I'm not very consistend with my chapter lenghts am I?

The boys were telling the adults Pan location, ignoring Felix's threats. Hook kept Felix in line but kept glancing my way, I kept my mouth shut. My hand were ted, litterally. Trying to talk the boys into shutting up would only backfire on me. Felix did kept struggling and they would lock him up for that, or something simular, he would need me to bust him out. No, the best thing for me to do was letting the boys lead the adults to Pan, he would take care of them. Peter Pan never fails.

The three women had gone of to face Pan, leaving the men and Tink to get us aboard the Jolly Roger. Felix was staring me down, no doubt angry with me for not fighting. My heart sank, The Jolly Roger was Hook's ship, if there was one place I would never want to step foot it was aboard that vessel. I needed Felix to be by my side, but I didn't see that happening anytime soon.
Hook pulled Felix up, making him walk, while Tink was escorting me.
"So what happened?" She asked.
"What do you mean." I said, trying not to show my fear.
"One minute you are fighting for your boys lives, the next you give up. I know you better than that." She pointed out.
"The boys seemed to think their best chances were with you lot. Not much I could do against that, I know when I'm defeated."
"So you don't think coming with us is their best chance?" Snow's friend said, still didn't know his name. He had been walking behind us.
"I've been to your world, it's new and confusing if you go there unprepared. I don't know what you are planning with the boys when we get to your Storybrooke, it can be better but it also can be worse than what we had here. In Neverland I know how to protect my boys, I'm not so sure about your world." I told them.
"I promise we won't let anything bad happen to them. Trust me." He said, and by the look in his eyes I'd say he meant it. "It's not you I don't trust, It's Hook." We were near the ship and I could see Hook pushing Felix on board. "I don't blame you, if he really killed your brother you have every right to mistrust him. But he has changed, he doesn't like the lost boys, but he won't hurt them." The man said. But I saw how Hook had glared at Felix, changed, right.

Once we were all on board the ship, it didn't take long before the three women ran out of the jungle. A lot of things were starting to happen. Henry got his heart, a man came out of a metal box wich seemed to realeave a lot of people, and Pan's shadow got trapped in the sail. We took of and everyone was free to walk around. During the hectic moments before I hadn't been able to reach Felix. Now he was just sitting there, alone. I walked over to him but he didn't acknoledge me at all. I just sat next to him, silently.
"Go away, traitor." He grunted.
"Felix," I started but he cut me off. "Go away." I sighed.
"I'm sorry I didn't fight back like you did. But the boys were gonna tell them anyway and there was no reason for both of us to get in trouble."
"Then go away, coward." That one hurt.
"Is that really how you see me now? I guess I am afraid. I have been living in fear for the last few days, from the moment I heard Hook was on the island." He kept silent so I just went on. "Felix, I wasn't scared for me, I was afraid he might hurt you and the boys. He has done it before." Still nothing. "Please Felix, I just panicked back there. I would do anything for the lost boys, and they seem to think Storybrooke is a better home than what I can give them." I said, finally defeated.
"You give them plenty." He suddenly said, I turned my head to face him. "They are just ungrateful, forget them. They betrayed Pan." I just stared at the deck again. "He'll be fine. He's Pan. Pan never fails." I said blankly. I felt Felix shift suddenly next to me and I looked over. He was staring at me now. "You haven't given up yet." He just said. "Did you really doubt my loyalty?" I asked slightly suprised, he knew me better than that. I didn't get an answer, not a verbal one. His hands shot to my face and he pressed his lips to mine. I kissed him back with the same fire before we broke apart again. I just hugged him, and he held me.

"You may have ruined you reputation with those grown up's now." I joked. He huffed. "I think you did that when you were screaming my name back there. I can handle Hook, you know that." I layed my head down on his shoulder, enjoying his arms around me. "I know, but I'm still scared of him. I don't want him to do to you what he did to Ruf. I Don't want you to die, I need you here with me." I said, holding him even tighter for a moment. He chuckled.
"I love you Felix." I said, dead serious, still laying on his shoulder. "I love you too."

We stayed like that for a while, his arms protectively around me. I was tired from the lack of sleep I got from worrying about him so I slowly fell asleep on Felix his shoulders. When I woke up, it was bright daylight again.