Closing her door softly behind her so as to not wake up her more than likely already somewhat aware parents. Alex looks over her room after reaching for and switching the lights on her eyes taking in the small details from the very early time of day, finally stopping on justin. Looking him over she points him to the bed, where he obliges and sits. Not sure what to make of this entire situation Alex walks over and sits beside her brother still not understand what had brought this on, or how to deal with a situation like this.
Leaning over she did the only thing that she had thought that she could do she wrapped her arms around her brother,engulfing him in a tight embrace. Eyes still hot from earlier Justing just wrapped his arms around his sister's back tentatively put his head in the crook of her neck and just kept crying, crying for the pain of holding her and not knowing how she felt about him, crying for the pain of knowing that he had hurt her more than he possibly thought he ever could, and crying for the pain his heart was causing him.
After what seemed like hours of crying that had passed Justing finally settled down and his crying slowly stopped. Lifting his head Alex looked deep into his dry tear crusted eyes, smiling she asked him "so, are you ready to tell me why you were about to ruin our family and splatter yourself on the sidewalk?"
Justin could only stare at his sister in disbelief. "Did you even read that note that I wrote for and place on your nightstand?" She laughed, "yes, but I didn't understand much of it considering the why don't you just tell him now instand of me having to that thing?"
He could only shake his and head, it was at least the same old Alex no matter what the situation. However, what he didn't know was that Alex had actually understood what he had said in the note. She understood what he had meant and in utter turmoil. Freaking out about how her own older brother was IN LOVE WITH HER. was So in order to give herself more time to think through the turmoil that was her head and heart she lied. Lied again, always lying to him, you see Alex wasn't in turmoil because he was in love with his sister it was that she didn`t know if it was true that he loved her or not the same way that she was in love with him.
While Alex was sorting through her thoughts Justin was trying to get his own thoughts in order that way he would be able to finally tell his sister the feelings that he had been keeping from her for years. Years of watching her be happy with Dean, of being happy with Mason... Having … ha... ``I.. It... Its.. be..b..be..beca...because... It`s because I'm in love with you!`` Which in reality sounded more along the lines of ItsbeCauseIMinLovewithyou... a heightened whisper the whole way through.
She froze. Had she just heard right? Was her heart playing tricks on her? Or did she finally hear the one thing that she had been waiting to hear from him for years now. For the life of her she couldn't bring herself to say anything to brother. She sat beside her brother staring deep into his eyes to see if he was telling her the truth or not, and the only thing that she could see was the deep need and longing for her love. And she knew at that moment that his feeling that he told her he had were true at that he did indeed love her.
"Ale-uhmmmmmmpphhht!" Justin started to try before he was interrupted by Alex jumping on top of his lap planting her ever so soft lips right onto his. Justin sighed into the kis- wait what?! Alex was kissing him! What the hell! What does that mean? Did she love him back?
"Listen Justin there are things that I haven't told you about yet, things that i think you should know. The truth is Justin I've loved you now for more than a few years, don't take it the wrong i couldn't just come out and tell you for well the same reasons that you couldn't just come out and tell me. We are brother and sister but i don't care if you love me like i think you do i don't care what others think you are mine and i am yours. You hear me? I love you Justin Russo! Now you promise that you won't ever let me see you trying to kill yourself." Silence was the only thing that answered her. A deafening silence that she just couldn't take. "Justing do you understand?" She asked with extreme importance. Earning a short nod from him.
Inside Justin was in turmoil, but at the same time he was the happiest he had ever been, excluding that one time where he left Dean Moriarty in the hospital for breaking his now loving sister's heart. Finding out that your sister loved you more than being a sister should entail would and should be a thing that would be looked at as something that you should be happy about and something that. Well it should be told in the first place but to Justin however, it was the happiest moment of his life.
Looking deep within his sister eyes he leaned towards her and enveloped her in a kiss of pure love and passion as the two lied down on Alex's bed and let sleep bring the under. Little did they know that their late night activities were watched from the start and still being watched until she was sure that they had fallen asleep. With small tears streaming down her eyes she had to return to her sleeping husband and tell him that everything Professor Crumbs had said had come true and that they have to separate them before they lose them entirely.
A/N - Hey guys back with the next chapter of Locked Feelings. There are a lot of you guys reading this which I enjoy but guys please review let me know what you think about the story so far any questions you have about upcoming chapters, characters, and plot. Constructive criticism helps a bunch too since I'm new to the whole writing thing. Anyways thanks to everyone that read the first chapter and those that reviewed. See you guys next time Nikki out.