I am beyond the worst writer in the world and I'm so sorry. I don't even have a good excuse other then I had a little bit of writers block and was in a funk. I didn't want to try and force out another chapter because that is when stories start to stink. I know that is a lame excuse but it is all I can say. Other then I'm so terribly sorry for making you wait so long. I'm going to try so hard to get another one out to you guys soon but I have a test tomorrow and a final on Friday. Thanks to everyone that is still reading this story, again I'm so sorry.

I don't own Twilight
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Phone sex. I could not believe that sweet, innocent Bella just had phone sex with me. And that she was the one that instigated it. She never stopped surprising me and I hope she never did.

I hummed Bella's lullaby to her until she started to talk in her sleep. "Edward," she sighed which caused me to smile happily; I loved knowing she was dreaming of me. "Love you," she whispered so softly but still she said it.

"I love you too Bella so much," I knew I wasn't ready to say it out loud yet and it seems like she wasn't either but now we could. Bella could tell me while she was fast asleep and I could do the same to her. "Goodnight my beautiful Bella I will see you in the morning," and with that I hung up.

The night was full of dreams about Bella which was now becoming the norm. She basically occupied all of my time and I loved it. It was crazy to me how just one person could change my life so dramatically in such a short period of time but I wouldn't have it any other way.

My ten o'clock class passed without anything big happening. The professor gave us an assignment but it wasn't one that would be hard to complete. I was out the door and heading towards the tree swing hoping Bella would be there. I couldn't help but smile when I saw her reading a book on the swing. I stood back and watched her for a few minutes, just enjoying the view. Her face would scrunch up or a small smile would pull on her lips while reading particular parts of the book. Finally she looked up seeing me standing close to her.

"Hey there," she smiled that beautiful smile at me.

"Hey," I sat down in the grass next to the swing.

"How was your class," she put the book away in her purse.

"Fine nothing too exciting, what about you?"

"We got an assignment for our first big paper," her face lit up talking about it.

"You seem excited, most people would hate that," I chuckled slightly at her.

"Well I'm not most people," she stuck her tongue out at me.

"Oh I know that, most people wouldn't do what you did last night," her face instantly became bright red and she bit her lower lip.

"Shut up," she looked down at her hands.

"Oh come on love," I noticed how her face would light up every time I called her that, "you know you loved it. Just as much as I did," I moved so I was kneeling next to her and whispered the last part in her ear. "In fact I wouldn't mind for it to happen again," I wiggled my eyebrows up and down getting her to laugh.

"In your dreams," she playfully pushed me away.

"You are right about that," I teased back. "So are you ready for Emmett's party on Friday," I knew better then to say the party had anything to do with Bella. If I called it Emmett's party she seemed to be okay with it happening.

"Do I have any other choice then to be ready for it? I'm pretty sure your sister would kill me if I skipped it," she sighed.

"You're right about that, Alice would be pissed if you skipped the party. But don't worry it's at my house so if you want we can sneak away to my room if it gets to be too much," she blushed a little which caused me to chuckle. "I just meant to hide out love, nothing else. Well that is unless you want something else," I wiggled my eyebrows up and down making her laugh.

"Very mature Edward," she kicked her legs and started to swing.

We spent the rest of the hour talking and laughing about random things, while I pushed her on the swing. It was just too easy to be myself around here. The hour past by all too quickly for my liking and before I knew it I was in my next class.

I didn't get to hang out with Bella for more then a few minutes all week. We were both so busy with homework and Alice kept all six of us busy with the party plans. She kept the guys and girls separated which we all hated. Currently Emmett, Jasper and I were moving all of the furniture in the basement to the garage; Alice wanted to use the basement as a dance floor.

Alice keeps making me try on dresses…please help! –B

Bella would text me randomly and I loved them all. Alice was always making her go shopping even though she hated it.

Sorry love, have to move furniture for the crazy party planer. Miss you. –E

"I can't wait for this party to come," Emmett fell down on the couch the three of us had just carried to the garage. "I miss Rose," the corners of his lips fell.

"Tell me about it," I sat next to him. "I love my sister to death but if she ever tries to keep me away from Bella for this long again I'm going to have her locked up," I let out a frustrated sigh and ran one of my hands through my hair.

"Dude, today is my birthday and I only got to see Rose for two hours for lunch before she had to meet up with Alice and Bella. Alice owes me big time for this," he played with the hem of his t-shirt.

"She means well guys," Jasper sat on the other side of Emmett.

Both of us looked over at him rolling our eyes. "You are totally whipped man," Emmett flicked his hand and made the sound of a whip cracking.

"So are the both of you," he folded his hand in front of his chest.

"True," both of us nodded our heads.

"Alright boys," Emmett jumped up off of the sofa. "Today is my twenty-first birthday and instead of partying I'm mopping around with you two. So I say we have a boys night in," he rubbed his hands together.

"I'm listening," Jasper leaned forward.

"I'm going to go get a bunch of alcohol, Edward go get some food and Jasper find everything for poker night," and with that Emmett walked away from the two of us.

"Okay, guess I'm going to the grocery store," I got up from the couch giving Jasper a little nod goodbye.

I didn't get much from the grocery store just some finger food and junk food. Once back I started to oven to make the buffalo wings and opened the bags of chips to put in different bowls. In the living room Jasper had set up the card table, chairs, poker chips, and cards. All we were waiting on was Emmett.

