A/N: gleeklainemerthur1999 i'm glad you love it :) and here's the update :3 yay! so here's chapter six, i managed to update! yay! :) so well uhm enjoy -xxxx-

Chapter six.

Today was Friday, Kurt's last day before he goes on holiday, he took the Saturday off so he could pack and Sunday was the day of his flight. Kurt had only two appointments for today but that didn't mean he wasn't going to be busy.

Eileen looked surprised when she saw Blaine settling on the breakfast table. 'hey sweetheart' she said and smiles at him. 'how're you feeling?' 'great, I'm feeling great' Blaine had no idea what had happened during the night but he felt good, almost too good. 'do you want some tea?' she asks and leans against the counter. 'yeah, yeah I'd like that' he says and smiles back at her.

Kurt sat back behind his desk with a cup of coffee, not that the coffee at the hospital was that great but well better than nothing, Kurt had only slept a few hours that night since he had wanted to finish all the paperwork but he still wasn't done. He looked at his watch 14:30 Blaine would be there in half an hour. Blaine.

'don't you need to get ready sweetheart?' his mom asks. 'hhm what?' Blaine mumbles. 'You have an appointment in half an hour' 'oh, right' he said a little absently. 'I'll go change'

On his way to the hospital Blaine felt awful. At first he thought it would go away but as time passed it only got worse. His side hurt again but now on a different spot than before which made Blaine worry. When there came an exit to a gas station he took it and parked the car. He searched through the dashboard cabinet and he found the pain killers. Is it illegal to drive under pain killers...? He took two because the pain was unbearable and he hoped it would help. He needed to go again or he would be late. He started the engine and continued his way to the hospital.

There was a knock on the door and Kurt looked at his watch. 'yes' he says. The door opens and Blaine walks in. 'hi there' Kurt says. 'hi' Blaine says a little absent, Kurt notices Blaine looks, well awful, he got much skinnier then the last time Kurt saw him which was only a few days ago. 'Have a seat' Kurt says and Blaine does. 'So how are you?' Kurt asks and smiles at Blaine. 'oh I'm good yeah' Blaine lies. Kurt sighs. 'I'm not stupid Blaine, please be honest with me, I need you to be honest with me' Kurt says. Blaine runs a hand through his hair. 'I'm not feeling very well, I felt great this morning like really great and then I drove here and I was in so much pain…' he says in a soft voice, almost like he's ashamed of it. 'on the same spot as before?' Kurt asks. 'well, no not really actually' 'oh' Kurt says as he has an idea where this is going. He sighs and closes his eyes for a moment. 'are you okay?' Blaine asks him. I am but you're not. Kurt thought. Kurt swallows 'yes I'm fine' he answers while opening his eyes again. 'so where is it hurting then?' Blaine looks at Kurt for a moment and then placed his hand on his chest on the place of his lungs. Kurt sighs again. 'I though so' Kurt buried his head in his hands. Shit Blaine, shit. 'You probably have a metastasis' Kurt says softly. Blaine's eyes widen in shock 'I have….' he swallows. Blaine runs a hand through his hair not knowing what to do or say.Shit shit shit. Kurt thinks. 'How long have you had pain there Blaine? God why didn't you tell me before' Kurt says a little irritated. 'It started today' Blaine says almost inaudible. 'Can you please lay down then' Kurt asks. Blaine does as he had so many times before already. Kurt softly pushes on the spot Blaine had touched a little earlier. 'Here?' Kurt asks. 'y-yes' Blaine says as tears start to sting his eyes. 'I don't feel anything' Kurt said, more to himself than to Blaine but he sounded relieved. 'Is that good or bad..?' Blaine asked. 'Good' Kurt says. Think Kurt think…. 'Can you stay here while I make a quick call?' Kurt asks Blaine. 'oh sure uhm yeah' Blaine answers. 'I'll be back soon' Kurt says and gives Blaine a smile before he opens the door of his office and then softy closes it behind him.

Blaine squeezed his eyes shut to keep the tears from falling. He didn't want to cry, in a short period of time there were going to be enough people who were going to cry. He wiped his eyes with his thumbs and waited for Kurt to come back.

