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There were three things now that I am absolutely certain. I had heard a roar, of which I now know was Rosalie. I saw Edward stop struggling and breathe a sigh of relief. And finally I saw Jacob let go of me, square himself so he was looking right in my eyes, pull a knife out of the side of his pants and plunge it into my heart.
I tried to breathe but the pain was unbearable. Jacob stepped back with a sick look in his eyes as a fell to my knees. My hands desperately tried to pull the knife from my chest. They fumbled. I couldn't grab a hold of it. I felt my blood pour out of my chest and coat me in a sticky warm layer of red.
I heard Edward scream. I heard Edward yell. I heard Rosalie hiss.
But I couldn't concentrate on anything. I heard yelling and I heard fighting. I heard the clash of the vampires and the wolves. I heard the roars of my family. I heard Edward yelling for me to hold on. I heard him yell to Carlisle to help me. I heard Jacob laughing at Edward, telling him he had hit my heart. I heard Jacob say if he moved the knife he would surely kill me. I heard Jacob saying he would watch me slowly bleed out and die.
I fell onto my side, my knees failing me, with my legs swinging out so I was almost lying on my back. My hand finally reached up to the handle of the knife. I wanted to remove it, it was excruciating. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't do anything. My eyes rolled into the back of my head. I coughed. I felt my blood in my mouth. I felt it fly out of my mouth. It tasted horrible. I felt myself lying in a pool of it.
I tried to pull the knife, but as soon as I put pressure on it I screamed out in pain. I heard Edward yell to me it would be okay, begging me that I would hold on. That I wouldn't leave him.
Suddenly, I heard a scream. But it didn't sound wrong. It sounded triumphant. I heard Rosalie tell Carlisle he was free now to see me.
I heard a crash. I heard Edward yell to me he was coming. I heard him scream that Jacob was dead.
And then I felt cold fingers lift my body into a lap. I felt Edward's cool hand grab mine. I felt Carlisle's hands on my chest, appraising the wound.
I heard another awful tumult that my mind shied away from. A vicious bass growling, a shocking snapping sound. I heard a high keening, and then it suddenly broke off.
I tried to concentrate on Edward's voice instead. He told me that the wolves were dead. He told me that the family was here with me.
I heard Alice say she loved me.
I heard Jasper telling me to hold on.
I heard Emmett telling me he would not let his little sister die.
I heard Esme saying Carlisle and Edward would save me.
I heard Carlisle saying it would be okay.
I heard Rosalie saying she loved me, and she would never let anything bad happen to me again.
And I heard Edward crying to me telling me to push through, to hold on. Telling me he loved me.
I felt someone's hands brush the hair off my face. I felt another try to sweep the blood out of the way of my mouth. I felt another stroke my cheek.
I heard Carlisle telling Edward I was going to die. I heard him tell Edward that even if he did change me, I wouldn't have enough blood in me to keep my heart bleeding for the venom. That my heart wouldn't be able to support the venom, that my heart muscles may be ripped in half, only being held together by the knife.
I heard Edward groan. I heard him tell me how sorry he was. I heard Edward tell me that he wouldn't lose me. I heard him tell me that if I left him he would follow me. I heard the others beg him not to.
I wanted him to tell him that he shouldn't worry. That I would be okay and that I would always be with him. I wanted to tell him that a world without him in it wasn't a world at all. I wanted to tell him that he should stay where he was if I left him, incase another girl needed saving from a van. I wanted to tell him that he should help the world.
But I couldn't find my voice. I couldn't without choking on my blood.
I looked into his eyes. I saw pain there, and a longing that he never wanted to see me hurt.
I heard Edward ask Carlisle if there was anything he could do. I heard him ask if he could save me.
And then I heard Carlisle say he couldn't tell if I could.
He couldn't tell if he could.
But he could try.
Try.
He asked Edward if he wanted me too. He asked Edward if he would either him try and save me or let me bleed out and die. He told Edward that if he didn't succeed I would die. He told me in most possibilities that I would die.
Edward squeezed my hand.
He told me how much he loved me, how sorry he was that this happened.
"Edwar-" was all I could manage to say before I started choking. I coughed. And every time I did my chest burned with a flame I had never experienced. More than the pain of James' venom.
"I love you," he whispered.
I heard him tell Carlisle that he could go ahead. I heard him say that he wanted Carlisle to be quick to not prolong the pain.
I felt strong, cold fingers on my chest. I felt pressure on the knife and I gasped.
I heard Edward shoosh me, telling me to be strong.
I felt the pressure on the knife again, this time it stayed there.
And then I felt it being ripped from my chest.
I screamed.
I felt my blood pouring from my chest.
And I went to a dark, dark place.
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