CHAPTER 11: No.

The warmth seeped through my body, giving my body the impression of happiness. I liked this sensation. I listened to waves crash against the shore, digging my feet into the sand- damp from the crashing waves flinging water droplets everywhere.

I took Jacob's large hand in mine, examining the rough texture in which it was set. I compared our skin tones thoroughly. His a beautiful russet tone, resembling coffee. Mine pale, with a rosefish undertone. An odd contrast our skin tones made between each other, but - oddly- I liked it. I liked the though that we were from different worlds strangely. Drawn together through an imprint.

I wondered where I would be right now if Jacob had never imprinted. I suppose I'd be relatively happy not knowing what I was missing. But would I have ever found someone that I truly loved and wanted to be with? No. No I don't think I would have. I loved Jacob to much for anything to ever compare. I don't think any other person could give me even half of the love he gave me.

"I love you." Jacob whispered into my ear, sending shivers down my body.

And I loved him too. It was not the least bit difficult for me to return the act of love. "I love you too. More than anything." At that I looked up at him. His yes focusing deeply on my face it seemed.

I touched his cheek. "What are you thinking about right now?" I questioned softly.

"You first." He teased.

Ahh Jacob. " I asked you first." I answered, my voice laced with sarcasm.

"You." He whispered, serious again. I grinned, and placed a light kiss on his lips. I savored the moment.

"Your turn."

"Us." He kissed my lips for a few wonderful seconds. Then all was silent as we laid on our back and counted the stars.

I vaguely wondered if this would ever end. If my sun, my warmth, my love would ever fade or disappear.

These thoughts saddened me. What would happen if something happened to Jacob? I loved Jacob with every part of my being, and it was no secret.

I felt hot tears start to build in my eyes. Swiftly I turned my head into the warm shoulder of the arm that constricted around my body.

I felt the tear run down my cheek, resting on my now quivering lip. Luckily, Jacob was wearing a shirt, for without it he would have felt wetness.

I felt myself starting to press toward hysterics as these thoughts of Jacob . . . Not being . . . . there, dragged on. Jacob gone. Jacob not there. Jacob leaving. Jacob dead. My Jacob. More and more tears slipped down my face. My luck was slipping away for the fortnight.

"Nessie?" Jacob questioned, concern deep in his voice. The warm arms retracted from around my body letting the coolness of the beach sweep in. I started to shiver at the sudden change of tempura around me.

"Nessie, what's wrong?" He urged. His love evident in his concern. And that did it. I went into full hysterics.

"Jacob"-sob-"Oh, Jake." My shivering was getting more and more violent, and I wasn't sure they were from the cold anymore.

Jake took hold of me tightly, stopping some of the shivering. HE started to rock me back and forth, back and forth - Trying to calm me.

"Nessie," He cooed. "What's wrong? Please tell me. Please!" He became more frantic as he spoke.

"I . . .I. . ." I was ruining his shirt.

"Shh, It's alright. Nothing going to hurt you." He cooed. "Shh, I'm here. It's alright."

I just cried harder, trying to calm myself with the ocean's waves crashing against the shore, wetting our feet.

My breathing started to calm, and slowly I felt the hysterics dieing down. Until finally, they stopped all together.

I slowly lifted my head to gaze at the moon. It was a full moon tonight, accompanied by many stars. It was funny actually, how the moon was mostly there. Not always. Sometimes it would decide not to show itself, and other times it would change. From crescent to full. But the sun, it was always there. I preferred the sun, and the warmth it provided. I thought about how the earth could not- would not- live without the sun. They simply couldn't.

And with a jolt I realized that I wasn't talking about the people on earth, I was talking about myself. I would not live without my sun- without my Jacob.

It was Jake's voice that brought me back to reality. "Nessie?" I swiftly back into the eyes of my sun. I searched his face. There I found anguish, concern . . . Hurt?

"Jake?" I whispered. "What's wrong?" His face changed a little resting on a stunned expression. "Jake?"

"What's wrong?" He whispered back. "Nessie, you almost gave me a heart attack!"

I really don't know what I was thinking. I shouldn't have let him see me like that. He Didn't deserve to. And apparently, me playing dumb didn't help one bit.

"Nessie!" He hissed, desperate. He slowly retracted his arms from around me grabbing my shoulders and crushing my to him. I let him. I wanted to be as close to him as possible, for as long as possible.

I told ya ;) Now The next chapter I PROMISE sill be wayy longer. Because this is only like 1000 words. And I don't like that. Oh and the next Chapter will have more to do with Samantha Fair (Sam). Just a little heads up because she's gonna play a huge part in my story line. Oh and also I have a poll on my page "Which is your favorite Twilight Book?" Please go and vote. Thax- Laura.