I timidly slide the window open, inch by inch. The snoring grew louder as the window shifted upward. I shivered as the window reached its point, cool Washington air washing over me. I hesitated- not wanting to look if it was danger that awaited me. Though finally I looked down.
I gasped. My breathe stopped. My heart beat sped. Tears welled in my eyes. Though these tears were different than the ones that held my eyes before. They were tears of joy.
"Jacob!" I cried. My mind was in a haze, and before I knew what I was doing I was out the window and beside his sleeping body. He was back. He came back. He didn't hate me. He was here.
He was laying face up, curled into a ball. He jet black hair atop his head knotted to extremities. His face smooth of any - and all-lines, peaceful in his sleep.
I placed sweet kisses all over his face. "I love you, I love you," I repeated over and over again. I ran my hands across his chest over his face, and through his hair. He was really here. This wasn't just a figment of my imagination. Or so I hoped.
Suddenly I felt very aware- very alive. More so than I had felt for the last few day. I felt each piece of my heart form back into its original position with every form of contact I made with him.
Abrupty the snoring came to an abrupt stop but I barley registered that fact " I love you," I repeated.
"Renesmee?" A familiar husky voice asked. His voice sent shivers down my spine. I hadn't heard it in so long. Right then and there every part of me became whole again. The sound of is voice- the sound of my name upon his lips.
"Oh Jacob!" I cried throwing my arms around him. Tears ran freely down my face, falling from my eyes, and traveling down my cheeks over my lips.
"Nessie." He whispered. I hovered over him, starring into his black eyes. They were exactly the same as I remembered them. I grinned. "I love you too." He croaked.
His arms were around me in an instant. He pulled me down onto him, pressing my body against his -careful not to break the embrace.
I buried my head in his chest, taking in his scent. My emotions overwhelmed me. I sobbing his name over and over again. "Jacob, Jacob J-"
"Nessie, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry," Jacob murmured starting to rock me back and forward. "Please, please forgive me." Forgive him? This was all my fault.
I lifted my head from his chest to look into his watery eyes. He waited for me to answer. I didn't. This was my fault. It was my fault he left, my fault he didn't come back. It was all my fault
"This is my fault," I whispered, starring straight forward- into his eyes.
His reply was instant. "No. Don't say that. Don't think that. I shouldn't have left you. I should've came back. Don't think this is your fault, this one's all on me."
"Bu-" I was cut off.
"But nothing." He whispered, leaning forward. My lips hadn't touched his in what seemed like forever. He took to long. Then suddenly his lips attacked mine. I was shocked at first, at the abruptness, but it didn't last long. I was on fire. His hands trailed the length on my arm, my legs- fire let in there path. I was burning. I loved it. All my senses were invaded, leaving me utterly unthinking. I pulled away for air- gasping- but even then his lips did not leave me. They trailed down my neck, up my face, over my shoulders.
He here. He was back. He was mine. Suddenly I let out a sound. Something that made no sense to me. Jake pulled away.
I pouted. "Jake I-"
"Did I hurt you?" He whispered, blunt distressed. He was so paranoid. I grinned.
I started to answer but was interrupted. "JACOB?"
I turned my head. Seth and Samantha were running toward us. Seth puling his shirt over his head, and Samantha trying to fix her hair. She was not wearing her T-shirt from earlier, but only the tank top that was hidden underneath. It seems Jacob and I were not the only ones in the middle of something.
My cheeks reddened. What were we about to do? I felt then warm even more as I realized they had caught us in that act.
"Jake? W-what are you doing here?" Seth stuttered. He was shocked. His eyes sat wide, and his mouth open slightly.
Jake remained silent. They stared at each other. Jake in a blank stubborn stare, while Seth, not seeming to believe his eyes, stared. They remained like that.
I was still on Jacob's lap, I started to feel uncomfortable. Slowly, I slide from his lap, keeping me eyes down.
I heard gasped. Swiftly I turned my head toward Jacob. He looked confused. I shifted my gaze to Seth and Sam.
Samantha had her hand over her mouth- her eyes bulging. Seth's shock seemed to have worn off, his face reddened in anger. He was string directly at Jacob. Still, not breaking his glare he pulled Sam into his chest so that her eyes could no longer view the scene.
"How. Dare. You," Seth screamed, pissed. "You pull one of your famous disappearing acts, then come back and pull this?!" He gestured toward Jake's bottom half. I followed his hand, then regretted it- immensely.
His was nude. His body deprived of any clothes. I felt my cheeks redden to an extreme. I had just been on top of him not a moment ago. I looked away back at Seth- afraid to look back.
"Renesmee," He said seriously, still glaring at Jacob. "Get inside now, take Sam with you."
I rose slowly, each move making bringing my body farther from Jacob- casing immense pains. I knew I had to go know, even if every fiber of my being was begging for me to stay. Seth was becoming angry. I fought them, walking over to Sam and taking her arm. She recoiled from my touch, further into Seth's chest.
"Come." I said harshly. I was very tired of her shit at this point. Either she liked me or she didn't. I was trying to save her from an experience that would lave her scarred. Seth was starting to shake. I started to become fearful.
"NOW!" I screamed. She didn't comply. Seth's entire frame was starting to quiver. He knew there would be consequences of her actions if she didn't move know. He pushed her away, toward me. She seemed shocked- hurt. I ignored that. Quickly, I grabbed her by her arm and dragged her into the cottage.
I shut the door the second se were over the threshold. Looking toward Sam, I realized she had snapped out of her trance.
