Flashback:

I look up and see Miley take her seat next to Kevin on the couch next to the chair I'm sitting in. Demi is in the chair on my left with Selena and Joe on the couch next to that. We are in Kevin's apartment, enjoying one of our Friday nights. Kevin makes some smart ass comment and everyone bursts out laughing.

"Yes, yes I admit he was a pretty bad choice okay?" Demi manages to spill between fits of laughter. "But you know it's not half as bad as Carter, Miley. Gosh and to think you were in love with him!" Everyone starts laughing again at this memory.

"Sorry, okay! I mean he was a great guy, I really did love him in a way…just because you all thought he was…"

"Creepy." Kevin shouts.

"Ugly." Demi chimes.

"Weird." Selena pipes up.

"All of the above." Joe points out.

Goosebumps grace my skin, at the thought of this guy. Miley in love with another guy, one none of us had approved of. I'm glad she is mine again, and not Carter's. "Miley you were so not in love with him." I try and sound casual, not jealous. No one else knows about us yet.

"Yes I was. It wasn't some kind of epic romance, but he was good to me and I enjoyed the time we spent together. Even if you all hated him." She looks at me with a glare, screaming don't you dare start anything none of them know!

"Geez Nick, Jealous? I hate to say it but she was pretty into that creeper." Selena leans around Joe to look in my eyes.

"Please, why would Nick me jealous?" Joe speaks as he gives both Miley and I an eye, wondering.

"Did I ever tell you guys about the time I walked into Miley's room and found her and Carter going at in on the bed? And I ran in the other direction thinking I was going to puke, because the site of her wanting to do anything with him was so revolting." Demi forces the words out while wearing a disgusted look in her face as she recalls the site. Suddenly she gags. "Sorry I totally just flashed back to that day."

The room erupts into laughter again. "Seriously guys why the hell do we need to talk about him?" My tone I realize is angrier then I planned.

"Nick why do you have to be so immature?, who cares if we talk about Carter and how much they all hate him? I mean he is in the past." Miley looks at me with fierce eyes as she speaks.

"Because I don't want to hear about some ex-boyfriend of yours that you supposedly loved." I spit the words at her, aware that there is no turning back now.

"I loved him Nick. Gosh I don't complain when we talk about your ex girlfriends!" She stands up and throws her arms into the air in frustration.

"Did we miss something? Because this feels like a fight you guys would have if you were together again. But you guys are just friends right?" Kevin asks cautiously as he eyes us then looks over to Joe, hoping maybe he has an answer.

"Damn it. Nick you couldn't have just pretended to not care. We didn't tell anyone because we weren't ready for them to know, and now look at what you have done!"

I stand up to meet at her level, staring her in the eyes, deep beautiful eyes full of hatred for me at the moment. My hand grazes her face for a brief second, before it moves down and grasps one of hers. Miley tries to jerk away but stops, "Yes Kevin, we are together again. It happened a few weeks ago, we wanted to keep it private but I messed up tonight." I keep my eyes on Miley's as I speak; we stand face to face just looking. "Now I guess you guys have some questions, correct?" I let go of Miley and sit back down. This night sure has taken a turn.

"So, guys let go out to lunch today. I'm thinking Italian, gosh I really want Italian. Oh and Joe before you open your mouth, yes you can invite Lilly." Demi trills through her end of the phone.

It was Wednesday, and I have had the apartment to myself for a week now. Nick had left with Kevin a few days after my interview with E! News, they are back in New Jersey scouting out a few new bands that are rumored to be killer. Joe on the other hand is keeping the production company running out here.

Suddenly Joe speaks, "I was not going to ask that Demetria. But great to know, now I have a meeting that Nick and Kev are phoning in on for the basic about our new record. It should be done around three. Is that good preggers?" Joe gave me that lovely nickname, after I told him I'm allowed to eat all the time and be hungry since I'm preggers. He found the word fantastic.

"Yes Joe I can wait till three. Demi, why isn't Sel in on this call?" I spoke in a dull tone when addressing Joe and then pepped up to my normal self for Demi.

"She isn't available, she left early this morning for the studio and then later today gosh she will kill me…but she has a date with this new guy Josh. It is there third one." Demi sounded truly excited for Selena; she hasn't been able to find a good guy in about a year now.

"Omgosh really? Well you will have to spill all the details later…"

Joe cut me off, "Yes, Yes we need all the juicy gossip." He spoke in a high girly voice mocking me.

"Alright, well meet you guys at Georgiou's then." I hung up the phone, and walked towards my room to lie down before my shower.

Four hours later I strolled into the restaurant, in a light blue off the shoulder flowing dress paired with a pair of knee high flat grey boots, black scarf and fringe purse across my body. Looking around, I quickly spot Lilly and Joe already seated, waiting for Demi and I to arrive. Suddenly Lilly looks away from the conversation and her piercingly dark eyes lock with mine as a welcoming smile spread across her face. She is truly beautiful, Joe was really lucky. Her shoulder length black hair was worn pin straight today, as I walked closer I could see her outfit, a slightly over sized black long sleeve band shirt which had been cut to hang of the shoulder on one side and a pair of light cutoffs. It fit perfectly on her slender pale body, so pale its always shocking to know she lives in California. "Hello everyone how are we today?" I sat down next to Joe, who was across from Lilly at the square table for four. Seconds later Demi dressed similarly to Lilly appeared.

"Well hello. Lilly did you plan on copying me today?" The laughed as the checked out each other's outfits.

Minutes later we all sat laughing and catching up, telling stories about crazy paparazzi or family.

"So Miley, you look fantastic, proudly pregnant. How far along are you?" Her smile spread across her face, she is just so friendly.

"Well thank you! I'm just about five months and everything with the pregnancy is going fantastically. I just feel so great, it's crazy and weird but thrilling." There where butterflies in my stomach, or was that movement?

"Well everything with the pregnancy is great, her marriage on the other hand. Well that isn't so great right now, is it Miles?" Joe spoke up, looking at me with a smart ass grin on his face.

My blood began to boil; I have barely even told him that Nick and I are fighting a lot. Ever since that damn press release, Jesus that means Nick told him and now he is telling everyone at the table. "Joe what the hell! I never told you any of that, so you aren't betraying me you are betraying your brother! And why the hell would you say that now in front of people!"

"I'm just saying the truth, besides we are all friends here." He was trying to act as if he had just said something irrelevant.

"Joe you know that it was so fucked up for you to say that. Besides Nick and I are doing fine, we just had a bump in the road after the press release." I try desperately to play off everything as nothing.

"Miley, two days before he left we were talking about it so don't deny it," Why is he such an ass today.

"Well that is interesting, because I recall having hot steamy sex with him a day before he left, so I wonder who I right here." I stood up and slammed my chair into the table. "I'm sorry ladies, but due to the fact that my ex best friend is a complete ass hold today I'm going to leave." I turn on my heel, throw my sunglasses on my face and march to the car trying to hide the tears streaming down my face. ASS.