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BPOV
"Edward! Edward! Please, open up!" I banged on the door to his dorm, tears streaming down my face. I knew he could hear me. I was banging so hard and sobbing. Maybe he just didn't want to see me. I would understand. But I needed to see him right now. If only for a second, I just needed to see his face. I turned around and hit the door with my back and looked up at the ceiling, tears coming faster. I slid down until I hit the floor and pulled my knees up to my stomach and put my forehead on my knees, sobbing loudly. I didn't care who heard me. I wrapped my arms around my knees and pleaded silently, mostly to myself.
"Please. Just please. I need him." I went on like this for a few more minutes and I was only faintly aware of the door opening and someone saying my name and wrapping their ams around me.
1 week earlier
I walked into my dorm and went to the fridge. I was so thirsty, my throat was like a desert. I grabbed a water and closed the door. Then I saw a note.
Bells,
Went for a walk with Emmett and Jasper. Be back in a little while. Edward should be at his dorm if you need him.
Love Alice and Rose.
I rolled my eyes and went to grab my bag. When I got to the couch to get it, it wasn't there. Ummm? I left it right here. There's no way it grew legs and walked away. I giggled at the thought of that. That conversation would not go well with my teachers. Well Mr. Butler, you see, I didn't do my homework because my bag kind of grew legs and ran away, books and all. Yeah, not happening. I scoped out the living room and kitchen, then even Alice's room. No where. I walked to my bedroom and opened the door slightly. I looked in, and saw my bag laying on my bed. Hmmmm, I dont remember coming in here. I shook my head and walked into my room. I didnt shut the door, so I was frozen from fear when I heard it click close. I was so scared, I didn't turn around. I must be pretty stupid for not seeing this coming. I heard someone come up behind me and I prepared to scream, but then a hand covered my mouth. I closed my eyes tightly and whimpered. I felt someone press up behind me and I dropped my bag. I was debating on whether I should bite the strangers hand or stomp his foot, but then I heard the stranger chuckle.
All escape plans flew from my mind at that moment because the sound was so familiar, I would know it anywhere. Now instead of fear, anger coursed through my body and I seriously started thinking about biting his hand or stomping on his foot again. His hand left my mouth and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed my neck and I felt him smiling. That just made me angrier. I broke away from his embrace and pushed him away. Hurt crossed his face but then he must have saw the anger in my eyes and on my face because his face went blank and he swallowed hard. I walked up to him and thought about slapping him for a minute, but instead I just pushed him again, and his back bumped the door.
"I. Cant. Believe. You. Did. That. Do you know how much you scared me? I seriously thought you were some rapist or something." I told him but I didn't scream or yell at him. "I mean, its not like I couldn't of just beat you senseless if you were, but you still scared me." He looked up at me then, a wide smile breaking across his face.
"You wouldnt have been able to beat me up. I'm like ten times your size. Please." He rolled his eyes and turned and opened the door. He started to walk out and I ran up behind him, and knocked his feet out from under him. He fell onto his butt and looked up at me. I just laughed at him and got into my fighting stance. I motioned for him to make his move. He got up and smiled a devious smile.
"I don't want to hurt you love. Your just so tiny." He provoked me. My irritation flared and I glared at him. "Oh your not going to hurt me. I'm not as fragile as you think." I kicked him in his stomach then and he staggered back. He stood still for a minute, to catch his breath, but when he looked up, I punched him in the arm. He looked at me and determination was in his eyes. He got into a stance and came up to me. I backed up a bit, but he came up again and slapped my thigh, hard. So I side-kicked his arm, but he grabbed my leg and pulled it up to his shoulder. I was now trying to balance on one foot, so I punched his chest and he let go. After I regained my balance, we continued our little wrestle match. I don't know how long we continued like that, but it came to its end after I tackled him and he fell to the floor. So now I was on top of him, with my knees pinning his arms down and my hands on either side of his head. He smirked up at me and rolled his eyes.
"Okay, so you could kick my butt. Big deal. How did you learn to fight like that anyways?" This time I rolled my eyes and released his arms and just sat on his chest. "I took defense lessons in High School. Just like any other girl. Also having a police officer for a dad had its perks." I laughed a little but then went silent. The word had ran through my mind over and over. Edward notice and leaned up to kiss me. I returned it, but not whole-heartedly.
