A/N: hey guys here's chapter four :) i hope you'll enjoy and feel free to review yes reviews would be nice. -xxxx-
Chapter four.
Blaine was sitting on his bed, legs crossed, eyes red and swollen. He just had a fight with his mom and then his dad had come home and that hadn't made it any better. He knew she meant well but she was overprotective and it started to annoy him. It had all started with him making himself a glass of water. 'What are you doing?' His mom had asked as he walked into the kitchen where she was preparing dinner. 'Making myself a glass of water' he had answered. She had looked at him and then had taken the glass out of his hands. He looked confused at her, his eyebrows raised. 'Come sweetie let me do that' she had said and lightly pushed him away. Blaine was sick of it, sick of how she always did everything for him or how she was so overprotective and then that was it that was the straw that broke the camel's back. Blaine couldn't take it anymore. 'I can do it' he had snapped while taking the glass back. 'But sweetie..' 'No stop it what's your problem? Are you afraid I'm going to drop the glass and you'll have to clean it do you think I can't handle myself? Ever since we heard about…' he pauses for a moment but then continues. 'You think I can't do anything myself anymore and I'm sick of it.' That hadn't been an all too good word choice since she started to sob but he wasn't done yet. 'I'm so sick of it just can't you just leave me I am not disabled or something.' He had yelled at her and then his dad came in. He saw Eileen was crying and walked to her. 'What happened' he asked looking at Blaine. 'Why were you yelling at her?' He says. Blaine had left without saying anything and went to his room where he still was.
There was a knock on the door. 'Blaine?' His dad's voice. He sighed 'yes?' 'Can I come in?' 'Yes' Blaine said so the door opened. His dad walked in and sat down on the chair behind Blaine's desk. 'Your mom and I talked' he says. Here we go. Blaine thinks. 'I know she's being overprotective Blaine and I know how annoying that must be fore you but I tried to well talk to her a bit. She just really uhm, she's just not really happy lately because of, well you know. But I also told her how it must be for you so she said she is going to try to beck off. That's why we decided you can go to your next appointment alone. We know how strong you are and that you don't need anyone to hold your hand through it all. But she just wants to be there for you. But well we decided that if you want to you can go alone.' He looks at Blaine waiting for an answer. Blaine looks surprised, his eyes widen a little as he stares at his dad. He actually understood but what wow... 'Thanks dad' he manages to say. 'Will you come down for dinner now?' He asks hopefully. 'Kay' Blaine says.
As promised his parents let Blaine go to the appointment on his own. So there he was waiting in Kurt's office. Kurt had said he had to do something and that Blaine could already go inside and wait for him. Blaine looked around the room and spotted a photo frame on Kurt's desk he hadn't noticed before. He looked to the door and stood up. He walked around the desk and looked at the photo. It was a picture of Kurt, and a girl. Blaine sighed. See Kurt had a girlfriend. Blaine was still looking at the photo frame and didn't realise Kurt had come back in.
After Kurt quickly went to see Juliet he got back to Blaine who was waiting in his office. He opened the door and looked straight at Blaine's ass. He couldn't help it just happened. Blaine was standing behinds Kurt's desk, his back to the door. Kurt's eyes travelled over Blaine's body until he probably realised Kurt was back and he had turned around again. Blaine's cheeks started to colour but that could also have been Kurt's imagination. It wasn't though. 'I'm sorry I didn't mean to...' he stammers. 'It's okay really' Blaine still doesn't look convinced. 'It's really okay, it doesn't matter Blaine - he let his name roll of his lips tasting the sound of it- I don't mind' Kurt says and gives him a reassuring smile. Kurt walks to the chair behind his desk and sit down. Kurt points at the chair in front of his desk. 'Have a seat' he says. 'Why did you come alone if I may ask' Kurt suddenly says his curiosity taking over. Blaine looked at Kurt and their eyes met for a split second. Blaine doesn't really know what to answer to that. 'They had to work' he says to at least give an answer. That's odd Kurt thinks to himself. It's Sunday… Kurt shakes the though off and he blushes as he thinks about what to say next well actually he blushes as the thought of what he is planning to say. 'What about a friend? Or your girlfriend, wait I didn't mean it like well that...' Kurt says. Well done Kurt great real great he thinks to himself. There's a short pause before Blaine answers. 