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Chapter 6: New Light.

I felt a sense of relief- like a huge load had been lifted off by shoulders. Only to have it fade away leaving anxiety in it's place - a sense of disbelief.

Why hasn't he told me this before? I jerked out of his arms. I felt angry. why had he not told me this before? Everyone knew but me! I was left in the dark, not knowing my own fate, when it was known to the people that I called family.

An angry tear ran down my face. I'd always loved Jacob, but I'm not sure if I could love him in the way he wanted me too. He was apparently my true love, but could that be proven?

What is true love anyways? Soul mates? That's matter that's been debated among people for decades.

Jacob imprinted on me. So were we really meant to be? A werewolf and a hybrid?

I shook by head- as if I could shake away all the words he had just spoken.

"Nessie?" He spoke my name in a pained whisper.

"Jacob." I mouthed, no sound escaping my lips.

Then, I ran. I ran down the three flights of stairs, and out the front door. I Leaped over to river in one try and ran further out into the woods. The creatures around me stopping whatever they were doing to stare at the flash of white speeding by.

I couldn't go back there, not now. Not with Jacob.

I stopped dead in my tracks. Something blocking the path I was running for, though I had no idea where I was going.

A huge black wolf standing eight feet tall- Sam.

I just stared not willing myself to speak. Why was he here?

Sam put up one paw as if telling me to wait. He then went into the cover of the trees, phase I assumed.

He walked out of the tree wearing a pair of cut off jeans.

"Renesmee." He said my name as a 'Hello'.

"Sam." I answered, anger still deep within me.

"Where were you going?" he asked casually.

"I-I" I stuttered "Don't know."

"Renesmee, why were you running?" He asked me, his black eyes staring dead in the face.

I knew he knew why I was running, I could see it in his eyes. He just wanted me to be the one to tell him. How could he not tell me? How could anyone not tell me? I had the right to know!

"How could you and everyone one else not tell me!?" I screamed at him, my rage coming out. Angry tears ran down my face , unable to stop.

"Renesmee, we couldn't. We made a promise to your Dad." He said perfectly at ease.

Tears were falling uncontrollably. "Wh? Why would he even want to keep this secret from me?!" I yelled at him.

"Renesmee, There are lots of things you don't know about . . . Your parents and Jacob."

I turned away so that Sam couldn't see the new level of hysteria breaking lose.

"Renesmee, I don't think I should be the one to tell you all of this. Jacob should.

"Jacob?" I said hoping he couldn't ear the edge of hysteria in my voice.

"Yes. Jacob." He whispered edging closer, putting his warm hand over my cool shoulder.

"Sam, I don't know if I can . . . Love. . . . Him the way he wants me to."

"You too, are meat to be together Nessie. Emily and I were. . . Surprised too. I was dating- and in love with her cousin. Do you think I wanted to imprint on Emily at the time?"

"Her cousin?"

"Leah. Leah was her cousin- my high school sweetheart. I loved her. But the imprint, it was strong. Emily and I are meant to be together, and no matter what we will always be together. We're soul mates, and if it weren't true I wouldn't have imprinted, just like you and Jacob. He loves you, he's always loved you. . . As more than a friend."

I turned around, jerking his hand away from me. " So I don't even get a choice?" I demanded.

" Renesmee, I can't predict the future, you've got your aunt bloodsucker for that. But I do know that you have a choice and when given that choice you will chose Jacob. No one will ever love you more than he has, and forever will."

I've never thought of Jacob this way before, never in this light. Maybe I could learn. Learn to love him in this new light.

"I have to go."

Sam gestured toward the way I'd come.

"Thank you," I said sincerely kissing him on the cheek quickly. And I was thankful he'd stopped me. If he hadn't who would have?

Thanks for reading everyone plz R&R ew chapter should be out by Monday. But i'm going on vaction for on tuesday next week so Chapters will be late and also the week after I have church camp where computer arent allowed so you can put the pieces together- chapter 9 will be a while Love yall -Laura