A/N: i'm still in my testweek but since i finished at 09:45 today and since i only have one test tomorrow which i fail anyway since it's economics i thought there was some time to write ;) so yeah here's an update. i don't know when the next one will be so... heeh -xxxx-
Chapter seven. 'Blaine, Blaine wake up' he heard a voice far away but didn't want to wake. He felt a hand on his shoulder and then he woke immediately. His eyes snap open and he sits straight up in bed. 'are you okay?' it's dark in his room but he recognizes his dad's voice. 'of course I was okay, I was sleeping' 'well it didn't sound like it' his dad says. Blaine gives him a confused look which Arthur doesn't see in the dark. Blaine feels the mattress sink in when his dad sits down on the edge. He pats Blaine's back which is clammy and warm of sweat. 'why are you wearing a shirt Blaine? Do you even know how hot it's outside? And you're so war m are you sick?' bad word choice. Arthur notices but doesn't know what to say. 'I'm not sick I-' but before Blaine can finish his sentence his dad hat put his hand on Blaine's forehead to feel if he was warm. Blaine pulls away and lays back down. 'I'm not sick I'm fine, no please leave me alone, I'm tired and I want to sleep' he says. 'I'm sorry I just thought…' Arthur says but trails off. 'night Blaine' he says and walks to the door. 'night dad' Blaine says in a small voice. Arthur leaves and Blaine drifts off to sleep again.
Kurt was glad he took the day off because else he would never have finished packing in time. He still needs to pack half of his clothes and pick what he's going to wear to the airport, it has to be comfortable but stylish, which is a hard combination. Kurt's normally never this chaotic. His papers and files are always in alphabetic order separated by tabs, but when it comes to packing he definitely is. He already walked past the bathroom at least four times and till forgot to take his toothbrush. This was definitely going to take longer than he thought which means there wasn't going to be time to quickly visit Julliet at work.
'Blaine are you coming for breakfast?' 'coming mom' he says. He swings his legs over the edge of the bed and stands up. He feels a little dizzy, maybe he stood up to quickly. He decides to ignore it and goes downstairs, still in his pyjamas. It was Sunday which meant family breakfast. At which they would all sit down at the table and eat together and tell each other about their week at work or school, or in this case hospital. His parents literally want to know everything, not that he can blame them. He does sometimes though. 'Do you want a croissant?' his dad asks him as he passes the bread basket to Eileen who is sitting next to Blaine. 'no thanks, I'll stick with cereal' Blaine says and smiles slightly. Arthur and Eileen are both finished with breakfast but Blaine didn't even looked at his cereal yet. He doesn't want to eat, he just isn't hungry. 'what time is it?' he asks so both of his parents turn to the clock and he yawns quickly not wanting them to see because he knows what's going to happen then. 'half past nine' his dad says. 'don't you have an appointment at ten?' he asks and Blaine nods. 'yeah I should get ready' he says as he pushes his chair back and stands up. He goes upstairs to change and when he comes back downstairs he hears his parents whispering in the kitchen. They stop talking when he walks in and they both smile at him. Uhm I just wanted to say that I'm leaving' he says. 'okay sweetie see you soon then' she says. Both she and Arthur wave at him and he turns around on his heels making his way to the door which he closes behind him with a loud ''bang''.
