Well, i finally updated. i hope you all like it. and thank you so much for sticking with me on this. i hope its long enough for you. so plz enjoy this delicious chapter, and review. review=love. hehe.
--The New Bella Cullen
BPOV
Ok, I know I woke up with a hangover, but as soon as I started to hear Edward moan my name, all was forgotten. I swallowed hard, and looked up at my sleeping Adonis. He looked so cute and innocent while sleeping, but what I just heard was sooo not innocent. He was starting to grind on me, so I made a quick decision to wake him up before I couldnt think at all. I placed my hands on his hips to try and stop his erratic movements, and called out to him.
"Edward... Edward?" he moaned one last time, then opened those beautiful green eyes and stared at me. He was sweating, and his eyes darted around the room, then landed on his clock. With wide eyes, he turned back to look at me, then he swallowed hard. I decided I needed to loosen him up a bit, so I smiled up at him, then moved my hands up to his neck and pulled his head down so I could place my lips on his. He wrapped his strong arms around me, and tried to pull me closer, but I pulled away instead. Now that he was back to normal, he had some explaining to do. He met my curious gaze and asked my unanswered question that was playing around in my mind.
"Ummm, so what just happened?" he brushed a piece of hair that had fallen into my eyes, and placed it back behind my ear.
"Well, from what I heard and saw, your were having one heck of a dream. But of course, I didn't want to wake you, especially since I got to be part of it." I giggled and let my hand trail down from his hip up to his chest then down to his thigh. I actually felt him shiver, and then tighten his grip around my waist.
"Well, since you enjoyed it so much," he bucked his hips at me a bit and I had to fight not to moan, "then maybe we could finish it." he told me in a voice so seductive, I could've taken him then and there. But instead, I just bit my lip and moaned, then I bucked my hips. His head bent down to my neck, and he began to suck gently at it. I bit back a moan, and I knew there would be a mark there later. I giggled and my hands reached up at his hair and pulled slightly. He hissed, but didnt stop.
"Edward, oh god." I moaned loudly before I could stop myself. But he just bucked his hips, then his face was in front of mine, as he recaptured my lips. He started to suck on my bottom lip, then his tongue darted into my mouth, not waiting for entrance. He rolled so he was on top of me, but he never broke the kiss. Hmmm, talented. Just before I fainted from the lack of air, he broke the kiss, and moved to the top part of my chest. I was breathing heavily, and my mind was now resorted to mush. Nothing was going through my mind except Edward and his face. His right hand moved down to my thigh and started to massage the soft skin there. His other hand moved under my silk tank and stroked my stomach. God, this man was amazing. I was starting to get excited, but I couldnt stop myself. I just bucked my hips, and my right knee acidentally went between his legs, which caused him to moan loudly. He moved his lips back up to mine, and I was more than happy to oblidge, but then his hand moved to the inside of my thigh, and I instantly froze up. I didnt mean to, but my body responded to the touch before my mind did.
Edward seemed to notice my tense body, so he pulled back and met my eyes, which I'm sure were wide as quarters. Then I saw something pass through his eyes, and cloud his face as he rolled off me, hands at his sides. Rejection. I've felt it many times. and I knew he was probably confused and hurt. He finally said something after our breathing went back to normal. I was looking at him when he turned his head to look at me.
"Did I do something wrong? Because if I did, then please tell me." He looked so hurt, it made my heart clench. His left hand moved to my cheek, and I sighed and turned my head so I could kiss his soft palm. I shook my head, then turned back to him. I smiled, but i know it didnt reach my eyes. I could feel it. I messed up, now how do I fix it.
"No, Edward, you didn't do anything wrong. It was my fault. I didn't mean for things to get out of hand like that." I closed my eyes for a minute but opened them again. "It's not like I didn't enjoy it. Because, oh god…" I trailed off with my eyes closed and let out a soft, moan and gently bucked my hips. "It's just, I don't like doing this kind of stuff. Not until I'm married. Do you see my point?" I tried to explain my point, silently hoping he understood. Realization finally crossed his face then he smiled. He bent down to give me a chaste kiss, but instead, my hands went to his hair and pulled him closer as his arms wound around my waist. I moaned, but pulled away. I smiled a full smile and got up. I was walking over to the dresser when I heard Edwards delicious moan. I stopped and turned to see him checking out my body. I blushed but he didnt see.
"Bella… when you look like that, you're not helping my resolve. Its taking all my will power not to do what I did to you 5 minutes ago." I giggled and sauntered over to him. I bent down, trying to give him a clear view of my chest, testing him to see if he'd pay attention to me instead of my chest. He passed. His eyes stayed on me, with some effort.