"Love, wont you tell me what's wrong?" he asked. Tears sprang into my eyes as I thought about my dad. I'll always be watching over you. And I'll always be there for you. Just remember that. were his last words. "My dad, died 4 years ago. Of heart failure. It was the beginning of my freshman year in high school. He was always there for me, always watching over me. I miss him so much." I sobbed quietly and he wiped my tears away.
"Well, he sure does know how to teach self-defense." Edward said trying to lighten the mood. I giggled and leaned down to kiss him. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him, and my hands tangled into his hair. His tongue grazed my bottom lip and I opened my mouth. One of my hands slid down to his chest and traced his abs through his shirt.
"Whoa! Are we interrupting something?" we jumped apart when we heard Emmett. I looked up, and Rose and Alice were giggling and Emmett rolled his eyes. I got up and held my hand out to Edward. He took it and got up. "Not really Em. But you did miss Bella kicking my butt at a wrestling match." I turned cherry red and Emmett started laughing at his brother. I walked over to Alice, who was holding our mail. I grabbed it from her and looked through it. I saw a letter from my mom and grabbed it, giving the rest to Alice. I walked to my room, but turned around when I heard someone following me. It was Edward, of course. I held up my hand to stop him and walked into my room and shut the door. I jumped onto my bed and tore the letter open.
Bella,
Hey kiddo. How's it going? Everything here is going good. I miss you so much. How's Alice and Rose? Tell them I said hi, and I miss them also. Book club is good. We're now reading a book called Twilight. Oh, its so good. I'll have to send you a copy sometime. I believe you'll really love it. Subbing is going good. Oh, I know you don't want to think about this, and that your probably finally getting over it, but I just wanted to tell. I'm sorry, but you do know it's your and Jacob's anniversary, right? I just thought it would be nice if you went over to the cemetary and saw him for a minute. I'm sorry. I have to go.
Love,
Mom
I dropped the letter and pulled out my cellphone to check the date. And sure enough, it was November 2nd. I dropped my phone and pulled my knees up to my chest. Tears streamed down my face as I thought about how me and Jacob met.
Flashback November 2nd 2005
I walked up and down the sandy beach of First Beach at La Push. I looked up at the sky and thought about those last words my dad had told me. My eyes stung and my cheeks were wet from crying. It was a week after he died. I had the sense that someone was watching me and I looked towards the road. There stood a handsome guy, watching me. He was tall and well built, with black shiny hair. He had russet skin so I knew he was from La Push. He smiled when he saw me looking and he walked towards me. When he reached me, he was much taller. I smiled small up at him and he smiled back.
"So whats a beautiful girl like yourself doing out here crying and by herself." he had a deep voice. I laughed at him, and looked down. Beautiful. You've got to be kidding. I'm the opposite of beautiful. I sighed and looked back up at him.
"My dad just died. And I'm not alone. Your here, aren't you?" His smile disappeared for a minute, then he smiled just a bit after a minute.
"Oh, I'm sorry. That must be terrible. Were you close?" why does he want to know. He doesn't even know me. But yet, I nodded and told him about me and my dad. How close we were, and how him and my mom loved each other very much. And how he took part of us with him when he went away. Silent tears fell down my face, but he wiped them away. I don't know why, but I closed the space between us and leaned into him. I didn't care if he ran away, I just needed some support right now, and he was so warm and soft. Instead, he wrapped his huge arms around me and hugged me gently.
End flashback
I sobbed on my bed for a good half hour until I heard the door open. I looked up when I felt someone sit on the bed. His face looked pained and he wiped away my tears. I climbed up onto his lap and sobbed into his chest. He just held me and let me ruin his shirt. Finally I quieted down and he stroked my hair.
"Bella... can I ask whats the matter?" He asked quietly. I just nodded and pointed towards the letter. He picked it up and read through it. I felt him tense and I looked up to see his face twisted into pain and sadness. He sat the letter down and got up.
I sat up and tears welled up in my eyes again. He paced back and forth for a minute and finally came to a stop. He looked over at me, tears glistening in his eyes. My tears fell over and streaked my face. He shook his head and a tear fell over his cheek. "Bella, I just... I cant be with you if you still want him. It just seems weird. I think we should give each other some space, then you can get your feelings situated." The tears were coming freely now, and faster. He was breaking up with me! I shook my head, tears falling everywhere.
