A/N: a new chapter yay! Enjoy. Xx

Chapter nineteen.

'Lucy don't' her mother says as Lucy walks to Blaine's bed.

'but I want to say goodbye to him' she says sadly.

'I know honey but he's probably still tired from his operation so it's better to not wake him. You'll be back before you know it' her mother tries to reassure her but Lucy doesn't looks convinced.

'but I want to say goodbye to him' she says and crosses her arms in front of her chest as she sits down on the ground. 'or else I'm not going home with you two' she says as she looks at her mother and father.

'Ethan say something please?' Lucy's mom asks her husband as she starts to look desperate. 'right' he rises from his seat and kneels in front of Lucy.

'Kurt will be here soon to see if everything is okay so why don't you ask him if you can wake Blaine, he's the doctor so..' Ethan tries as he as well actually doesn't really know what to say to Lucy to convince her to not wake Blaine.

It really looks like Kurt has a thing for knowing when people are talking about him because just now he walks into the room carrying a clipboard and some files. 'Mr. and Mrs. Nolan' Kurt says and nods friendly to them by sort of greeting. Kurt raises an eyebrow as he looks at Lucy who's still sitting on the ground. 'Lucy what are you doing on the ground?'

'I'm angry' she grumbles.

'why so?' Kurt asks trying to loosen the mood.

'Because mom and dad won't let me say goodbye to Blaine'

'but Lucy sweetie Blaine is asleep and he really needs his rest'

'told you so' Lucy's mom says.

'honey' Ethan says getting her attention while shaking his head 'don't' he says softly. She looks as if she scared herself by saying that and says nothing more for a while.

'so I think everything is ready for your departure Lucy' Kurt says smiling after looking through some files. She gives him an angry glare and then turns her face away from him. 'Lucy sweetie' he says and kneels in front of her. 'I know you really like Blaine and that you want to say goodbye to him, but I promise you that he won't be mad, besides you'll be back in the evening' he holds out his hand for her to help her to her feed hoping she will accept it. She does.

'okay' she says softly. She turns around to Blaine's bed and leans forward so her face is close to his. 'Bye Blaine, have a nice day' she says and then walks to her mom and dad.


When Blaine wakes up the room is quiet and he misses the presence of someone else being in there, he misses Lucy. Without opening his eyes he knows she's gone, home. So when he opens his eyes he isn't surprised by the sight of an empty bed. There's a knock on the door and Blaine looks surprised before saying 'come in.' he wonders who it will be since Kurt nor Rachel knocks. If it is his mom he will hide under the comforter pretending he's asleep and that she imagined the voice, but it isn't his mom, it's Julliet.

'Hi Blaine' she says cheerfully.

'Julliet' Blaine states but smiles at her as she walks further into the room.'what are you doing here?' he asks curiously.

'well I came to uhm announce something' she says and her faces turns serious which makes Blaine wonder what it is she's going to say. He nods as sign for her to continue, to let her know he can handle it, whatever it is. 'we want to do another scan to see if the operation succeeded' she says and Blaine looks like he just saw a ghost. Another one..?

'o-okay' he says softly he almost doesn't dare to ask but he does it anyway. 'when?'

'well as soon as possible so that's why Kurt wanted me to ask you if you're feeling okay today, well good enough to do a scan' she says. 'the sooner the better right? Then it's done' she says shrugging. 'I know you're scared Blaine and that's okay' she sits down on the edge of his bed which makes him think of Lucy even though Julliet is probably four times as old as Lucy. 'so are you up for it?' she asks carefully.

He sighs softly and then looks her in the eye and tries to sound confident when he says 'yes'

She smiles 'okay, I'll let Kurt know so we can prepare everything and then we'll be back later okay?' Blaine only nods but she's satisfied with it. 'I'll see you later' she says and then leaves so he's alone again, alone with his thoughts.


'yes?' Kurt says after the sound of a knock. The door opens revealing Julliet.

'I talked to him' she says as she takes a seat in one of the chairs.

'and?'

'he agreed' she says smiling as if she just completed an important task.

'well then, let's go prepare everything'

'I sort of already did' she says smiling 'I actually didn't really doubt that he would say yes'

Kurt grins 'ah, well then I think it's time for coffee' he says as he stands up from his chair. He makes his way to the cafeteria followed by Julliet. 'same as always I suppose?" Kurt asks as they're waiting in queue. Julliet nods but before she can says something Kurt gives her a look and says 'don't bother, it's on me'

'Kurt'

'Emma' Kurt says smiling as it's their turn.

'same as always?' she asks.

'yes but this time please add two pieces of cheesecake' he turns to Julliet and smiles when he sees her mouth is already open as she wanted to say something but as she sees his look she closes it quickly. 'good choice' he says smirking.

'there you go' Emma says as she hands Kurt the two cups of coffee and the plates with the cheesecake to Julliet. 'that's 8.40 please' Emma says smiling.

Kurt smiles at her as he hands her a ten dollar bill. 'keep he change' he says and winks at her before following Julliet to a seat by the window.

'so planned anything for Christmas?' Julliet asks before taking a sip of her coffee.

'not really, my dad asked if I wanted to come over to Ohio but I told him no.'