'What me oh no,' he bites his lip considering if he should tell Kurt he is gay. Kurt didn't seem like someone that would judge him so he decides to tell him. 'I'm gay' he says. 'Really?' Kurt says. Blaine nods. 'me too' Kurt says. Blaine looks surprised at him. Blaine immediately thinks about the picture. Who was that then? 'So do you have the perfect boyfriend then?' Blaine asks. You mean you... Oh how I wish Kurt had thought. 'No ha. I wish, I'm single' how can someone so handsome be single..? Blaine thought to himself. Kurt was a little distracted by the top button of Blaine's cardigan with which he was playing -open- -close- -open- -close- on and on. 'So shall we start now then?' Kurt asks trying to find back his focus. 'Oh yes sure' Blaine says. 'Can you lay down for me please?' Kurt asks as he walks to the examination bed. Blaine nods and sits down. He lifts his legs on it and then lays down. Kurt looked at Blaine's cardigan, it was light blue and under it he was wearing a white shirt. 'Can I?' Kurt says as he's still looking at Blaine's clothes. 'Oh I'm sorry...' Blaine quickly says. Blaine's heart was pounding in his throat Kurt was going to touch his belly, with his bare hands how was he going to survive that? Kurt carefully unbuttons Blaine's cardigan and pulls up his shirt so the skin of his belly is exposed to the white light in the room. Kurt looks at his hands and then quickly rubs them. 'I hope they're not too cold now' he says and smiles at Blaine. Kurt lays on hand on Blaine's left side above the spot where the tumor is. He lightly pushes on the skin which causes Blaine a pained face 'does this hurt?' Kurt says while pushing not looking at Blaine's face but focusing on his own hands. Blaine nods but when he realises Kurt doesn't notices he speaks. 'Y-yes' Kurt moves his hand down tracing his fingers over Blaine's skin which sends a shiver down his spine, Kurt notices 'are you okay?' He asks concerned. Blaine blinks a few times before he answers 'yes I'm ...fine' he says. 'Good' Kurt answers with a smile. Kurt's hands stop moving and he pushes on a new spot, a little harder this time because it was further away from the tumor. 'Does this hurt?' He asks as he looks at Blaine, eyes soft. 'Not really' Blaine says. 'Not really or no?' Kurt asks. It does hurt a little but Blaine doesn't want to exaggerate. 'Blaine if it hurts you have to tell me' Kurt says as he looks Blaine in the eye, oh those beautiful hazel eyes. Kurt's gaze was soft but it felt as if he was looking right through Blaine. 'Okay a bit' Blaine says. 'So yes' Kurt states, something in his gaze Blaine can't really place. Kurt moves his hand a bit but now pushes with both of his hands. 'This?' He asks as he gives Blaine a questioned look. The moment that Kurt had pushes his skin Blaine wanted to let out a shout of pain but he refrained himself from actually doing it. 'y-yes' Blaine says. He wanted to shove his legs up to his chest and curl up in a ball but he didn't, he couldn't. Kurt moved a little lower again and then he pushes, not too hard this time. Kurt only looks at Blaine knowing that he hasn't have to ask the question again. Blaine let's out a relieved sigh as he feels no pain for the first time after Kurt started. 'No' he says
self-assured Kurt gives Blaine a small smile 'good' Kurt went on for a little while but no pain. Kurt stopped and pulled Blaine's shirt back down. Kurt walked back to his desk while Blaine buttoned his cardigan. Kurt waited for Blaine to take a seat. Kurt sat on top of his desk legs dangling in the air. Kurt smiled at Blaine and he smiled back it gave Kurt a warm feeling in his stomach. 'We already talked about surgery' Kurt said but when he saw the look on Blaine's face he quickly added another word 'remember?' Blaine shook his head 'no not really' he whispers. 'That's okay' Kurt says. 'So we need you to have surgery to remove the tumor and well because it's not spread and we're in time it will be okay after that, if there are no complications of course' he says. 'But we have to wait a few weeks to see if it stays this size because else it will be dangerous to operate.' Kurt says his tone soft. 'So I'll just give you some medication, well mostly just painkillers and maybe some against nausea. Just in case' he pauses for a moment. 'And then you have to come back twice a week for about three weeks to check on you and then if nothing happened we'll have surgery and remove the tumor' Kurt says. 'Oh before I forget to tell, next week I am on vacation so someone else will check on you' Kurt says. He swallows. 'O-oh' Blaine says. 'I'm sorry' Kurt says. 'It's okay' Blaine mumbles. 'We can make an appointment with her and you and me to meet her if you'd like that?' Kurt offers. 'No it's fine' Blaine says. Of course he'd prefer if Kurt checked on him but he wasn't going to be bothersome. 