Chapter 5
I woke up still feeling shitty about last night. I pushed the covers off of me and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. After getting dressed I went downstairs, even though I had absolutely nothing to do. I decided to sit on the couch. Everything got boring without any enemies trying to kill me for once. I needed to think everything through. I still couldn't tell Shaundi about my feelings so, she's out-of-the-way for now. I also still needed to find out about "Magnificent Corporations." I really hope Kinzie got some data about them. In the back of my mind "Magnificent Corporations" sounded awfully familiar. I had no ex highschool or college friends that wanted to kill me. Or I never knew one of them were C.I.A, or some shit. So, it couldn't be friends. Agh, who cares about Magnificent Corporations. They probably just crashed at my penthouse by accident.
"Ding"
God, why do people come to my penthouse? It's like everyone fucking lives here! Just come and go!
"Who is it?" I asked, not even bothering to look behind me to see who it was.
"It's Shaundi." My heart skipped a beat, just then I got up quickly.
"Oh, hey, I'm glad you weren't Pierce I would've just run to the helipad and jump off."
"Yeah, I would've probably done that too." I chuckled a little. Now, I just greatly didn't know what to do.
"Soo.. Do you think we should just wait here for everyone else?" Shaundi asked.
"Yeah, I'll send everyone a text telling them to come here, sit down Shaundi, or something." I offered. After that I started sending texts saying that they needed to come to the penthouse fast.
I saw Shaundi sit down on the couch, so I decided to sit next to her. Oh god, this is awkward I have no idea what to do.
"So, what's up with the "insomnia"?" Shaundi asked.
"Nothing, it's just nothing, you know, I can't sleep and that's it. It's not like you have to be my psychiatrist. I just, can't sleep." I said, truthfully.
"I didn't say I was going to be your psychiatrist."
"I know..."
"Why're you like this?"
"Huh?" I really had no idea what she was asking.
"I mean, with others you act like a dick. You don't act silent. As if you're thinking about what you want to say. With me, it's different.."
Damn, I was so speechless at this point I couldn't look at her anymore. At this point I wanted to run away. Not talk at all. It was different. Half of me is saying kiss her. The other half of me is saying, don't. Just say something like "I don't know." No! I couldn't! I have to tell the truth. Damn why is life so fucking hard? I took my eyes off the ground and looked at her. She needed an answer. Right now. Even if she says "I don't feel the same.." I'll feel better. I just need to know. And, she needs to know too... Here goes nothing...
"It's because, I lo-"
"Ding"
FUCK! Why do I always have to get cut off by something! Shaundi still looked at me.
"Later.." I mouthed.
Then, I got up from the couch, and walked to the elevator.
"Time to get work done?"
A/N Hope you liked this chapter! As I said before. PLEASE REVIEW! I NEED FEEDBACK! But, anyways, the next chapter will be up soon. Enjoy this one though! Bye!