"No, no no no! Don't...don't do this! Please. I need you!" I sobbed. I got up off the bed and took a step towards him but stopped. "Don't." but it was too late. He'd already done it, and I couldn't change his mind. A few tears fell down his face and he looked down.
"I just think this is for the best right now. You know?" He told me. I looked at him and I couldn't help it. Anger, sadness, pain, coursed through me as I looked at the man I wanted to stay with for the rest of my life. So I slapped him. I don't know what over came me. It was a hard slap, my hand stung. My eyes blurred, and I fell to my knees. "You think this is for the best?! What the hell? How can you think that?" I screamed and looked at him from my place on the floor. "You know what! I don't want to hear the answer. I don't want to hear anything from the guy who just broke my heart into a million pieces. Just get out!" I sobbed and screamed. But he just stood there, eyes closed and tears streaming silently from his eyes. So I stood up and pushed him away from me, towards the door. "Go! Get out of here! I don't want to see you anymore!" His back hit the door and I stepped away from him. He turned and opened the door. Before he shut the door he turned towards me.
"Bella... I'm..." but I cut him off. My eyes were so blurred from the tears I couldn't really make him out. "No! I don't want to hear it! Just go away!!" I screamed and my voice broke. He turned and walked out. Walked out of my room, my dorm, and my heart. I sat there for a full minute before my mind registered what just happened. I jumped off the bed and ran out of the room, looking around frantically. Everyone else must of heard our fight/break-up because Alice was crying and Rose was looking at me, a pained expression on her face. Emmett was holding her, and Jasper was comforting Alice. I looked towards the door. He was gone. I screamed and the next thing i knew the floor came up to meet me. But I just landed on my knees, my hands beating on the floor. I grabbed the first thing I saw, a shoe. I threw it at the door. Then I got up and ran to the kitchen and just grabbed different things, throwing against the floor and the walls. After running out of things to throw in the kitchen, I stormed to my room and raided my drawers and closet, throwing out anything that belonged to him or reminded me of him, screaming the whole time. Finally Emmett came in and grabbed me, holding me like any good brother would. And that's what he was in that moment. The brother I never had. I cried into his chest, for who knows how long, but finally I felt like I ran dry. I leaned into Emmett and my eyes drooped. I was asleep before my head hit the pillow.
3 Days ago
The plate flew across the little kitchen and broke against the wall. "Dammit Bella!! Eat something! Anything! I don't care if its paper, just eat!" Alice screamed at me from her spot at the table, tears running down her face. I looked at the plate, which was broken into millions of pieces that had falling to the floor. Just like my heart, broken into millions of pieces. I looked from the plate, and back to Alice. She looked torn between outrage and pain. Two emotions that you hardly ever saw Alice as. It broke my heart even more to know I was doing this to her. A tear fell down my face.
"I'm... I'm sorry Alice." I whispered. I heard her walk around the table to me. I looked up at her. "Please, Bella just eat something. Please. You've lost so much weight and you hardly ever sleep anymore. Rose and me worry 'bout you 24/7 day and night. You're shriveling up into nothing." She pleaded with me. I looked away from her and out the window. "I'm not hungry Alice." I told her simply. She screamed again.
"'I'm not hungry Alice, I'm not tired Rose, I'm over it you guys'. Its always the same thing, over and over! She stormed off and slammed the door to her room. I sighed and got up from the table and walked to the pantry to get the broom. I started to sweep up the mess that Alice made. I almost had it all cleaned up when te doorbell rang. I set the broom down and walked slowly to the door. I looked down at what I was wearing. Baggy pants and an old t-shirt. Not one of my best outfits, but who cares when you have no one to impress any more. The doorbell rang again and I reached for the doorknob. I almost broke down in tears when I saw who was standing there. When he saw me, he looked down.
"Hey Bella. I was just wondering if everything was okay? I heard screaming and something break." Edward finished. I pushed my hair behind my ear and looked away from the door. "Yea, everythings fine. Just Alice having one of her fits. You know?" I said almost laughing. Almost.
"Yea. Are you okay Bella? You look... Different." He said. I looked back at him reluctantly. I pulled out my best act and used my usual line. "Yea, I'm just fine." I smiled slightly and looked away again.
"Um, okay. Well I guess I'll go then. Goodbye." "Bye" and I shut the door.
