A/N: okay so here's chapter five yay! i know it's taking me long to update but i'm also writing this other fic and when i finished that one i'll try to update this one more frequently. also there proabably won't be an update this/next week because i have test week which means studying, studying and more studying. anyway i hope you guys enjoy this chapter and if so let me know please *cough* review *cough* seriosuly though, reviews would be like really really nice :) -xxxx-

Chapter five.

Blaine wakes up the next morning and the nausea comes back all at once. It got worse than yesterday and he felt like he might need a bucket since there was no way he was going to make it to the bathroom. He looks at the alarm clock, 09:30 which means there was no one home anymore. Shit. He knows that if he calls his mom or Rachel they would come but his mom is definitely no option since she will be overacting and Rachel is at school. School. Only the thought of it made Blaine sick. He opens the drawer of his nightstand and searches for the bottle with the pills. He opens the bottle and takes a pill out of it. He takes it with a glass of water hoping it would help and that when he felt better he could go downstairs to get a bucket. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and then lays back down in the pillows, then there's a text.

Rachel: hi, I suppose you're not coming today? Are you okay? X Rachel

Blaine hadn't been at school for over two weeks, if it kept going like this he was never going to be able to pass, he thought to himself.

Blaine: hey, I'm sorry Rach but I'm not coming today. Please say hi to Wes from me. Blaine.

He didn't answer to the question how he was because he either had to lie to her or she would be worried if he told the truth so he thought it was better to not mention it at all and maybe then she would get the hint. It took a while before the was another text but it came eventually.

Rachel: don't be sorry, I understand. Oh and Wes says hi. I hope you feel better soon, love Rachel.

Blaine smiles a little as he read the text and then put his phone away. He turned on his side – the non hurt one- and closed his eyes. He though about Rachel and Wes and school and the appointment of this Friday, and about Kurt. Kurt with his beautiful eyes and his hair that always was perfectly styled.

There was a knock on the door of his office and a second later Julliet peeked her head around it. 'Want to go for lunch?' she says and walks into his office. 'well hello to you too' Kurt says in an amused voice. 'is that a yes or a no?' she asks and smiles as she takes a seat in one of the chairs in front of Kurt's desk. 'that's a yes' he says and smiles. 'I'll just finish this' Kurt says and drums his fingers on the files on his desk. Julliet leans over the desk to fry at the files. 'who's dossier is it?' she asks curiously. 'oh nothing just…' Kurt says trying to shrug it off. She grins and takes the files. 'Blaine Anderson' she reads. 'ah I remember him' she says and smiles. 'how's he doing?' Kurt blushes lightly at the thought of Blaine. 'good given his situation' 'so lunch?' she says and hands the files back to Kurt. 'lunch' he says and stands up after he puts the files in the drawer of his desk. They leave his office and Kurt locks the door behind them.

Rachel: Wes and I are at the coffee shop and there's this guy and he is cute ;)

Blaine rolls his eyes as he reads the text. He just woke up and feels slightly better than before.

Blaine: a cute guy huhm? Pic?

He pushes the send button and waited for Rachel's answer. But instead of a message his phone rings and he picks up the call. 'Blaine?' 'hi' he hears Rachel's voice saying. 'ready?' she says. 'uhm yeah but for what?' Blaine asks confused. 'for the description' she says and Blaine smiles 'well go ahead then' he says. 'okay, his hair is… what do I say? It's pretty' 'Rach that doesn't help' Blaine says but smiles. 'well he is tall, well taller than me' 'everyone is taller than you Rachel' 'That's not true mister and stop interruption me or you can say goodbye to your description' Blaine huffed softly. 'fine, go on' 'okay he has ehm Blue eyes, wow they are really beautiful, you could drown in them' she sighs softly. 'you know what I'm bad at this, I'll send you a pic' Blaine smiles 'great' 'okay bye Blainey' 'Rach don't call me that' beep beep. She hung up. A minute later Blaine gets a text and opens the appendix. He gasps when he sees the person in the picture. Oh no this can't be she can't just no no no this can't be happening. Because the person in the picture was indeed gorgeous but that certain person was also his doctor, the person in the picture was Kurt Hummel. Is this even for real…?!

Rachel: he's cute right? A little old maybe but definitely cute. X Rachel

Blaine: for god sake Rachel that is Kurt!

Rachel: Blaine are you hallucinating? Who's Kurt?

Blaine: Kurt is my doctor Rachel!

Rachel: oh…. Blaine: exactly Rachel: I didn't know, it's quite ironic actually? Right?

Blaine: you think? Rachel: yes I do think so

Blaine: …

Rachel: I have class now love you bye x

Blaine took a deep breath and put his phone away. Maybe Rachel was right? It was sort of funny, right? After the conversation with Rachel Blaine felt a little better and for the first time in weeks he was actually hungry. He got out of bed and put on some pyjamas. He went downstairs to make himself some toast and a cup of tea.

'well that was nice' Kurt says as he and Julliet arrive back at the hospital. There had happened something odd though, there was this girl who had asked if she could take a picture of him. Kurt had found it weird and actually sort of rude as well but Julliet had just smiles and answered instead of Kurt, with an 'of course you can sweetheart' but when Kurt thought about it he actually felt flattered. Tomorrow was his last day before his vacation and he still had to finish a lot of paperwork, this was going to be a long night.

That evening Blaine hadn't wanted to have dinner because he was scared it would get out as soon as he swallowed something, just like the toast this morning. Tomorrow was Friday which means his last appointment with Kurt before he goes on holiday and then he has to do it with someone else. Blaine was scared, not because of Kurt was going away, well actually he was a little scared about that but the part that scared him the most was that he hadn't any idea what was going to happen. Maybe after the surgery the cancer just was gone and everything would be back to normal again or maybe something goes wrong and maybe he dies. He doesn't want to die, he's not ready to die, not yet. There're still so many things he wants to do. He can't die he may not die he can't let that happen, not for his mom or his dad or for Wes or Rachel or for Kurt. Imagine that a patient of you died? You must feel awful then because you were the one that was supposed to help him and then he died, imagine how awful you must feel then. He had to stay strong. With all those thoughts on his mind he drifted off into a restless sleep.