This is continued from chapter 40, Typical! It's from Mousefoot's POV. He's talking to Lionclaw in a dream.
STRONGER THAN ME
Oh, Lionclaw.
Dear, dear Lionclaw.
I am sorry.
I know you're angry. I know you hate me, and are glad that you killed me.
I know you loved Petalbreeze, and her unborn kits.
I am sorry.
Oh, if only I'd just accepted your love for her in the first place, I wouldn't be here.
I am surprised that I am in StarClan and not the Place of No Stars.
I think maybe it is because I have so much guilt and regret.
I watch you now, day by day, as you struggle to carry on your regular warrior duties, knowing the fact that your own brother killed your beloved mate.
Please, don't glare at me like that. I said I was sorry. I, too, feel so much sorrow that all I do during the day is lay around, wallowing in my own shame and regret.
Our stupid brother jealousy got me here. Now I realize that I can't always get what I want.
You wonder why I'm jealous of you?
While you're named after an enormous, powerful lion, I'm named after a tiny, anxious mouse. Everyone loves you and looks up to you, while they look down on me. You're muscular and huge and intimidating, and you run quickly and fight harshly.
Am I scared of you? Of course I am. Why do you think I'm scared of you? It's because…
You're stronger than me.
._. Weird and extremely short. Sorry! I tried.
xx-Starfall-xx