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Thoughts
Raven gift
"Thoughts in Ravens gift"
-Previously on Raven Uley-
-Paul POV-
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"Go home and sleep in your bed she will be fine Jake and I will drop by the house on every lap around the border so don't worry she will be safe, I don't want you sleeping in the woods just so you can make sure that she is safe." Sam
"Sam…" I stared
"Please Paul, I don't want to make you go home I would prefer that you just went willingly and then came back in the morning at a reasonable hour, no earlier then 7," Sam
"Come by the house every lap," I said well it was more of an order then a request
"Promise" Sam
With that he kissed Emily and we all left I could feel a pain in my chest, as I got farther away from the house. By the time I got home it was so painful I could barely think of anything else. There is no way I am going to be able to sleep like this.
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-Raven POV-
I woke up from my dream well it was a memory really it was one of the times that I went on a mission for Aro. I was sent to deal with a small coven of vampires that were getting sloppy. Demetri and Felix went with me just incase I couldn't handle it, witch was ridicules I ended up impressing them both and we started our very odd friend/sibling relation ship. The real mission went well I killed the Vampires without even having to phase and we went home but in my dream it didn't go as well.
Raven's Dream
"You ready for your first mission?" Demetri
"Please I was born ready, killing vampires is in my DNA." Me
"We'll see about that mutt," Felix
We were only a few miles away from were the small group of vampires were. When we got there the three of them were standing on the edge of the clearing but the blond woman was standing more in the trees then the rest almost like she was holding something. The tall brown haired man stepped forward and had an unnerving grin on his face.
"Well what do you know the roomer was true the Volturi is coming to destroy us, and they have brought their pet. Aren't you scared Shannon?" the man said glancing over to the red headed girl to his right.
"Absolutely Derik, I'm terrifying," Shannon
"What about you Jenny?" Derik
There is something off about this I glanced a Demetri and Felix and I could tell they felt the same way.
"Oh I would be, but I find it hard to be scared when we have the upper hand." Jenny
"Well would you look at this? You can practically see the wheels turning in there heads. Do you think we should help them out?" Derik
"I think we should. Jenny show them would you?" Shannon
"Fine." Jenny
She came out into our view and in her arms she had a bloody broken Paul. His beautiful brown eyes were laced with fear. Something about seeing him like that started an intense pain in my chest so bad that I felt like that I could have collapsed if my anger hadn't been enough fuel to keep my standing. I wanted nothing more than to run and kill the vampire's before comforting him but when I took a step forward I felt 4 icy hands grab me and keep me from moving any farther. I looked up and saw Demetri and Felix looking down at me with an evil grin on both of their faces.
"What do you know not only do we get a little snack but we get to play with a dog to, this is just going to be fun." Jenny
"I think that we should let Derik do the honors, he was after all the one that went through the effort of finding the one." Shannon
"Be my guest I can't enjoy anything with how bad she smells, it is utterly revolting, besides I want to see the look on her face as this one gets his life drained out of him. So Derik bon appétit." Jenny
With that Derik reached out and started to drink from Paul and I couldn't do anything because Demetri and Felix had a firm hold on me. As Derik drained every last drop out of Paul I could hear my self screaming and feel my cheeks getting wet from my tears but the two things that stood out was the look that Paul was giving me. It was the look of pleading, he was begging me to make it stop and I couldn't I begged me with his eyes until they glazed over and were lifeless but what I could truly remember was the pain in my chest. It was like someone had taken a hot Iron rod and cutting out my heart with it the slowly sticking it with pins and needles before brutally stabbing it over and over again.
"Looks like you weren't ready for your first mission," Demetri
"Too bad." Felix
End of Dream
I shot up out of bed I could feel my heart beating so fast that it was deafening for a few seconds. By the time that my heartbeat slowed down I had managed to remind my self that it was only a dream and everything was fine. That mission went with out anything out of the ordinary and all three of those vampires are dead. But what I couldn't figure out is why it hurt so much that it was Paul or why I felt the need to make sure that he was ok. I grabbed my phone and checked the time, 3:00, Ok so this might be a little early for me to go searching for someone I just met house, but not to early for a run. Wait I don't want a repeat of yesterday plus I don't know what time they get up ok sitting on the porch it is. I got up as quietly as I could remembering that if Sam was anything like me I wasn't the only one with enhanced hearing in the house. I made it to the front door without waking anyone and I sat on the steps and opened my book to start and read. It was a book that I had heard some girls talking about when I went to the market in Voulturaa a while ago but finally got around to buying it. Eragon, it was a four book series so I figured that it would keep me interested for a bit. Between the fresh air and the comfort of a new book I managed to forget the strange dream I had but the tug at my heart was still there I just choose to ignore it.