"Well my dear Edward. I just said we couldn't go all the way. So technically, what we just did is aloud, as long as we don't get carried away." I ran my hand down his chest to the inside of his right thigh, but then left after his eyes closed. I picked up my clothes and went to the bathroom, shutting the door. I giggled quietly at my well done work. He wanted me, and bad. I wouldnt deny that I felt a strong need for him to, but I wouldnt act on it... yet. I threw on my clothes, then brushed out my knotted brown hair. My hair had gotten long, probably time for a trim. I looked at my eyes. They had more life to them now. They werent that dead lifeless brown anymore. They were vibrant, and glowing. I turned to the full-length mirror he had, and took myself in. The person I saw, was the person I used to see all the time, when Jacob was alive. I looked like my old self, all thanks to Rose, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and especially Edward. They took me in and cared for me and held me in my time of need. They were the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for, and they were mine. I closed my eyes and a tear of happiness rolled down my cheek. I smiled, then turned back to the sink and brushed my teeth. When I decided I was now presentable, I walked back to the bedroom. Edward was the first thing I saw. He was wearing a white button-up shirt, with the top 3 buttons un-done, and faded blue jeans. I noticed he was checking me out too, and I rolled my eyes before he reached my face. I walked over to him and smiled and grabbed his hand. I started to walk, but he stopped me with a tug on my hand. When I turned around, I had the breath knocked out of me as Edward pinned me up against a wall.
He leaned down to my ear, and my breathing was becoming fast and shallow. "You look amazing, love. A shiver ran through me as he grazed my lobe, and his nose skimmed down to my jawline, where he kissed me. "I could say the same about you, handsome." was my short response. I didnt want to talk right now. There were other things that flitted through my mind that showed me what I really wanted to do at that moment. My thumbs went to his beltloops, and i tugged downwards on them. I started to grind and rock against him, which earned a soft moan too escape his perfect lips.
"Oh god, Bella." He bucked his hips, and kissed my neck. But then he pulled away, and a whimper escaped my lips. He just chuckled at me and held his hand out. I took it reluctantly, and he pulled me to him. He then picked me up, and held me tightly. "You know what? Your being awfully teasing. That little stunt you just pulled was not nice." I giggled and kissed his neck. He just laughed it off and headed out. While we walked down the hallway to my room, he caught me looking at him, and asked me what i was looking at. The answer that came from my lips took me by surprise and brought back painful, but happy memories. I didnt want to tell him that I was thinking about how that was the last thing I said to Jacob before he died, and thankfully, he dropped it. After giving me a piggy-back ride, we reached the room, and with a bit more playing, we finally quieted down. But when we did, we heard giggles from the other side of the door. I looked at Edward, confused. He met my gaze and reflected my confusion. I grabbed the knob, and opened the door to something so unexpected, I couldve fainted.
Alice, Emmett, Rose, and Jasper were standing by the door, water guns pointed and ready, and shot as soon as I was in site. When the water hit me, and my brain finally registered what was happening, I screamed and ran into the room, and straight for the kitchen. Edward followed closely behind me, also soaked. I grabbed pitchers from under the counter, and filled them with water. Jasper was the first one to reach us, but when he aimed at me, I turned and threw water that was in one of the pitchers on him. The look on his surprised face when I threw the water at him was priceless. Edward and me both laughed and soon, all hell broke loose. Everyone was chasing everyone, and water was everywhere. Finally, we all settled down, and, taking in each others appearances, erupted into laughter. Rose was the first one to recover and she dragged me, along with Alice, to her and my bedroom. I went to my dresser and pulled out some clothes. While getting dressed, Alice and Rose wouldnt shut up for one second, as they kept throwing questions at me, that I had to answer. Finally, after giving them all the details, we walked back to the living room. The guys were all sitting around, laughing and waiting. I sauntered over to Edward and plopped down on his awaiting lap. He kissed my cheek gently, and got back to the conversation.
Soon, after sitting around just throwing out random questions, Alice had an idea. She jumped up from Jaspers lap and ran to the phone. She dialed some unknown number, and spoke in hushed whispers. After she was done, she ran back to us, and jumped back onto Jaspers lap. We all looked at her expectantly, and she finally sighed and rolled her eyes. She looked at each of us and said, "Dont worry. I just made reservations. We're going to eat at this cool new italian restaurant that just opened. I dont know how to pronounce the name, but I hear it's really good." she smiled and for a second, I thought she would seriously give herself a pat on the back. Rose stood up and looked at me, then Alice did the same thing, and I knew what was next. No, no, no. Please not dress-up! They grabbed my arms and hauled me to the room, and I begged Edward to save me with my eyes. He just shrugged his shoulders and looked away. Ah hell no!! He's in deep shit now. I nearly growled at him as I was pulled through the doorway to hell.
