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I was nervous the whole drive to the cottage about whether or not Bella would like it. But the look on her face when we pulled up to the small cottage instantly made me relax. It still brought a smile to my face thinking about her trying to get out of the car with her seatbelt still on and the why her eyes lit up as she looked through each room. Thinking about kissing her on the bed also brought a smile to my face but did other things to my body as well. But then thinking about the look on her face when I told her I wanted to wait made my heart hurt. It was crazy for her to think I didn't want her like that. I wanted her like that more then I wanted anything else in this world, I just want it to be perfect. She deserves nothing less then perfection.
"So what do you have planed for us tonight," Bella snuggled her body closer to mine on the couch in the living room. There was a small TV off to one side that was playing some romantic comedy Bella said she loved.
"I was thinking about the two of us going into the city for a bite to eat then maybe go dancing," her eyes got big as I said the word dance which caused me to chuckle lightly. "I promise I won't let you fall love," I kissed her forehead.
"I guess that is fine," she huffed a little but gave me a smile to let me know she was okay with the plans.
I knew Bella didn't enjoy dancing like other people did but I had a feeling she would enjoy tonight's dance. Plus I couldn't wait to hold her in my arms on the dance floor.
"Do I need to wear that gown you made your sister buy for me," she was still a little upset with me over the whole thing.
"No love, that is for tomorrow," I pulled her body closer to mine. "And I'm sorry I made Alice buy it for you but I just wanted to get you something beautiful."
"Edward you don't have to do that though," she looked up at me with her big chocolate eyes. "And you didn't have to spend so much on this place either," she waved her hands motioning to the cottage. "It is all too much and I'll never be able to repay you for it."
"Bells, you being here with me is all that I'll ever need. I will never be able to show you how much that means to me. You've changed me in so many ways and made my life so much better that it is hard for me to describe. By doing these things for you I feel like I'm somehow repaying you for making me a better person, don't you see that," her wide eyes stared at me as if she could see into my soul.
"I love you," she whispered before leaning forward and sweetly kissing my lips.
"I love you too," I spoke before our lips touched again. This kiss wasn't as heated as the kiss in the bedroom. Instead it was soft, sweet, loving. It reminded me of coming home after playing out in the snow when I was a boy. It was warm and caring. And over far too fast for my liking.
"What time do I need to be ready by," she turned her head back to the movie on the TV.
"I was thinking we would leave her around 6:30 if that is okay with you," I looked down at my watch noticing it was a little after five.
"Okay, let me cuddle with you for just a little longer then I should get ready," I was perfectly content with staying just as we were.
True to her word Bella left me shortly after to get ready. I heard the shower start a few minutes later and I tried to think of anything besides the fact that she was naked. Naked in the next room, naked in the same house as me with nobody around us. It was very hard not to think about. Finally after what seemed like hours the shower stopped.
"The shower is free if you want to take one," Bella's voice yelled from the bedroom.
A cold shower was just what I needed unless I wanted to attack Bella, which I didn't want to do. Well okay part of me wanted to do it but I knew that it was wrong. Our first time would be special and romantic not because I was acting like some horny teenager.
I let out a heavy sigh before pulling myself off the couch and heading for the bedroom. As I walked into the room my eyes only focused on one thing. Bella wrapped in towel. It was if time stood still. Her back was to me and I could see the water droplets from her hair make their way down her milky back before meeting the towel. Finally she turned around to face me. I expected the small blush that graced her face, it was part of the reason I loved her.
"See something you like Mr. Cullen," that was something I didn't expect from her mouth.
"Hell yes," I moaned out and she gave me a sly smile.
"Well then I suggest you go take a cold shower since I have to get ready for our night of dancing," she turned back around to look through her bag.
"That is just mean," I mumbled on my way to the bathroom.
The cold water seemed to help for a few minutes until I started to think about Bella being in the same shower naked. The water running down her curvy body…ugh I needed to stop thinking like that or I was going to be in serious trouble. I quickly dried myself with the towel then wrapped it around my waist before going back out to the bedroom. There was a small vanity to the right of the bathroom where Bella was doing her makeup.
