I need to know, who these man is.
If he is real.If he is somewhere and if he is really my death.
When i´m honest, he is the real reason why i´m on these trip.
I know it is silly, but i can´t think about anything else as him.
When i think about him my heart beats faster and i have butterflies in my stomach, like i would be in love.
That is so sick.
I don´t even know if he really exist. And if he exist and i find him, he will maybe murder me. Argh , i shouldn´t think about these.
He is just a dream. He don´t exist and he will not murder me.
But what is if it´s not a dream?
Maybe it´s a vision.
Bullshit i don´t have visions, that´s not my gift.
But i know that i have a gift and maybe i have a second gift.
Stop these toughts, they are useless. I need a shower and something to eat.
Ihope that these trip don´t cost me my sanity. I know what my mother would do with me if she know about my dreams and thoughts, she would send me in a asylum for the rest of my life.
But these would be better as what she would do, if she would know about my gift.
Then she wouldn´t think that i´m insane.
She would think that i´m send from hell. Not so my father he had known and had always supported me.
He was always there for me, even when i was scarred about my gift.