Beginning
When Alanna arrived at the palace, she foresaw a controversy when she revealed who she was. What she didn't expect was to a role model for other girls, girls just like her without the benefit of a twin brother and an inattentive father. She didn't expect full support from the kings of the nobles and the thieves. She didn't expect to find amazing friends willing to go basically to the ends of the earth with her. But, once she had it, she wouldn't lose it for the world.
And, when later questioned, she proudly declared to being the Beginning of Women Warriors. No doubts, no lingering wishes. Loud and Proud, just like everything she did.
Middle
He was stuck in the middle. Roald knew he couldn't support Kel as much as he wished, otherwise the conservatives would put them in bed together and say she cheated, much like her idol, Alanna. But it was so hard. He had to be courteous to Joren's crowd so they don't revolt when he takes the crown, even when he just wanted to slam them under a carriage. Once, just once, he lost control and slammed his fist up Joren's nose. It felt so good.
Later, when he was having regrets, his friends would tease him forever for losing his calm. His father would wonder what happened that made him lash out so. But, at that moment, Joren's blood rushing down his arm, he wouldn't change a thing. It felt good not to be in the middle anymore.