A/N: so here's chapter two :) it's a bit shorter than the previous one but yeah... hahha anyway i wrote some more but i first need to 'clean' and 'fix' that before i can i post it :3 -xx-
chapter two.
Today was the day Kurt was going to tell them. He Juliet and some other oncologist named Peter discussed the test results and they were now sure about it. And since Kurt was Blaine's doctor he got the lovely job to tell the Andersons. Kurt who wasn't focused on what happened now but instead on his thoughts didn't noticed there had been a knock on the door until there was another one, louder this time. 'Yes, come in' Kurt says and the door immediately opens. For the first time ever Blaine is the first to come in, followed by his mom and dad. 'Have a seat' Kurt says and they do. 'We discussed the test results and' but before Kurt can finish he is interrupted by Arthur. 'And what?' his eyes widen a little as he realises what he just did 'I'm sorry I didn't mean to…' 'It's okay' Kurt says trying to understand how hard it must be for them. Kurt still doesn't know how to tell even though he'd done it maybe a hundred times before it's hard to tell that because with telling those three words you're ruing someone's future you break someone's heart but he has to tell them. Kurt takes a deep breath and speaks out the three feared words 'You have cancer' Blaine's eyes widen in shock. Maybe that wasn't what he expected to hear or maybe it was but hearing just made it a thousand times worse. Blaine was biting his lip to try and hold back the tears while his mother didn't do any effort to hold them back and just let them fall. She buried her nose into Blaine's ungelled – yes he listened to her- hair while holding her husbands hand. No one said anything and Kurt's heart broke into a thousand pieces again knowing that he was the one who caused this. He of course didn't cause the cancer but he was the one who told them. You can learn a lot about people according to their reactions. Arthur was the person who isn't showing any feelings at al he is neither crying nor angry. He was the sort of type who tried to stay strong, strong for his wife and his son but the minute he's being left alone he would burst out in tears. Then there's Eileen who is obviously not ashamed of her tears and just shows her feelings even though she knows how vulnerable that makes her but she doesn't care because she just heard that her son got cancer and that is something worth crying for. And then at last there's Blaine, he's still biting his lip but there's a single tear slipping down his face. Blaine is the type of person that just doesn't know what to do because he wants to stay strong show his parents that he is going to be alright but at the same time he wants to burst out into tears. After a few more minutes Blaine gives up and his shoulders start to shake lightly of the sobs. His mother leans closer to him and start caressing his hair while whispering soothing words in his ear even though they're maybe more to convince herself that everything is going to be okay. Kurt knew he needed to tell them more information and show the results of the Ct-scan to show where the tumour is but he didn't want to. There was something about this family that made it difficult something about the way they treated each other, so full of love. Not that the other families Kurt had told the news didn't love each other but this, this was different. Kurt stood up and walked to the sink filling three glasses of water first handing the two glasses -he could only carry two glasses in one walk- to Eileen and Blaine since they seemed the ones who needed it the most and handed the third one to Arthur who gave Kurt a thankful look for taking care of his family. Kurt still didn't feel like talking but he knew he had to and the sooner the better so he opened Blaine's dossier and got the photo's out of it. He pointed with his pen at some dark spot. 'This is the tumour' he says. 'As you can see it's not all too big, in fact it's 1.4 inches. Also it's not spread which is very good and this means that we can just remove the tumour during an operation.' Kurt said. He didn't even waited for an answer anymore because he knew there wasn't coming any. It always went like this. After that one word had passed Kurt's lips no one would say a thing anymore. They would cry or just be too shocked. He couldn't blame them though. Kurt couldn't imagine how it was to hear that your child who is the most precious thing in the world the person you adore and love got something so terrible. Kurt's just couldn't imagine he only knew that it must be terrible. Kurt knew they wanted to leave wanted to leave this terrible place the place where they heard the awful news. They would never forget December fifteen –the date of today- because that was the date their lives changed completely.