I was brought back to reality when someone cleared there through, I snapped my head up so fast I heard a crack in my neck when I saw that it was Sam I relaxed a bit and went back to reading my book.
"What are you doing out here at this time of the morning?" Sam
I didn't say anything just raised my book up a bit. "Yes I can see that I ment why are you up so early?" Sam
This time I did look up but only long enough to answer him. "Couldn't sleep, plus I am usually a early riser."
"Why couldn't you sleep?" Sam
"Bad dream," I said with out looking up
"Tell me about it," It sounded like more of an order than a request but I knew he didn't mean it like that so I complied.
I shut my book and looked up at him, "It was nothing really just a weird twist off of one of my memories with my friends in Italy," I said trying to stick close to the truth
"What happen in the dream?" he was truly curious and I was having a hard time with it because he just wanted to get to know each other and was trying to play the older sibling role.
"I don't want to relive it can we talk about something else?" I asked not lying about not wanting to relive it.
"Ok how about why are you out in the freezing mornings of La Push with shorts and a thin long sleeve shirt on?" Sam said as he sat down across the step from me.
"I couldn't sleep and I wanted to take a run but then realized that that could cause a repeat of yesterday, so I decided to just sit out here and read a little. And for what I am warring, I don't know I just don't get cold and this just happened to be what I slept in." me
"Raven I don't want you to feel like you are trapped in the house and you can't go out with out me freaking out on you, I just want to know where you are going and have a number that I can call you at. Maybe we can go on a run and I can show you some cool spots." Sam
"That would be rad." Me, "I'm sorry."
Sam looked at me with confusion his brows stuck up slightly, "About what?"
"About yesterday. I just, I am going to miss my friends the people I had in Italy were like a family to me. And combined the fact that I had to leave them with Bertha and you have a very irritable teenage girl. Plus top it off with the fact that I had to go and live with by half-brother that I had never met and not even the half on my moms side but the half on his side and I don't know, I guess I thought you were going to be like him. I know that is no excuse but I just wanted to apologize to you and to everyone else when they get here but especially Emily." Me
"I accept your apology and I owe you one also. What I said yesterday was fueled by anger and not enough sleep and you were just the outlet and I should have kept a better handle on it." Sam
"So I do believe that we are in the clear with each other once again." Me
"Yes starting over with a clean slate." Sam said then put his hand out in a handshake or hug position. Well now is a good of time as any
"Sam, there is something I should probably tell you. I usually don't say anything and just avoid contact but I feel like you are my brother and you will understand and if you think it is right I will tell the rest of your group." Me
He put his hand down and looked at me strangely, "Ok what is it?"
"Before I tell you, you have to promise you won't judge me. You have to promise that I can't change it and that it is a part o me so you wont look at me any different than if you didn't know," I said staring to get nervous about even bringing it up.
"You have my word," Sam
"Ok. I am different from anyone else," Me
"Raven we are all different that's what makes us, us," Sam
"I know that but I really different like, I can see things when I touch people," Me
"I don't understand what you mean," Sam
Ok here it goes "When I touch people, skin to skin contact, no mater what part of me touches what part of them I see glimpses of there past. I usually only see the pain or anger of there life but if I have touched them enough and have all of the pain anger and suffering that has ever happened to them then I get the other things.' I paused just long enough to take a breath, "When I get the glimpses o there past it is like I was put in their shoes for that moment, or minuet, depending on how long I hold on. I live it like they did; I feel what they felt, I can hear what they thought. I usually can keep my grip on reality and still understand and what is going on around me but sometimes I slip up. Someone told me once that when it happens my eyes glaze over in a dark blood red as he called it." Me
I held my breath as he processed hat I just said, "So that is why you clutched my hand so hard, and why you looked at me when you finished hugging Emily," Sam thought out loud.
"Yes I saw when Joshua left you and your mom and when Emily got her scars," me
Sam looked at me with wide eyes when I said the last part, "You saw hoe Emily got her scars?"
"Yes how she got them and who gave them to her, but it went by to fast to understand what the argument was about." Me
"I think I should call the guys, we have some explaining to do," Sam
The guys? So the guys from earlier are the pack
So sorry for the long update but am having a bit of writers block I need help on how the dinner with the Cullen's should go and how the pack should take he knowing there secret and knowing half of hers. Also should she tell them the other half when they all get to Sam's and find out the first half? I need reviews please R&R tell me what you think of the chapter.
Until next time :)