EPOV
Ok, so now, by not helping Bella and just looking away like that, I knew I was in some deep shit. But what was I supposed to do? Throw her over my shoulder and run back to my room and lock the door. hmmmm, on second thought, thats not such a bad idea. No, bad Edward, stay focused. When Bella comes out, shes gonna murder you. I swallowed hard and looked to my brothers. They were staring at me with mouths hanging open.
"What?" I already knew what they were gaping about, but I still needed to hear it. Emmett shook his head and looked almost sorry for me. "I cant believe you just did that to Bella. Did you see the look on her face before the door closed. I swear she almost growled. Shes gonna murder you when she gets out." I swallowed again, and fidgeted on the couch.
"Seriously Edward. That was the look of pure evil. I'd be scared if I was you. When Alice gives me that look, she ignores me for about a good week. No kissing, touching, talking, cuddling, and no hugging. Talk about torture. And knowing she has Rose and Alice on her side, its only gonna be worse for you." I actually flinched and just sat there, staring at my hands. Crap, I'm an idiot. About 5 minutes later of just sitting there, Rose and Bella's door opened and out came Alice, who walked over to Jasper with a calm serene look, then Rose, who had a sickenly sweet devious smile playing on her lips, and last Bella sauntered out and my jaw dropped. She was wearing a mini denim skirt, and a strapless white tanktop, that showed off her stomach. And to top it off, she was wearing black heels, and her hair was draped around her face. Her chin was held high as she walked over to the spot beside me on the couch. I looked over at her and smiled, no response. I tried to grab her hand, but she pulled away. I sighed, and got up. I looked around, and decided it was time to go.
I grabbed the keys and threw them at Emmett. He caught them with ease and we filed out. Bella walked beside me, chin still high, and didnt fall once. "Bella," I started, but was cut off with a flick of her wrist. She didnt want to hear it. Damnit. I screwed up. When we reached the Jeep, she stood there and stared at it. I came up behind her and began to reach out towards her, when she turned to glare at me. My hands instantly dropped to my sides, and I watched as she struggled to climb up to the seat, but she finally got in. I climbed in next, and stared out the window. This was going to be a long night.
BPOV
Rose and Alice insisted that I try and ignore Edward for the rest of the day, for his little stunt he pulled. I bit back tears that stung my eyes as I looked out the windshield of the jeep. This would be hard. I knew that. But I had to ignore him no matter how much i wanted to reach out and grab his hand. I clenched and unclenched my jaw many times and crossed and uncrossed my legs. When we finally reached the restaurant, I was on the verge of hysteria. He looked so hurt, my heart kept clenching. But I had to be strong. Remember, he hadnt made one move to try and save you. We walked into the restauraunt and Alice told the waiter about the reservations. He walked us to our table, and gave us some classy looking menus. I looked through it, trying to understand, when Edward leaned over and and pointed to some kind of chicken meal, and said, "I would reccomend that." I gave him a tight nod, trying to clear my mind of the haze his smell left. He sighed and straightened back up. We ordered our food, and Emmett began to tell us stories of when they used to be younger. I was laughing so hard, I had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom before I peed myself. I checked my makeup and outfit in the mirror and took several deep breaths. "You can do this Bella. Your a strong girl." I told myself then rolled my shoulders a couple of times to help relax.
I walked back out to find our food at the table and everyone digging in. I smiled and giggled. I sat back down and looked at Alice. "So is the food as good as you heard it was?" She nodded quickly and kept eating. I took small bites instead, savoring the rich taste of the italian. It was so good, it made my mouth water for more. I erupted into a fit of giggles when Emmett tried to cut a carrot and the carrot broke and hit Jasper square in the forehead. He sent death glares and Emmett and I swear I heard him growl. That just made me laugh harder. I could feel Edward's eyes watching me, but I didnt turn to face him. If I looked into those big emerald pools, I'd lose it and forgive him instantly. So instead I just refocused my eyes back down on my food and began eating again. I could tell Edward was fidgeting alot, and it hurt me to know I was the one doing this to him, but he needed to learn his lesson. He pissed me off. After dinner, we headed back to the dorms. While everyoned headed up, I felt Edward grab my wrist and pull me back. I tried to pull free and shake him off, but his grip was firm.