The whole appointment had passed in a blur from the moment that Kurt told him he has cancer until the moment they were in the car again and he had passed out into a restless sleep. Blaine hadn't even listened when Kurt and his parents began to start about treatments the only thing that he heard was the one word that has now changed his life for good. Blaine had heard something about kidneys though but he wasn't sure if that really was what it sounded like. It was though, Blaine Anderson has kidney cancer. When Blaine had woken up halfway through the car ride the only thing he wanted to do was curl up under the covers and sleep, sleep until this was over but he know he couldn't because he knew it wasn't going to just go away. The car stopped in front of the house and Eileen opened the car door for Blaine after she got out herself. she holds out her hand 'Do you want me to help you?' she asks Blaine. 'No I can do it myself just like I could about an hour ago, just because you heard I have cancer you think I can't get out of the car myself!' he yells at her but immediately regrets it as he sees the hurt look on her face. 'I-I didn't mean it like that' he says in a soft voice. 'I just wanted to help' she whispers and tucks her hand back in the pocket of her coat before going inside followed by Arthur who gives Blaine a ''Calm down now she meant it well'' look and Blaine felt even more awful than he felt before. As Blaine goes inside he goes straight to his room without even tearing off his shoes and his coat. He dumps everything on the floor of his room and curls up under the covers. His mind flashes back to the conversation back to Kurt whose eyes remind him of his mom, they're that soft comforting blue colour and his voice, it sounds so beautiful. Even when Kurt said that awful word his voice still sounded beautiful. Blaine feels his eyelids getting heavier, he tries to stay awake but he is too tired and then gives in to it.
'Blaine' he heard a soft voice near his ear. Had it all been a dream? Was it just morning and did they still needed to go to the hospital? As he opened his eyes and saw the look on his mother's face he realised it hadn't been a dream but the awful truth. This was it he has cancer. 'Dinner is ready sweetie, we're eating spaghetti. That's your favourite right?' Blaine loves his mom's spaghetti but he feels terrible and not hungry at all. 'I'm not hungry mom' he answered her. 'But sweetie you need to eat something' she says as she looks at her son who was getting thinner by the day. She knew. She knew for a long time that's there had been something wrong. She tried to take Blaine to a doctor but he hadn't wanted to. He told her it was nothing and that he was just losing weight because he started to go to the gym again and that, that just had been the cause. She had believed him, hadn't want to go into a discussion and just let him but after that he started to look pale and he kept saying he was tired and going to bed early. And then on a night when she was laying in bed on her own –Arthur had been away for business- there had been a knock on the door and then Blaine stood in the doorframe just like when he was a little child but this time he hadn't come to tell her about a nightmare. He had walked to the bed and sat down on the edge. 'Mom' he had said in a soft voice and she sat straight up in bed. 'What's wrong sweetie?' she had answered and then he had lightly grabbed her hand and traced it over his side. 'Do you feel that' he had said and she had nodded. It felt like a sort of lump. 'Does it hurt?' she had asked and he had nodded. And that was the moment she knew. She knew there was something but didn't expected something so awful as this. That night she and Blaine slept in her bed, together. He was curled up against her and whined in his sleep tracing his hand over his side. She couldn't sleep and stayed awake the whole night. And the morning after she called the hospital and that was how this had all begun. She realises Blaine is looking at her and lets go of her thought. 'Then stay upstairs sweetie, try to sleep a little more. And if there's something you want you can just yell downstairs okay?' she asked as she played with the sleeve of Blaine's sweater. 'Remember where we bought this one?' she asks as she thinks about the memory. 'I sure do' he said, smiled a little. 'Milano, two years ago. Dad and I wanted to go to the stadium but you wanted to go shopping' he pauses for a moment. 'you dragged me into this store saying how much I was going to like it. And you were right, as you always are' he smiles at her. She searches the covers for his hand and squeezes it softly just to let him know she'll always be there for him. She leans closer and kisses the top of his head. 'Go sleep for a while now' she said and he closed his eyes. 'Mom?' he asked. 'Yes sweetie?' can you sing me a song. She smiled. He couldn't see it his eyes were still closed but as her voice filled the room he just knew. He knew how she was looking at him while smiling lightly tracing her thumb over the skin on his hand. She finished the song and Blaine didn't move anymore. He had fallen asleep.
Kurt went home early that day since he wasn't feeling all too well and Juliet had just sent him home. He came home, an empty apartment. Not that he had expected something else since he was living on his own but still just the thought of coming home on your own and having no one who is waiting for you that sucked. Kurt wasn't hungry so he skipped dinner and decided to watch a movie. He fell asleep on the couch and when he woke up it was dark outside. He looked at his watch and sighed. He got up and went to his bedroom. He brushed his teeth and changed into his pyjama's before curling up under the covers. He thought about work about his patients about the Andersons but mostly about Blaine. There was something with him that got Kurt's attention. Kurt felt really sorry for him though but at least they were still in time, they could still fix it if they'd be quick. Kurt closed his eyes and nuzzled into his pillow. He saw an image of Blaine, Blaine smiling at him when he and with that thought Kurt fell asleep.