Disclaimer:
Jacob: When do I come into the story?
Moonless: Never, now hurry up and do the disclaimer.
Jacob: What?! Give me one good reason!
Moonless: one: I told you to. two: Bella would want you to. (mischievous grin)
Jacob: OK, MoonlessNightXx owns no part, characters or plot, of the Twilight saga. All mentioned characters belong to the author Stephanie Meyer.
Moonless: Dude, you are so whipped.
Hey loves, it's my third time writing this A/N because I keep erasing it. AAH. Anyway, still no Internet connection and I was in Yosemite for a week or so, I just wanted to let you know that I am not giving up on this story now or ever, and I will keep trying to update faster, as fast as I can. Also I am very happy to say that when I finally got to check my e-mail for the first time in over a week I had 7 new e-mails from fan-fiction and 5 of them were from you guys saying I had 3 new reviews, 2 new story alerts. and an author alert. Another thing, no flaming so far which I have to say I'm very happy about because I get emotional, it's an annoying trait I am trying to get rid of. So...I think that's it, enjoy the new chapter!
Catch you at the bottom, ciao.
Beasts and Monsters
I was a vampire. That I was sure of.
What that meant or entitled was a whole other story. From what I had read and had already knew, I knew for sure that they drank blood, and they were not supposed to go into the sunlight. I assumed it was because it would hurt or even kill me so I made a mental note to stay away from the sun.
I found I could also run really fast. I mean inhumanly speeds, I was a blur, I felt...free. A kind of freedom that was not describable, amazing. I think it was the only thing I had found in my new existence that was an upside, something I enjoyed.
By the second day, after I had found I could no longer sleep, I was starving, blood-crazed,I wasn't sure where I was but I started running north hoping that, eventually, I would find civilization.
So I ran, for what seemed like forever but I knew was probably just a few minutes, I came to the edge of a small town. I could smell the blood, pulsing, running threw someones, or someones', veins. And I lost it. I ran down the dark alleyway and came upon the one who's blood who's smelled the sweetest, I drank. I bit into the soft, delicate flesh of their neck, right on the pulse point, and drank. I drank until they stopped struggling, till' they grew limp, until their body grew cold and pale. Just as my parents' had been. What had I done?
It was only when I dropped the girl when I saw her face. It was Beth. Poor, sweet, Beth, who had been my best friend, when I was human.
So I ran, again, into the woods, where I had come from, where I should have stayed. And I cried, if you could even call what I was doing crying. I was dry crying, sobbing without tears. It was horrible, but that wasn't surprising, it seemed everything about me was horrible.
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I was beautiful, I found that out too. But I didn't care. What would it matter, I had no one to share it with. I was merely a beast, a monster. And I didn't deserve anything, anything but this. This life I was damned to, the guilt that was on my conscience, everything. I deserved it all.
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What did you think loves? good chapter, better than the last? Do you want to virtually slap me? Oh and how was your first day of school?
So till' next time my loves, which will hopefully be soon!
I'm trying, guys
*Moonless*