'why? You always seem so happy when you know you're going to visit them' Julliet says while stirring her coffee.

'honestly? Promise you don't get annoyed with me' she smiles and looks expectantly at him. 'I don't want Lucy and Blaine to be alone during Christmas'

'Kurt you have to keep your work and social life separated, besides their family will come visit'

'you promised me not to' Kurt says annoyed.

'sorry, but I don't want you to let your Christmas get ruined by staying at the hospital. Like I said their families will come, they'll be okay. Maybe Lucy will even go home'

'it's not the same, if their families come they won't be here all day and if Lucy goes home Blaine is all alone' Kurt says folding his hands around the cup letting the warmth of it warm his hands.

'I think you should go, there will be enough people here to keep them company'

'no, I've made my decision and I'm staying' Kurt says trying to end their discussion but he knows it won't work since the discussion is between him and well Julliet and Julliet isn't going to give up that easily.

'I still think you should go'

'we'll see'

'doesn't we'll see usually means no?'

'seriously Julliet?' Kurt says sighing.


'okay ready?' Julliet asks. Blaine nods so Julliet carefully pushed the needle into his skin. 'you've done this before so it isn't that bad right?' she keeps talking to distract him of the needle in his arm.

'no it isn't, I'm okay actually' he says and he really means it, he isn't that scared anymore, of course he still is scared but not as much as before. And before he knows it she pulls the needle out again.

'done' she says smiling. 'we'll go to the other room now' she walks to the door but turns around when she notices she isn't followed. 'are you okay?' she asks Blaine as he's still sitting on the examination table his head buried in his hands.

'I'm okay, just one moment' go away go away. He repeats in his head hoping it will take away the dizziness.

Then there suddenly is a hand on his shoulder and Julliet's soft voice near his ear. 'are you really okay?' she asks concerned.

He looks up at her and tries to smile 'yeah, I'm fine' he says and tries to stand up which doesn't really work out the way he planned it as the moment his feet touch the ground he feels his knees buckle but luckily Julliet is there to help him stay on his feet.

Julliet looks sad after this happened. After all the progress they made and Blaine usually honest telling if there was something wrong he started denying again and it made Julliet sad. 'you are definitely not okay, I'm taking you back to your room' she says.

'no no I'll be fine it will go away just one moment' he says focusing on keeping his balance. When he finally was able to stand himself Julliet slowly let go of him and eventually he felt the dizziness go away. 'I'm okay' he says as he looks up at her.

'you're not lying again are you?' she asks with a serious face while looking him in the eye.

'I'm not, I really am okay'


'well as this isn't your first time you know how everything goes right?' he nods. 'Blaine? I'm not really convinced'

'I know the procedure Julliet' he says reassuringly.

'good' she smiles. 'Kurt and I will be in the adjacent room and-'

He interrupts her 'Julliet I just told you that I know the procedure'

'right, I'm sorry' she says. 'well then, you know where I'll be' she says and leaves the room closing the door behind her.

'ready?' Kurt who already was in the adjacent room asks and Julliet nods.

'okay Blaine we're going to start now' she says but as expected there's no answer. Five minutes pass without a single someone saying anything until Kurt nudges Julliet with his shoulder and she blinks a few times before speaking. 'Blaine hold your breath when I say now' she waits for a few moments 'now' she says. 'good, you're doing great. Hold it for a little while longer' she smiles 'let go now Blaine, you did great' a few minutes pass before Julliet says something again. 'okay Blaine you're doing great, when I say now can you please hold your breath again?' 'now' she says. 'yes done, that was a short one. The last one will follow soon and then you're done.' She looks at Kurt and smiles him smiling back at her. 'okay Blaine this is the last one' 'please hold your breath….now' 'a little longer, I know you can do it' 'only a few more seconds' 'and let go. You did great I'm so proud of you I'm coming over to you now okay' she says and after those words she leaves the room to go check up on Blaine.

'how are you?' she asks as she walks into the room.

'I'm good' he says. She helps him stand up and then takes him back to his room where Kurt is already waiting.

'we'll have the results in about a week since it's really busy at the moment, I'm sorry' Kurt adds as he knows what this means. He really had hoped that Blaine would have been able to leave before Christmas but this isn't going to be the case.

'right okay. Can you two maybe go I'm a bit tired' he says. Kurt looks suspiciously at him but them takes Julliet with him. In reality Blaine wasn't tired but he just wanted to be alone for a moment and he hoped that if Kurt thought he was asleep he didn't have to go on "the date."

It really sucked though because getting the results in about a week means he has to stay during Christmas which means he isn't going to be able to buy Christmas presents for his nieces and nephews. He bites his lips as he thinks of Christmas, how they all be spending Christmas together, the whole family. The whole family except for him. And how they all will ask where he is and why he isn't there to play the piano while they sing Christmas songs. And then how his parents have to explain to them that Blaine is in it the hospital. Only the thought of their sad faces makes Blaine sick.

Maybe sleeping isn't that bad of an idea after all… He thinks to himself so he lays down under the comforter, knees drawn up to his chest.

A/N: so the end of another chapter hehe oh and don't worry there will be some more about "the date" ;) xx