EPOV
Even I could see the changes in Bella. She was... different. I stood outside her door, thinking. She was skinnier, and the dark circles were all to noticeable. Her brown eyes weren't that vibrant chocolate color anymore. They were just a dull lifeless color. Her cheeks were pale, no longer that rosy pink. She wasn't my Bella anymore. She was the Bella I saw that first day I met her. Just a shadow of what she used to be. A tear fell down my cheek. Alice must have been yelling at her about something. I walked back to my dorm and thought.
BPOV
I sat on my bed and brushed my wet hair. Rose and Alice were in the living room, just talking. I could barely hear them. I knew they didn't like being around me when I'm like this. Why did this have to happen? Its all my fault. I let him read the letter, I let him go, I told him to go. I've been blaming myself ever since we broke up. I couldn't help it. I knew it was true. I replayed memories over and over in my head. Happy, sad, old, new. It didn't matter. Anything was better than facing reality, so I lived in my memories.
"Edward? I love you."
"I love you too, my Bella, my Love."
A tear rolled down my face as I went through my memory of our break up. I layed down on my bed and went over the night again and again, until I was asleep, and I relived it in my dream.
1 Day earlier
I walked out of my class, pushing my laptop into my bag, when I bumped into someone. I looked at the person and saw strawberry blonde hair and knew who it was before I even looked at her face. She was frowning, but her eyes said otherwise.
"Oh, Bella. I'm so sorry to hear about what happened between you and Edward. I guess that somethings just aren't meant to be. Right?" Tanya said. I rolled my eyes and pushed by her. "Oh, so I guess you wont mind if I ask him out then? You know, since he doesn't love you anymore?" I turned to look at her and she was smiling innocently at me. "Besides, you guys were wrong for each other anyways. He's so much better off with me." I walked up to her and told her something I've wanted to say ever since I saw her.
"You know what Tanya? You're such, a whore. And a bitch. And an airhead. I dont see how you ever, made it to college. And Edward would never, go out with someone like you. Last time I checked, slut, wasn't his type." And with tears falling down my cheeks, I turned and stormed away. I reached the dorm and took two deep breaths before I went in. Rose was in the kitchen, and Alice was flipping through channels on the T.V. I said my Hi's and went to my room. I changed into my boy shorts and pink camisole and came back out. Rose was setting up the table for dinner, Alice on the phone with Jasper. I had at least 5 more minutes before dinner, so I went back to my room and pulled out my phone. I went to my videos and pulled one of my favorite ones up. It was taken in my room, on one of the mornings Edward stayed the night with me. His hair was unusually messy, and his mouth parted a bit. I was sitting up in bed, and playing with the hem of his shirt.
"Edward? Wake up. Its time to get up." I said gently. He rolled slightly. He was on his back now, arm over his eyes. I got up and straddled his hips. A small smile was playing at his lips. I leaned down, making him think I was going to kiss him, but instead I moved and licked his cheek. His eyes flew open and he glared at me. I giggled, and he smiled at me. His arms moved to my waist and he held me. I leaned down and placed a small peck on his lips.
"Good morning, handsome.." I smiled. He looked at the phone in my hand and smirked. "So we're being video taped this morning? How original." I laughed and he tickled my sides. I rolled off him and he grabbed the phone from my hand. He turned it so it was facing him.
"Hello, this is Edward. Our little video must end now. I dont think our viewers would like to see the show we're about to put on." He wiggled his eyebrows.
"Edward!" I slapped his arm and he feigned hurt. He leans down to kiss me, shutting the phone on his way down.
"Bella! Dinner's ready!" I heard Rose call. I don't see why they bother. They both know I'm not going to eat I get up and go to the table. They're sitting, laughing like nothings wrong. But for once, I feel better, not complete and ready to move on, but good enough to laugh and eat with them. They seemed pleased by this. Since its a Friday, the guys came over to watch a movie with us. I sat on the floor while Rose answered the door for the boys. But I heard Rose's tone turn sour and she stomped into the living room, followed by a sorry looking Emmett and a terrified Jasper. But a third someone followed. With his bronze untidy hair and green eyes, he looked as sexy as always. He looked pained when he saw me, He sat in one of the recliners we had, but never used. I stayed on the floor, and tried so hard to pay attention, but in the end I got up and said I was to tired to watch anymore. I said my good nights and walked to the room. I laid up in bed, wishing that Edward was laying with me, singing me to sleep with the lullaby he wrote me. I heard the boys leave and Rose come into the room quietly. I was only half awake though. I felt her reach down and pluck the phone from my hands from when I was watching videos of me and Edward. I heard her watch the one I fell asleep on. It was the one from when we went to the beach not to long ago. A tear fell down my cheek as I listened and finally I heard her shut the phone, sigh, and lay in bed.