"How dare you touch me!" She hissed, her voice full of venom. Was I hearing right? Were my ear deceiving. I had just saved the bitch's life! I all but forgot the scene that was happening outside the closed door.
"You know what? I've had about enough of your crap. I haven't done anything to you, and yet I'm treated like this!"
"What do you mean, you haven't done anything to me?!" She hollered. "Get your facts straight, and stop playing dumb!"
JPOV
Renesmee, Ness, Nessie.
"I love you," She whispered. It washer. I knew it. I felt her cool hands against my skin, her hot breath was across my face, and her scent invade me. She placed sweet kissed across my face. It was really her. I prayed to God my mind wasn't playing tricks on me.
"Renesmee?" I murmured, my voice full of hope. Was it really her? Was she really here with me? Was it her lips that made contact with my skin?
"Oh Jacob!" She cried throwing her arms around me. It was her.
"Nessie." I whispered finally opening my eyes. She hovered over me, her long curls brushing against my face. She looked beautiful, but still a mess. I felt a ping of guilt shoot through me. I had done that to her.
My arms were around her in an instant, pulling her completely on top of me. I felt her cool skin against mine. All the distress, all the sadness, all the tears were all but forgotten in this one moment with her. " I love you," I whispered into her ear.
She shocked me. She started o sob. She sobbed my name over and over again. My heart was breaking. But did I really just think everything would magically fall back into place? Could see ever forgive me? I felt tears in my eyes, I tried to fight them, but as always I was to weak. My emotions took over.
"Nessie, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry," I murmured starting to rock her back and forward. "Please, please forgive me." She hid her face between my neck and shoulder.
Slowly, she lifted my head from my shoulder to look into my watery eyes. I waited for her to answer. She didn't. This was my fault. It was my fault I left, my fault I didn't come back. It was all my fault
"This is my fault," She hissed. I wasn't completely sure if she was talking to me, or herself. How could se think that? This was not her fault. And to make it all worse it was my actions that lead her to believe that. My fault, my fault, my fault. This my my fault. I'd hurt the one I loved. I loved her. I hurt her. This could never happen again.
"No. Don't say that. Don't think that. I shouldn't have left you. I should've came back. Don't think this is your fault, this one's all on me."
"Bu-" I cut her off. I kissed her. My feverish lips made contact with her cool one. She leaned forward, deepening the kiss. Her sense engulfed me whole. I heard her heart beat increase. I pulled away, letting her caught her breathe, but even then my lips did not leave her. I kissed down her neck and along her collarbone, never ceasing.
She was here. I was back We were together. I was whole- once again.
Suddenly a noised escaped her lips. I pulled away. Scared. I stopped breathing. Had I hurt her?
She pouted. "Jake I-"
"Did I hurt you?" I whispered, blunt distressed. Her face looked worried for a second, but then she smiled, and I knew everything was okay.
She parted her lips to speak but was interrupted. "JACOB?" Damn.
We were still laying on the ground, Nessie on top of me. I turned my head; she did the same. Seth and Samantha were running toward us. Seth puling his shirt over his head, and Samantha trying to fix her hair. She was wearing just a small tank top. Slut. Seems Ness and I weren't the only ones busy.
I looked at Nessie. Her cheeks were reddening. I smiled. She was truly beautiful.
"Jake? W-what are you doing here?" Seth stuttered. He was shocked. Why couldn't he just take a hint and go?
I remained silent, not wishing to speak to him. His face changed. From shocked to angry- pissed even. He glare at me, now it was my turn to be shocked.
I felt Nessie stiffen, as she realized the situation we were now confronted with: Seth was angry at me for just showing up again. Though I didn't see how any of this was his business, I understood. The waves of guilt hut me again, with full force. He was afraid I'd hurt her. My eyes started to tear as I remember the pictures of Nessie Embry had shone me.
Slowly Ness slid of me, taking a seat by my side.
Suddenly I heard gasps. Samantha had her hand over her mouth- her eyes bulging. Seth's face reddened in anger. He was string directly at me. Still, not breaking his glare he pulled Sam into his chest so that her eyes could no longer view the scene. I followed the place where her eyes at stared. Oh God. It was my lap. I wasn't wearing any clothes. At all.
"How. Dare. You," Seth screamed, pissed. "You pull one of your famous disappearing acts, then come back and pull this?!" He gestured toward my bottom half.
My cheeks redden. I looked toward Nessie. She glanced at my lap as well, only to look away as her cheeks turned violet. I smirked.
"Renesmee," Seth said seriously, bringing me out of fantasies. "Get inside now, take Sam with you."
Nessie rose, and my heart started to ache. I had only just gotten back, I was considering pissing Seth off even ore and following her, but I glanced at him.
I panicked. My mind started to race. He was shaking, and with Ness and Sam so close to! I couldn't move for fear that he would grow angrier. Renesmee seemed to notice as well, she made her way over to Seth and pulled on Sam's arm. It took al of my control not to snatch Renesmee and run.
Sam didn't move. She hugged Seth closer, choosing to ignore Seth's shaking. Nessie pulled again, but she didn't budge. Suddenly Seth pushed her, and Nessie caught and dragged her away. I heard the Door slam, and at that moment Seth phased. In a second I joined him, reading myself for an attack.
I was surprised to see tat he restrained himself. Abruptly I heard screaming from inside. They were screaming at each other? I didn't even waste a thought on that- though It angered me. Nessie just saved Samantha's fricken life!- Ness could handle a human. I had bigger problems.
Haha. Did yall like my chapter? I liked this one. Please let me know what you thought. BTW Sam really is a nice person. - Laura +=}