Thank you to everyone who reviewed/ Favorited/ Fallowed my story, and once again when I see your reviews it lights up my day. Ok so in this chapter I kind of mix a bunch of things all around but hey it is my fanfic right? And once again here is my disclaimer 'I own Nothing Except my ideas; also I get ideas from places then don't remember where I get them from so if it sounds familiar then it probably is' and once more if you don't remember it then I am worried about your health. Once more if you guys have anything you want to see in the story or if you have any ideas just leave them in the review and I will try and work it in and I will give credit were credit is due.

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Thoughts

Raven gifts

'Thoughts in Ravens Gift'

-Previously on Raven Uley-

-Raven POV-

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The walk back to Sam's was silent but it was a comfortable silent's and I felt calm just being close to Paul. When we got there we walked in and everyone was still sitting at the table do they ever go home? When Sam saw us he got up and walked over to me.

"Look Raven I-" Sam

"It's fine Sam. We were both shouting and you said things that you didn't mean and I said things that were out of line so I think that makes us square," Me

"How about we start over?" Sam asked with hopeful eyes

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-Raven POV-

I couldn't say no the look in his eyes was just to pleading.

"Sure" Me

I swear he looked like a new kid that had just made a new friend, I am almost positive if he was alone he would have jumped for joy, his entire face lit up with a smile.

"Well in that case. Hello, my name is Sam," he said sticking out his hand Uh hand shakes. Why do they even have to exist? My life would be so much less complicated if they didn't, my head would have a lot more space for me to think also.

"Raven," I said a reached out my hand to meet his, but right after I had my hand right and was about to shake his hand Jake or Jared, I don't know one of them, bumped into me and threw me off a bit, not much but just enough for me to loose my frame and then my hand collided with Sam's.

I heard yelling so I walked down the stairs and looked around the corner to see mom and dad standing in the living room yelling at each other. "I can't believe you did this to me, to Sam! We are your family Joshua how could you do that How could you and not even for a relationship just for a one nighter!" my mom yelled. "I never wanted a kid especially not with someone like you but now I have one and I want out so I found someone else and It wasn't just 1 one nighter it was several," dad shouted back. "What about your son? What are you going to do about the fact that weather you wanted one or not we do have a kid!" Mom shouted with tears running down her face. "What does it look like I'm doing I am leaving. Deal with it your self!" dad yelled as he grabbed a suitcase and walked towards the door. "Well at least you are sticking with what you are good at!" mom yelled as dad walked out the door but when she said that he cam back in and walked right over to her and did the one thing that I never thought my dad would do to my mom. He slapped her then leaned down to her and said in a terrifying tone "Never say that and never speak to me again. I don't want anything to do with you or him ever again. You can rot in a ally for all I care." Then walked out the door slamming it in the process. 'No, No this cant be real, this is all just a bad dream. Dad loves me and mom, he always has loved us and always will and even if that's no true he would never hurt mom.' It was to much for my six year old mind to understand so I ran back to my room to try and calm down. I had just gotten to my bed when mom came in and told me dad wouldn't be coming back. I saw that her left cheek was turning redder by the second and that's when I knew this wasn't a dream.

Someone saying my name in a very concerned voice pulled me back to reality. After a second I realized that person was Sam and I was still clutching Sam's hand like my life depended on it. Immediately I let go of his hand and smiled back at him. Ok that was strange I am usually really good at not loosing rip on reality and not letting what I see affect how I act, so what just happened?

"You ok?" Sam

"Ya sorry I just zoned out there for a minuet," he didn't look like he believed me but then something from Sam's memory hi me and I had to know, "Sam, how old are you?"

"22 why?" Sam

"Just wondering. Anyway I am existed do you think we can continue this in the morning?" me

"Yes of course the guys will be here so we can finish reintroductions then." Sam

"Great, see you guys in the morning." Me

I heard a chorus of good nights and see you in the mornings as I walked up the stairs but I couldn't think of any of that because I was still trying to work something out in my head. If he is 22 and he was 6 at the time then that means it was 16 years ago. I am 16 now so that means what his mom and dad were yelling about was the fact that he cheated her with my mother, amongst others. I was just the product of a one-night stand. Well I can just add this to the long still growing list of fucked up things Joshua has done.

I fell asleep with the final thought well today was interesting, I find out my brother is a shifter and that there is a pack of them here, I make friends with two vampires, get suckered into a dinner date with a coven of 'vegetarian' vampires, I find out that my mom was just one in many to Joshua, had a moment were my control over my ability went out the window, and I have several moments of strange feelings with Paul. I wonder what tomorrow has in store for me.

Ok I am SO SO SO SO SO! Sorry that I haven't updated sooner I just had a moment were life suddenly hit me at full force and my stories got put on the back burner. I will try and update more often but I need reviews. And I would also like to say thank you to everyone who stayed with me even though I vanished. And if you are new to this story then I want to say welcome and I hope you enjoy it and as always positive and constructive criticism are always welcome but flames are NOT and never will be (that goes for everyone) I haven't gotten one and I would like to keep it that way. And once again I apologies for my spelling and grammar, I also apologies if this doesn't seem realistic to the twilights and if I miss marked it and you think it should have been OOC it might start fallowing the twilights better a bit latter but right now I am just trying to get the ball rolling. Please R&R and I will try and get another chapter up soon and if you have any ideas or even just partial thoughts let me know and I will see if I can work it in. Until next time :)