'Well okay then, I'll make two appointments for next week and another one for the end of this week is that okay?' Blaine nods. 'Any day you prefer?' Kurt asks as he opens the agenda on the desk and takes it on his lap. 'No not really' 'any long school day you'd like to skip?' Kurt asks with a smile. Blaine looks surprised but then smiles as well. 'I've been in college too Blaine.' Kurt says. 'How about a Friday? So you can have a long weekend?' Kurt asks and winks. Well that was hot, if Blaine didn't knew better he thought Kurt liked him, but he's just being nice, doing his job. 'Friday is fine by me' Blaine says. He hesitates for a moment before blurting out his other question. 'Are you still here then?' Kurt smiles 'yes, I'm leaving Sunday night' 'where are you going on holiday? If I may ask' he adds quickly. 'Of course you my ask but if you get an answer is the second' he says and smiles 'I'm kidding, I'm going to Ohio, lima' he says. 'What are you going to do there?' Blaine asks surprised. 'Visiting family' Kurt simply says. 'My dad and stepmom live there' Kurt says. 'are your parents divorced?' Blaine asks. 'My mom died, cancer' 'oh, I'm sorry' Blaine says, immediately being ashamed of his comment. 'It's okay don't be' Kurt says. 'Is that why...' Blaine hesitates for a moment. 'Is that why you became an oncologist?' Blaine asks. Kurt hadn't told anybody that that really was the main reason that's why he was surprised when Blaine asked. Kurt felt comfortable around Blaine so he didn't hesitate to tell him the truth. 'Yes it is, it's stupid I know' Kurt says. 'I think it's really sweet and adorable, I think you're sweet and adorable' Blaine thought but didn't say the last out loud. And handsome and smart and god knows what more. Kurt writes a quick note and hands it to Blaine. 'you can pick up your medicines at the pharmacy' Kurt says, smiles. 'and well I'll see you on Friday then' Kurt says. He jumps off the desk and walks to the door. Blaine stood up too and he as well walked to the door. Kurt lays a hand on Blaine's shoulder and smiles. 'it's going to be okay, I promise' Kurt says. Blaine couldn't focus anymore, the only thing he was thinking about was Kurt's hand on his shoulder. Blaine realised that Kurt said something to him since he was looking at him clearly waiting for an answer. Blaine just nodded since he didn't heard what Kurt had said. 'really I promise' Kurt says. 'thanks' Blaine answers. 'bye Blaine' Kurt says and waves at him. 'bye…' Blaine says not really knowing how to call Kurt. 'you can call me Kurt' he says and then closed the door behind Blaine.
'and? How'd it go?' his dad asks as Blaine sits down on the couch. 'good' he says and shrugs. 'any news?' his mom asks. 'not really' he says. 'not really or no?' she says. That reminded him of Kurt and he smiled. Those were the exact words Kurt had said about an hour ago. 'no' he says. She raises an eyebrow. 'No next appointment no-' but she interrupted by a glare of Arthur and she trails off. 'I'm going upstairs' Blaine says and he stand up from the couch. His mom looks at him but says nothing this time. Maybe she really listened. Blaine walked to the hallway and to his coat which was hanging on the peg. He searched his pockets for the medicines he just picked up at the pharmacy. He took them with him upstairs and went to the bathroom. He opened the bottle and a tiny green pill fell on his hand. He filled a glass with water and swallowed the tiny pill. He hoped it would help against the nausea so he could sleep for a bit. His side had started to hurt again and during the ride home he had had the feeling he could throw up every time, luckily he didn't. He opens he drawer of his nightstand and puts the bottled in it. He pulls off his clothes and lays down under the duvet in his underwear. He feels like the walk to the closet might get him to throw up so he decides not to. Besides it was to hot to sleep in a pyjama now anyway. He rested his head against the pillow and closed his eyes. Just as he felt himself drift off – the pill started to do his job and he slowly felt the nausea disappear- he got a text. He heard his phone buzz on the nightstand and he picked it up to see a text from Rachel. He opened it. Rachel: hey Blaine :) how did the appointment go? Are you coming to school tomorrow? Am I going to be able to hug you flat? –xx- Rachel. Blaine smiled and quickly texted back. Blaine: hey Rach :3 it was good nothing interesting really, I think I'm coming to school tomorrow I'm feeling a lot better. And I am not so sure about letting you hug me flat. Blaine. He knew he lied he had to. If he said he wasn't coming to school she was going to ask questions and he couldn't have that, not now. He puts he phone away and closed his eyes again. It took longer to drift off this time but he did eventually.