That night, I dreamnt of being on a beach, and Edward was there, far ahead of me. I tried to run to him, to reach him, but with every step I took, he just slipped farther away.
Present day
It was Friday afternoon, and I just got back from visiting my mom. I didn't realize how much I missed her until I saw her. She looked the same, maybe just a bit different, but all the same. She asked how I was doing, and like always I lied and said fine. I had been telling this lie so often now, that I actually almost started to believe it myself. She seemed to see through it, but didn't ponder on it. I drove past the cemetery, and did a sharp u-turn and drove into the parking lot. I walked up the small path to Jake's grave and finally found it. There were flowers surrounding it and a beautiful gravestone. I sunk to the ground and cried for a bit. But when I thought I was okay, I headed back to the dorms. I passed Tanya and her followers on my way to my room, but surprisingly, she didn't say anything.
I walked into the dorm and no one was around. hmmm...I grabbed my bag from the couch and sat down, pulling out my laptop, and started on my speech for my majors class. When I finished, it was nearly 8 p.m and Rose and Alice weren't back yet. I decided to call.
"Hello!" yelled a drunk sounding Alice. I heard loud party music from the background. "Um, Alice? Where are you?" plain, simple, and to the point. She giggled, and when she answered, her voice slurred a bit. "Oh! We decided to go to the club tonight. You know, to loosen up." She laughed again. "We'll be back late, so don't stay up and wait for us. We love you!" and the phone went dead. I sat the phone down, and sighed. I decided I needed some fresh air, and walked out in the hall. I heard someone whispering, and looked to my left. Edward was outside his door, talking to Tanya. Her hand was on his chest, but he looked sickened. He pushed her away and he went into the room. She huffed and turned the other way, leaving. I sighed, and walked outside. The crisp autumn air cooled me down and calmed my nerves. I walked up and down the sidewalk and let my thoughts wonder. I thought about graduation, prom, Jake, Edward, anything and everything. I went over the wreck again and again. I couldn't help it. I breathed in deeply and walked back inside when I got cold. I walked to my room and checked the time. It was 10 by the time I got in. I shut my laptop off, turned off the lights, and went to my room. I changed into my Pj's and laid down. The last thought that went through my head was blinding lights coming at me.
When I opened my eyes, I was in a car. I knew I was dreaming that old familiar and scary dream. But something was different about this dream. Instead of that old car smell of Jacobs rabbit, it smelled like leather and new car. I looked around and realized I was in Edward's volvo, and not Jake's rabbit. I started to panic, but calmed down when I looked over and saw Jacob driving, and rocking his head to the music. But the more I looked, he seemed to be changing before my eyes. His slick black hair turned to a messy bronze little by little. His face changed and his form transformed also. When he looked over at me, I was looking into emerald green eyes instead of the black eyes I used to know so well. He smiled his crooked grin and spoke, his voice like velvet and honey.
"What?" he asked. I took a little longer than necessary to answer. "Nothing. Just checking out the view." I stated and I watched his grin spread. I couldn't help but smile back. But all to soon, blinding lights appeared.
"Edward!!" I screamed and pointed behind him. He turned around and stomped on the brake. "Shit!" he turned to me, fear etched across his perfect face. I reached for him, wishing I could stop this. "Bella..." but the truck hit us and I jerked up in my bed, a sob ripped from my throat. Tears fell fast from my eyes and down my cheeks. I screamed and started to hyperventilate. I jumped out of my bed, and stumbled around the room, looking for the door. Rose and Alice must not be home yet, because Rose wasn't by my side like she usually was when I had dreams like this. I checked the clock, 2:00 in the morning. I finally found the door and jerked it open. I stumbled some more around the living room, trying to get out. I got to the door, and threw it open. I ran out into the hall and looked around. I didn't care if he was asleep as I ran for his door. I finally reached it after what seemed like forever, and hit the door with my hands.