Blaine goes to the reception since he doesn't know where to go because he doesn't expect the doctor to be in Kurt's office. 'hi' the receptionist says in a happy voice which reminds Blaine a little of Julliet. 'uhm hi, I have an appointment at ten but I don't know where to go' he says and blushes lightly. She smiles friendly at him as she asks for his name. he's happy she asks because that means he hasn't been there that often the whole team knows him, or maybe they do, maybe they talk to each other about their patients during lunch. 'well I got this patient today and god he's weird' or 'yeah there's this kid , Blaine' 'oh you mean the one that always comes alone lately?' 'yeah why would that be?' 'I have no idea but it's weird right..?' he's pulled out of his thought by a soft coughing noise from the receptionist who was trying to get his attention. 'Blaine, Blaine Anderson' he says as he looks at her. She types something on the keyboard in front of her. 'is it correct that you have an appointment with Dr. Williams?' she asks as she's still looking at the computer screen. 'I don't know….' he says. Kurt probably told him but he just forgot or didn't paid attention to it because when one's talking with Kurt Hummel there are many other things you want to focus on. She smiles 'it's okay, is this your first time here?' she asks. 'n-no, I've been here before but my doctor is on vacation, so I have to get to another one, temporary but I don't know who' 'ah well, who's your normal doctor?' 'Doctor Hummel' he says. 'oh yes, I remember he said something about going on vacation yesterday' she says as she starts typing again. 'yes, you have a appointment with Doctor Williams now, her office is on the second floor, it's the fourth door to the right' she says and smiles at him, again. 'thanks' he says and walks away. When Blaine comes out of the elevator he counts the doors and stops in front of the fourth one like the receptionist told him. He hears voices coming out of the office. He listens closely but he can't hear what they're saying. The door swings open and Julliet walks out of the office. She smiles brightly as she sees Blaine. 'hi there' she says as she stops in front of him. 'hi' Blaine replies. 'how are you doing?' she asks, her tone soft and friendly. 'I'm okay' he says as he smiles at her, a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. 'good to hear' she says. 'I'm sorry but I have to keep going' she says. 'that's okay, I understand' he says and she waves before she walks away. She turns her head over her shoulder. 'bye Blaine' 'bye' he says. He turns to the door of the office which Julliet left open. A woman, who Blaine supposes is Dr. Williams is sitting behind the desk. She's probably mid fifties and her hair is a little grey, she probably dyes it. She holds out her hand for Blaine. 'I'm dr. Williams' she says. Her voice is harsh and rough, nothing like you expect a woman's voice to be. Blaine waited for more since he was expecting her to tell him her first name but she stayed silent. 'Blaine' he said and pulled his hand back. There was something about her, something strange but Blaine couldn't place it, the thing he does know is that he doesn't like her, he doesn't like her at all. She began to speak again. Her voice echoed in Blaine's head as if she was speaking really loud, almost yelling. There's a long silence until she speaks again, on an irritated tone this time. 'I asked you something' she says. 'I'm sorry what?' Blaine said as he had no idea where she was talking about. She huffed before repeating her question. 'you're here because you have kidney cancer and a metastasis right?' boom. Yeah sure start with that because he felt oh so great already. 'y-yes' he says almost inaudible as he looks at his hand which are resting in his lap. 'well then' she said as she intertwines her hands on her desk. She looks through some papers. 'is it correct that you have medicines already?' 'yes' she rolled her eyes 'I'd like you to answer with a ''yes miss or yes doctor Williams' she says in a firm voice. Blaine swallows. 'yes miss' he says. 'good boy' she said and Blaine was almost afraid she would pet his hair for speaking with two words. A shiver goes down his spine as the though of her touching him and he prayed that she didn't have to, not that Blaine believed in god but every help was welcome now. 'and they're going to start Chemo next week?' 'yes' she gave him a pointed look. 'miss' he added quickly. 'well then I don't know why you're here, there's nothing I can do' she said and started to look through some papers. Blaine was still sitting in the chair in front of her desk. She looked up and when she noticed he was still there she sighed softly. 'you can go' she says. Blaine didn't know how quickly to leave and when she said that he quickly stood up almost tripping over the chair. He left her office and when he walked back to the elevator he passed Kurt's office. He looked at the closed door and because of that he almost bumped in to someone. 'Blaine are you okay?' he looked up to see Julliet. 'yeah I'm okay….' 'did something happen with Miranda?' she asks. Blaine gave her a confused look. 'who's Miranda?' Blaine asked. 'oh Doctor Williams' she says. 'well' he rubs the back of his neck with his hand. 'she wasn't really nice' Julliet bit her lip and she looked angry for a moment. 'I told her to be nice' she mumbles more to herself than to Blaine. 'are you on your way home?' Julliet asks Blaine. 'yes' he answers her. 'I'm still pretty tired so I'm going back home' he adds. 'sure, Bye' she says. 'bye Julliet' he says and leaves the hospital. 'How was the appointment? Did anything important happen?' are the first things that are said to him. No hello just concern, his life is taken over by cancer and he hates it. 'where's dad?' Blaine asks his mom. 'office' she says 'he had to do something for work' 'but it's Sunday' he says and she just shrugs. He walks out of the kitchen and into the living room to sit down on the couch. He's hungry but he doesn't want to eat, afraid he will throw up.