"Bella, we need to talk." His voice as calm and firm also. I turned to him and rolled my eyes. I heard him growl. He thought I wasnt taking him seriously. Psh. Yeah, with someone who has eyes that look like they're on fire, its hard not to take them seriously. I just stared at him waiting for him to continue. He closed his eyes and took two deep breaths, and looked at me. His voice was low and controlled. "What is up with you?" What is up with me?! He ignores me in the dorm when I begged with my eyes for him to help and he's asking whats wrong with me. So I just glared back at him. He sighed and took a step closer to me. I took a step back. He sighed again.
"Okay! Fine! I'm sorry! I really am. I shouldnt have ignored you. I shouldve at least talked to Rose and Alice. Now will you please talk to me? Its killing me." The way he whispered the ending, in a broken strangled tone, broke me. My heart hurt bad enough because I caused him to hurt. I ran up to him and threw my arms around his neck and jumped up, hoping he'd catch me. He did. My mouth crashed into his, neither of us waiting for entrance, as our tongues danced together. I missed his smooth mouth on mine. I kissed him hard. When we needed air, I broke the kiss first and kissed him everywhere on his face, whispering small "I'm sorry's" between every kiss. He finally looked me in the eyes, and his were alight and happy. He placed a gentle kiss on my nose and hugged me. I closed me eyes and breathed in his wonderful and familiar scent.
"I'm sorry. I overreacted. I shouldnt have done that to you. It was unfair." I whispered my apology against his warm neck and kissed it gently. It wasnt until I looked at him and his hand ran across my cheek, catching the fallen tears, that I realized I had been crying. "You know, this is like our first fight." he whispered his eyes still locked with mine as he walked to the elevator, me still firmly attached to him. I felt so right in his arms as he held me tight and protective. Thats when I realized, this is where I wanted to be forever. I never wanted to have to leave this warm embrace, and Edward, and the protective, loving feeling he gave me. Ever. This is where I hoped to stay. I knew I belonged here. Hopefully he felt that too. We finally reached the room with my head resting on his shoulder and my eyes feeling awfully heavy, as I tried to stifle a yawn. It didnt work. His body rumbled with his chuckle.
"Bella, love, go to sleep. Dont worry, I'll stay with you tonight. Just sleep." When we walked into the room, everything was in its familiar place. Emmett and Rose were on the couch, Alice and Jasper hogging the armchair, and their soft snores filled the quiet room. They looked so peaceful. I sighed in content, and kissed Edwards neck once again. One of his hands came up to my hair and started to stroke it. He whispered hushed nothings into my ear, and then laid me down onto my all too familiar and comfortable bed and he laid down with me. He kissed my head, and started to hum some unknown lullabye to me. It wasnt something I'd ever heard. "Edward..." I started and he stopped humming. "Yes love?" he whispered, his voice thick with sleep. "What is that song? I've never heard it." I asked. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my small waist and pulled me close.
"It's not familiar because I wrote it. For you." He whispered and I gasped. He... wrote that? For me? I felt a tear of pure happiness and love fall from my eye. I turned in his arms and looked into his familiar green eyes. They looked so sincere and full of love. I kissed him gently on the lips, and pulled away. "Edward?" he blinked twice and refocused on me again. We were both so tired. "Yes love?" his voice sounded far off and sleepy. I kissed him again and whispered, "I love you." in his ear. He smiled and pulled me tighter to his body and kissed my forehead, then my nose, and finally on my lips. "I love you too, my Bella, my love." he whispered against my lips. He pecked me gently one last time, and we both slipped off into dreamland. I cant wait till tomorrow. was my last thought, as Edwards face flitted across my mind over and over again.
Wow, Im sooooo soooooo soooooo soooooo sorry i havent updated in so long!!! i never really meant to postpone that long. i really am sorry. so i hoped you all loved this chapter, and ill try really hard to update at least once a week. =] please review. it means alot when you guys do. it helps me write more. so plz tell me wat you all thought of this chapter. I for one, really loved it. the ending was so sweet. if you all want more argue, angry bella or angry edward, tell me. ill probably put more arguements in later on. and NO this is not the end if you all are thinking that. it just sounds like it, but its not. if you have any questions, feel free to ask. id be happy to answer. and maybe if they're funny or just really good, ill put them on here. one of my fav authors do that, and i thought it was cool. so plz review, tell me if you hate it love it, adore it or wat. thanks guys. your awesome for sticking with me. ill try to update next week.
--forever yours, lol,
The New Bella Cullen, [P.S- yes i changed my name, just so you kno.=] i like this name better.]