After the long ride to Shaundi's Ex's apartment the three bangers finally made it in. Both Johnny and Blaze were a little thrown back by the furnitrue but there wasn't anywhere else for them to stay. They were short on money, only having enough to het them througtonight by and tomorrow. "So who's sleeping where?" Shaundi asked
"This is your Ex's place right ?" Johnny asked. Shaundi nodded.
" You two stay here before?" Blaze asked.
"A couples times " she replied
"I don't know what you two did in that bed so I think I'm safer on the couch." Blaze said as she headed for the planet saints bag.
"Asshole " shaundi murmured as wake grabbed her clothes and headed to the room. Meanwhile Blaze grabbed her bag and walked to the bathroom. She looked herself in the mirror she looked Old and tired for a 23 year old. Stressed ? Depressed ? whatever it was she looked like she aged a few years she really needed to start sleep more. Dont get her wrong she was still beautiful and one hell of a bad ass. Blaze splashed some water in her face and slowly whipped it away with the back of her hand. Taking off her shirt and folding it up sitting it on the toilet seat, re-adjusting her sports bra. She reached into the bag and pulled out a white tank top sliding it over her small frame. She slid off her pants and pulled out a pair of purple yoga shorts, her hair went up into a quick messy bun. Gathering up all her clothes and placing them into the empty bag. leaving the bathroom she heard Johnny grunting. " What the fuck is he doing she whispered to herself. As she walked around the corner she saw he was trying to get the pull out couch Shaundi was talking about out.
"You just going to stand there or are you going to help me" Johnny grunted once more. Blaze rolled her eyes in response and proceeded to help her second in Command. The two pulled and pulled the damn thing wasn't coming out and Johnny was becoming annoyed.
"Let's just try again." Blaze said. Once again they both began pulling harder and harder until the fucking thing lifted up.
"About fucking time !" Johnny sighed clearly out of breath.
"Why the hell are you two out here making so much noise for ?" Shaundi asked throwing a few sheets on the bed.
"we couldn't get this piece of shit out." Johnny said.
"Well it's fucking 2:45 in the morning people are sleeping its not like Stilwater " Shaundi said walking back to her room
I couldn't sleep I was thinking of a lot where did we go wrong in the bank robbery , Why didn't I just kill that fucker Loren and his two bitches, Why didn't Johnny kiss me? For fuck sake that kiss was on my mind all damn day and the fact he's sleeping right next to me Didn't make things nettle better. I wanted to ask him so bad why he did it but for somebody strange reason I'm scared of his reasoning apart of me wants to know and then the other doesn't. while in my collage of thoughts I found myself moving around a lot. Johnny groaned. Shit I think I woke him up.
"Can't sleep ?" He asked me.
"No not really " I replied trying to make my voice sound as lazily as his.
"I can't either, Im not the type to sleep in strange places." He sound turning so his body faced me. I suppose my breathing got heavy when meh moved closer to me. "You alright ?"
"Yeah never better." I half lied. The groom fell into a complete silence you could here the echo of a dropped penny. I didn't move or make a sound. The lights from building outside lit the room up a little so we could just see each other his dark eyes looked into my light ones , my light ones into his dark ones I to read him, I wanted to read what he was thinking I must have been deep into thought I didn't realize his hand had grabbed my face. Eyes still locked I tried to fight every urge to touch him even just a little I couldn't or maybe I Could... But I wouldn't he's been my best friend it wouldn't be right. I wasn't going to give into it I wanted to pull away but something told me not to. Something in my eyes told him to do it and before you know it owe we're wrapped into the kiss, his tongue begged to go further I let my guard down allowing his tongue to slip between. Both our tongues battled for domination... Both wanting to take control of the other. I knew this was wrong I just couldn't stop there was something I never saw in him that I just saw what it is I can't even begin to explain. Both out of breath me pulled away.
"I'm sorry he " Johnny said laying back down.
"Don't be I'm not mad at you , Just tell me why you did it" I said. Johnny took a long sigh before he spoke.
"Ever since you joined the saints there was always something I liked about you , when you woke up from your coma and you busted into that court room and I saw How grown up you looked from the last time I saw you I was impressed you were beautiful and you always have been, the first time I saw you cry when Carlos died was the same day I realized I really did like you, you were there for me when Eesh died. You had my back on the plane Coming back and saving me even though I wanted you to stay alive and finish what the saints started.. The paint behind your eyes when you saw by bullet wound And didn't think it was a good idea to leave me alone I could tell it broke you apart to leave me by myself ... Every bullet you take for me or I take for you just reminds me of all reasons I feel the way I do about you Blaze."
"So what are you basically trying to say is.."
"I'm trying to say I like you a lot "
A/N There is a lot of corrections that need to be done , I'm using my moms IPad and I'll go back and edit this when I get my hands on a laptop. I know I haven't updated since December I'm sorry ! I hope I don't loose any of my Current readers! Till next time REVIEW ! :D