"Edward! Edward! Please, open up!" I banged on the door to his dorm, tears streaming down my face. I knew he could hear me. I was banging so hard and sobbing. Maybe he just didnt want to see me. I would understand. But I needed to see him right now. If only for a second, I just needed to see his face. I turned around and hit the door with my back and looked up at the ceiling, tears coming faster. I slid down until I hit the floor and pulled my knees up to my stomach and put my forehead on my knees, sobbing loudly. I didn't care who heard me. I wrapped my arms around my knees and pleaded silently, mostly to myself.
"Please. Just please. I need him." I went on like this for a few more minutes and I was only faintly aware of the door opening and someone saying my name and wrapping their ams around me. I sobbed harder and leaned into his arms, and still wondered why I couldn't hear his voice. But then I realized I couldn't hear him because I was crying so loud. I tryed so hard to calm down. Finally I could hear his voice, worry and fear coloring his tone.
"Bella, Bella. Calm down. Its okay. I'm here now." He tried to soothe me, stroking my hair and kissing my head. I just cried harder because I knew this wouldnt last. He didnt want to be with me because I still had feelings for Jake. He pulled me up and picked me up into his arms. I wrapped my legs around him and cried into his shoulder. He set me down on his bed, and pulled me onto his lap. He turned me so I was facing him and he wiped my tears away. He looked into my eyes and tears appeared in his green orbs.
"Bella..." he started but then stopped. Instead he leaned forward, eyes locked with mine, and his lips touched mine just feather lightly. He pulled back to see my reaction. I was frozen at first, but then I leaned and kissed him back. He reacted instantly. He kissed me hard. "Mm, Bella. I've missed kissing you. Holding you. Please, I'm so sorry. Please take me back. I was stupid. I didn't see that this would hurt you more than help you. Please..." tears fell silently from his eyes. I kissed them away then kissed his lips lightly. I nodded and smiled. He flashed his crooked smile and laid us down in the bed.
A few minutes later, he looked at me, concern in his eyes. "Bella... what were you doing, banging on my door at 2 in the morning crying?" He asked quietly. I looked away and thought back to the dream. A tear escaped my eye, and he caught it. I looked into his eyes, and told him my dream.
"It was basically like my old dreams about the car wreck, but this time... it was different. Instead of... of Jacob in the car with me, it was... you. You were in the car wreck with me. And it scared me. So much. I just needed to see you. Even if you didn't want to see me, I just wanted to see your face." I peered up into his eyes, and he was looking away. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. He kissed my forehead, and sighed.
"I'm so sorry, Bella. I shouldn't have done that. None of this would've happened. The dreams, the loss of sleep, losing weight." disapproval was clear in his eyes and tone. "I cant believe you've lost so much weight because of me. And lost so much sleep. When was the last time you had a good nights sleep?" he asked. I thought for a moment and I really couldn't think of when except for the night before we broke up. He sighed when I didn't answer, and kissed my hair.
"That's why Alice was yelling the other day. And why you heard that crash. She was mad that I wouldn't eat and she threw the plate across the room." I laughed at the memory. But he didn't say anything. "Edward? Your not leaving me again, are you? We're back together again, right?" I asked, just in a whisper. He tightened his grip around me and nuzzled my neck. "Of course, my Bella, my love. Now sleep. I'll be here when you wake up. I promise." He said sincerely. I layed my head against his chest while he started to sing my lullaby. I sighed in contentment and closed my eyes. But there was one more thing I had to say before I went off to sleep.
"Edward?"
"Hmmmm?"
"I love you. Your my everything now." I told him sincerely. He pulled me closer and kissed my forehead.
"You are my life now, love. I love you too. Forever." he promised in my ear. Then I went off into sleep. That night, I dreamnt I was on the beach, and Edward was there, far away. But when I started run towards him, he didnt move farther away. He drew closer and turned when I came up behind him. He pulled me into his warm embrace and held me there. Forever.
There you go. wow, what a chapter. I hope you guys liked it. and these ideas for this chapter, like how the break-up started, were not all mine. my frann AliceCullensTwin09 helped. so yea. lol. I'm srry, but I just had to have a little drama in there, and i thought that this was good. Oh, how did you guys like the dream? I think it was a pretty good idea. well i'll try to review soon. if you guys have any ideas for the next chapter, plz tell me. I could use them. Thanks for sticking with me!
--The New Bella Cullen