'okay Julliet is coming for you to do another scan' Kurt says. 'so here's what we're going to do, you'll go with Julliet and after that you'll come back to me, if the tumour isn't all too big, which I expect then we'll start with a chemo next week and if that goes well we can consider surgery after that' Kurt said. 'The problem is, as you know I'm not here next week so you'll have to do it with one of my colleagues. Kurt says. 'I'm sorry' he says in a soft voice and looks at Blaine. Blaine's eyes are red and swollen, his shirt is too big and he is much too skinny for a boy of his age. Blaine looks pale and sick. Blaine is sick. There's a knock on the door but Kurt hasn't even time to answer because when he opened his mouth Julliet was already inside. She smiled and waved at Blaine. 'hi there, are you coming with me?' she asks. There's a short silence before Blaine answers. 'yes, I'm coming' he stands up and looks at Kurt who gives him a reassuring smile. 'I'll see you soon' Kurt says and then Blaine and Julliet walk away.

Kurt waited and waited until he finally got a mail and a fax. He opened the mail in his inbox and saw that it was from Julliet.

I faxed you the results, I'm sending Blaine back to you now. Julliet

Kurt felt his stomach twist, this was it. What would he see? Would there be a metastasis? And if yes how big? Would they be able to do something? Would Blaine die? No, Blaine couldn't die, he was much too young for that, not that Kurt grants anyone to die but with young people it's much much worse. He couldn't bring himself to look at the fax, but he had to. Blaine would be there soon and he needed to know, needed to inform Blaine. He took a deep breath and looked at the fax. He sighed relieved when he saw the dark spot on the picture. It was very small, they were in time. Blaine was going to make it. Kurt was sure Blaine was going to make it, he just had too. Focused on his thought Kurt didn't hear that there was a knock on the door and another one, until he heard a voice, his voice, Blaine's voice. 'c-can I come in?' 'oh yes yes of course you can' Kurt answers quickly. The door opens and Blaine walks in. 'have-' Kurt trailed off as Blaine already sat down. Kurt clasped his hands together and laid them on the desk. 'so…' Kurt says and takes a deep breath. 'there is a metastasis but it's still very small, which of course is good. The problem is that it's on a spot which is hard to approach with a surgery.' Kurt says. 'But because it's still so small I think that it will go away with only chemo, and the one in your kidney… yeah I think we'll operate that one' 'you know what the side effects of chemotherapy are don't you?' Kurt asks. 'or do you want me to tell? I mean I can tell' it's quiet for a moment. 'yes, I'd like to know, will you t-tell' Blaine asks. Kurt smiles a little 'of course I will' 'well there are common side effects like fatigue, anemia, fever and infections and neutropenia, nausea and vomiting, diarrhea and constipation,hair loss, dry skin and nail problems and lack of appetite. Then there are also a few less common, which are hypersensitivity reactions, complaints in mouth and throat cavities, reduced fertility, change in perception by the senses and memory and concentration problems.' Kurt sighs 'that was a lot huhm?' he asks and Blaine only nods. 'well then' Kurt rubs his eyes and yawns. 'I'm sorry' he says. 'it's okay' Blaine says, he even smiles a little. 'I'll make an appointment for tomorrow, with my colleague' Kurt says. 'do you prefer the morning or afternoon?' 'Morning, I'm usually pretty tired in the afternoon' Blaine adds softly. 'that's okay, I understand. So how about ten? Is ten okay?' 'yes ten is perfect, well I think it's time to go then' Blaine says and stands up. Kurt stands up as well and walks to Blaine. 'do you want me to call your parents? Or..?' 'oh uhm yeah that's fine, they'll probably call after I told them anyway so…' 'have a nice holiday mister Hummel' Blaine says. 'Kurt, please call me Kurt. And I will thank you Blaine' Kurt says. Kurt holds out his hand for Blaine who shakes it and leaves after a last 'goodbye'

'mom, dad' Blaine says as he walks into the living room. 'Can you sit down for a moment' he asks them. His parents share a look and then sit down on the couch. 'I have a metastasis' Blaine says. Eileen's eyes widen in shock and Arthur's mouth open lightly in an O-shape. Blaine looks at the ground not wanting to meet any of their gazes. 'Kurt will call tonight..' Blaine says. Arthur is the first to react. 'what are they going to do about it?' he asks and looks at his son. 'They want to start with a chemo next week and surgery after' he says still looking at the ground. Eileen looks at Arthur and then to Blaine. 'next week?' she asks. 'yes, they can't start immediately because…' Blaine furrows his eyebrows 'uhm..' 'it's okay' his dad says. 'we'll ask Kurt when he calls' Blaine nods as a thanks. 'I.. uhm I'm going upstairs' he says and stands up. 'okay sweetheart' his mom says 'I'll call you for dinner' she says. 'okay' he says and leaves the living room.