It has been a week since Pan kissed me, he hasn't gotten me alone since. I always made sure Felix or other lost boys were around. Felix didn't mind, especially when I went to take a bath. None of the other boys had a clue of what was going on, and I kept it that way.
Even though Pan hadn't gotten me alone, he had been stealing glance from across the camp fire. I knew I couldn't keep him away forever, Felix was getting suspicious as well. He would give his life for Pan, loyal to the core, and I loved that about him. It was a matter of time till he noticed that his girlfriend was avoiding his friend.
I had decided I was gonna do something about all this. I was gonna give Pan what he wanted, but on my terms. I went for a walk on my own, knowing fully well Pan would find me. I went to the cave Ruffio showed me the day Hook discovered me.
"Old memories here. I miss him too you know." I heard Pan's voice say. I smiled and turned around to face him.
"Are you ready to give me what I want?" He asked. He was leaning against the entrance of the cave.
"Maybe, but I need to know something first." I said. He stood up straight and grinned. "I won't hurt you if that's what you're worried about." I huffed. "That's not it, you wouldn't harm me, and even if you did, I can take a hit. No, I wanna know why you're doing this." He spread his arms and walked toward me. "You're a pretty girl, they are rare on this island." He was mocking me and he had almost reached me. "The real reason Peter." He sighed, and stood in front of me. "Girls want to grow up, you did. I want to make sure you are still loyal to me." He explained. "And having sex with me is the way to do that?" I asked in disbelief. "You choosing me will do that. The phyisical is just a fun way make you to do just that. It's a game." He said, he sounded intimidating, but I wasn't falling for it. "Me choosing Felix has nothing to do with loyalty, it has to do with love. I love him Pan. But that doesn't mean I'm not loyal to you. Yes I grew up, but I came back. I got the word out about Neverland in everyway possible. Even when every grown up told me to stop. After Felix, I'm the most loyal lost boy you have."
"That's all I needed to know." He whispered before kissing me and grabbing my hips. I pushed him away. "Whoa, I thought we were done with this." I said. Pan chuckled, and put his hands back where they were before, gently this time. "Now that we have that issue resolved, we can have some fun. I can feel you want this." "Just this once." I demanded. "Just once."
His lips moved agains mine as he started to lift my shirt. His rough fingers brushing against my soft skin. We broke apart to get rid of the clothes, Pan moved me down so I would be lying on them. Once I was down he started to kiss my neck, collarbone, breats and moving further down. When he reached my legs he stopped, instead he started to push two fingers into me, making me moan like crazy. He pushed them in deeper and curled them up, I was puddy in his hands. "You like that huh? I'll make sure to tell Felix." Before I could protest he janked them out and crawled on top of me. "Just kidding. I'm sure he keeps you more than, satisfied." With that he pushed in, slowly. "Oh, he does. Thank you for teaching him archery, the things he can do with those hands." Two can play that game Pan, I know how much you like those.
After that the wasn't much room for talking. Only moaning, grunting, panting and saying each others name as we moved together. I felt my release coming, and it was coming fast. I knew he was close too, his thrusts were becoming sloppy and erratic. I felt him spray his fluids inside me, and that was enough to make my walls tighten and milking him dry. He collapsed on top of me, panting and laughing.
After a while he got up and started to get dressed again. So I started to do the same, neither of us saying a word.
"Thanks for that." He said after we were done fixing our appearences. "A memorable way to seal a special agreement."
I chuckled. "We didn't make any new agreement today Peter, you just needed a reminder of the one we made when I arrived. You made me a lost girl then, and that's what I'll always be." "You're the only person that ever calls me that, everyone else just says Pan." "Well, I'm honoured with the privalige." I said. He grinned and walked out of the cave. By the time I reached daylight, he had gone.
When I returned to the camp I found Felix sitting alone on a log next to the fire, sharpening a spear. I walked over and sat down, he didn't even looked up. "So I guess your thing with Pan is resolved now huh?" He asked, still not looking up. I leaned back and chuckled. "I swear nothing gets past you, and yes, Pan and I ae good." I leaned forward again, this time placing one hand gently on his cheek, making him turn. I kissed his lips and leaned my forehead against his. Ignoring the wolf whistles from the boys. "Thank you for understanding, and being so patient." He kissed me the same way. "As long as you are mine now." He whispered. "I'm yours Felix, I'm yours." Sealing our official relationship with a kiss.