'Blaine, Blaine wake up' he hears a voice far away but doesn't want to wake up. He hears another voice but he can barely understand what it's saying. 'Arthur please call' Eileen said. Arthur dialled the number of the hospital and put the phone on speaker. 'I want to speak with' 'Eileen what's the name of his Doctor again?' Arthur asks calmly. 'Williams' she says. 'I'd like to speak to doctor Williams' 'a moment please' the voice on the other side of the line says. 'what's your name sir?' 'Arthur Anderson' Arthur says. There's a soft beep and then there's a new voice. 'Doctor Williams' the voice says. 'hello, this is Arthur my son Blaine he had an appointment with you today' she rolls her eyes as she recognizes the surname. 'yes I remember him' 'he fainted and we don't know what to do' 'does he have a pulse? Is he breathing?' she asks. Arthur carefully grabs Blaine's wrist and he sees his chest going up and down. 'yes to both' 'you should elevate his legs, this will increase circulation to the brain.' She says. 'and talk to him that usually helps' she says. There was some noise at the other end of the line. 'Miranda?' 'don't you see I'm calling' there was a quick conversation until Miranda's voice was back. 'when did he est for the last time?' she asks. 'ii don't know' Arthur says. 'he isn't eating at all lately' he says. 'well then that's probably the cause, did you talk to him?' 'Blaine can you hear me?' Eileen starts to talk to Blaine while Arthur is still calling. Blaine slowly opens his eyes which causes his mom to let out a soft sob and his dad to let go of a breath he was holding. 'he regained consciousness' Arthur says to Miranda. 'well, give him some water and don't let him stand up too quickly' she said. 'okay' Arthur says. 'well there's nothing else I can do know' she says and hangs up. 'she just hang up' Arthur says indignant but Eileen isn't paying any attention to him. Arthur kneels next to Blaine after he got a glass of water. He helps Blaine sit up. 'here drink something' Arthur says and helps Blaine hold the glass. Blaine takes a sip of the water and the softly pushes the glass away. Blaine wants to stand up but Arthur keeps him from doing so. 'what are you going to do?' Arthur says. 'uhm standing..' Blaine says. 'I don't think so, you just fainted' Arthur says. 'Blaine this needs to stop you have to start eating again' he says his voice soft. Blaine bites his lip. 'I'm just scared I'm going to throw up' Blaine whispers. 'you won't know if you don't try' Arthur says.
Kurt's phone buzzed and he picked it up. 'kurt' he said. 'Kurt it's Julliet' 'hi' Kurt says happily. 'I din't know if I should tell you but then I figured that you probably want to know but I don't want to worry you' 'just tell me' Kurt says. 'Blaine fainted' 'I'm sorry what?' Kurt asks as he think he might heard her wrong. 'He fainted, Blaine' Kurt's mouth made an o-shape and he gasped lightly and cursed under his breath. 'how do you know, also who is the substitute' Kurt asked. He knew some of his patients were taken over by Daniel another oncologist but Kurt knew that Daniel couldn't take all Kurt's patients because Daniel still had his own as well. 'Miranda' Kurt groaned in frustration. If there was one colleague Kurt hated really hated, you'd think that's a too intense word but for her nothing is. Kurt hated her with whole his being. 'god why she?' Kurt asks. 'I know…' Julliet says. 'Arthur called her to tell about Blaine and I just wanted to go talk with her because of something that happened this morning and-' Kurt interrupted her. 'what happened?' 'well I saw Blaine this morning and he was acting a little odd, he had just had his appointment with Miranda and he hadn't looked all too happy. So I asked him what was wrong and he told me that Miranda had been a little well ''mean'' to him. I already talked with her earlier today but well yeah you know how that goes…' 'oh god I shouldn't go on vacation, I can still cancel, should I cancel?' 'no Kurt just go, when was the last time you went on vacation? See I can't even remember, it's that long ago' 'okay fine I'll go but-' 'yes I'll keep an eye on him.' Julliet answered before Kurt could finish his sentence. 'I have to go now, my lunch break is over' she says. 'have fun in Lima' she says. 'thanks' 'Bye Kurt' 'Bye Julliet'