"Seriously how much alcohol is he getting," Jasper grabbed a handful of chips.

"Knowing Emmett I'm sure he is buying the whole store out," I pulled the wings out of the oven and put in a frozen pizza.

"Are you boys ready for a party," Emmett just walked in the kitchen with a twenty-four pack of beer in his left hand, a bottle of vodka under his left arm, a bottle of tequila under his right arm, and a bottle of Jack Daniels in his right hand.

"God Emmett, do you think you got enough to drink? It is just the three of us after all," both Jasper and I stared at Emmett.

"I know that, but I figured that whatever we don't finish tonight we can just drink tomorrow," he shrugged his shoulders while placing all the alcohol on the counter next to the refrigerator. "Ready to lose your money," he put beer in the refrigerator before grabbing three shot glasses and the Jack's.

Jasper grabbed two bowls of chips following Emmett into the living room. I quickly put the wings on a plat before filling a small bowl with ranch, and then met the other two at the card table. Emmett was filling the three shot glasses as I sat down.

"To boys night," he raised his glass followed by Jasper and myself.

"To boys night," we said before clinking glasses and taking the first shot. It burned going down my throat but wasn't the first time I've tasted it.

"Ah that was good. Ready for another," Emmett filled the glasses without waiting for us to answer.

I had drunk a few times with Emmett and Jasper during our first two years at college. I wasn't much for drinking but I figured a few times during the year wouldn't kill me. Plus drinking with Jasper was always so much fun. Normally he was the calm serious one of the group but when he was drunk he would loosen up.

It had been a while since the three of us had hung out together just us having fun. It was great taking and joking with the two of them. I had taken more shots then I could count and there was a pile of empty beer cans next to my chair and I couldn't remember how they got there. Trying to match Emmett drink for drink was nearly impossible but Jasper and I tried to do it each time. Which was always a mistake on my part, I was a light weight and I knew it. But did that stop me from drinking so much? Unfortunately no.

"Do you know what," I took another drink of beer as Emmett dealt the cards.

"What Eddie," Jasper put his elbows on the table resting his head in his hands.

"I love Bella," I took another drink. "I fucking lover her," a lazy smile pulled on my lips and my eyelids felt heavy.

"Have you told her yet man," Emmett filled shots for the three of us.

"Nope," I popped the p licking my lips after taking the shot of tequila.

"Dude you need to tell her," Jasper eyes got wide. "When I figured out I loved Alice I told her right away."

"You love my sister," for some reason this made me laugh. "When did you figure that out?"

"When we were hanging out on Monday, she told me that we wouldn't get to hang out much this week and the thought of staying away from her hurt. I realized then that I loved her, so I told her," he took a swig of beer before picking up his cards.

"Dude I told Rosie on Monday too," Emmett high-fived Jasper.

"Wait, wait, wait," my head was spinning a little. "You both told the girls that you loved them?"

"Duh," they laughed at me.

"I need to tell Bella," I ran my hand through my hair.

"Hell yes you do," Jasper encouraged me.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket finding Bella's number then hit call. It rang three times then went to voicemail.

"Hey there beautiful love," I said after the beep. "It is Edward," for whatever reason this made me start to laugh. "I called to let you know that I love you. I love you so much, I knew it since the first time I saw you and each day it grows stronger and stronger. I just love you so much and had to call you right away to let you know that. I will see you tomorrow at the party. Goodnight love, I love you," and with that I hung up.

"You just left a message saying that you love her," Jasper was laughing so hard he was holding his side and Emmett had tears running down his face from laughter.

"Yup I did now I'm going to kick your ass this hand," I picked up the cards in front of me.

I somehow made it up to my room before passing out on my bed. I woke up with my head hanging off the end of the bed. I tried to sit up too fast and I thought my brain was going to explode.

"This might help," Jasper walked in holding a bottle of water in one hand and four aspirins in the other.

"Thanks man," I popped the pills in my mouth before taking a big gulp of water.

"So do you remember everything that happened last night," he sat down next to me.

"No do you," I racked my brain about all of the events that happened last night but at some point things started to become fuzzy and then all together blank.

"Nope, and neither does Emmett but it was just the three of us so how much trouble could we have gotten into," he stood back up heading for the door. "Alice should be here any minute; I suggested that you take a shower so she doesn't know that we drank last night instead of getting ready for the party."

"Thanks man," I yelled at him causing my head to pound. "Note to self no loud noises."

I took a hot shower; the water helped with my hangover, and then got changed for the day. Sure enough Alice was waiting in the kitchen by the time I got downstairs.

"About time you get your ass down her," she smiled brightly while sipping a cup of coffee.

"Nice to see you too sis," I grabbed a mug then poured some coffee into it. Normally I don't drink the stuff but I had a feeling that I would need all the extra caffeine I could get.

"So what is on the agenda today pixie," Emmett walked in getting a bottle of water from the refrigerator before sitting down at the table.

"Well first of all we need to completely decorate the basement, Jasper and Emmett you two will be helping me with that. Edward I need you to go get this list of food," she handed me a piece of paper. "Rose and Bella are doing some last minute shopping for me and then will be coming over. Once here Rose is going to help with the decorating while Bella starts cooking, once you're back from the store Edward I want you to help Bella," and for once I was on the same page as my sister. Finally I would get to spend a little time together with Bella.