"Took you…" her voice trailed off as she turned to look at me. She had a small blush on her face as she openly stared at my body, slowly licking her upper lip before biting her lower one. Once her eyes finally met mine I saw they were glazed over with a look of lust and love. We were in for a fun night. I gave her a crocked grin before turning around to look through my own bag. I smirked as I heard Bella let out a frustrated sigh.
It felt normal to be getting ready together. Bella putting her makeup on while I changed in the bathroom. Then switching so I could finish getting ready while she did her hair. It was a whole routine that we had never done before yet somehow felt familiar.
Bella made me sit in the living room while she changed into her dress. I told her I would be happy to help but she only pushed me out the door. I tried to occupy my mind by watching the news but nothing seemed to interest me. The only thing I wanted to pay attention to was in the other room getting ready for our night out. Seventeen minutes later (not like I was counting or anything) the bedroom door finally opened. I heard the clacking of heels before I got my first look at her. But once I did see her the wait was well worth it. She had a beautiful gold silk dress that looked perfect with her sink and hair. It had a deep v-neck that showed off the perfect mount of her gorgeous cleavage. The dress came to a stop just above her knees and made her legs look incredible. The heels she was wearing weren't terribly high but still higher then I knew she liked to wear. She was wearing the ring I gave her on her right hand; I loved how she wore it everywhere. Her hair was twisted in the back except for a few stray pieces that didn't want to do what it was supposed to do. The only other piece of jewelry she wore besides the ring were dangly gold earrings (picture of outfit on profile).
"Beautiful," it was the only word that came to mind when I looked at Bella.
"Thanks," she mumbled looking down at her feet blushing lightly.
"You ready to go love," I held my hand out to her.
"With you, always," I raised her hand to my mouth and lightly kissed her knuckles.
The drive was about thirty minutes but it past by in a flash. Bella and I talked about what had been going on during the week, classes, and random things that would pop into her head. We held hands in-between the two chairs and throughout the drive I would lift them up to kiss the back of her hand, everything felt right in the world during the drive.
Once we reached Portland it didn't take me long to find the small Italian restaurant. I told Bella to stay in her seat while I got out and ran around the car to get the door for her. She laughed lightly at me but accepted my hand to help her out.
"Welcome to La Bella Italia, may I help you," I noticed out the hostess was staring only at me, as if she couldn't see the stunning girl holding my hand.
"Yes, reservations under Cullen," I quickly looked at the girl then back to my Bella. Her big eyes were looking all over the room with such happiness it caused me to smile.
The hostess led us to a small booth in the corner of the room. When I set up the reservations I specifically asked to be as far away from other people as we could be. I wanted it to be like it was just the two of us alone for dinner. Bella gave me a small smile when she sat down across from me. The hostess hung around for longer then necessary before letting us know our waitress would be with us shortly.
"Edward this place is beautiful, but I would have been happy with McDonalds."
"Bella this place is not half as beautiful as you and I will happily bring you to McDonalds some other day," I reached across the table to hold her hand just as the waitress showed up.
"Hi my name is Amber, can I get you something to drink," the girl's voice was high and annoying but I could tell she was trying to sound sexy.
"I'll have a Coke," I saw a fire in Bella's eyes as she looked up at the waitress who hadn't taken her eyes off of me.
"I'll have the same," I chuckled lightly looking only at Bella. "Is someone jealous," I asked as soon as the waitress was gone while I rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb.
"Well do you see the way she is looking at you," she mumbled looking down at the menu.
"Love, please look at me," her eyes shifted from the menu to my face. "You have nothing to me jealous about. You've wreaked every other girl for me. Every time I look at them I can't help but notice how imperfect they look compared to you," I leaned over the small table between us softly kissing her moist lips.
"Here are your Cokes, were you guys ready to order," the waitress shot daggers at Bella while setting her drink down.
"What would you like love," I made sure to say love loudly.
"The mushroom ravioli sounds good."
"I'll have the lasagna," I handed her the menus without another glance.
The rest of dinner was pretty uneventful; the waitress obviously got the hint and only came back to our table when our drinks need refilling.
"You ready to dance Bells," I held my hand out for her to help her from the table.
"Do we really have to go, you know I'm going to be horrible," she gave me a small pout.
"I promise you won't be horrible and you will have fun," I pulled her closer kisses her temple.
It was a short drive to the club from the restaurant but the Portland traffic made it longer. Finally we reached the club and found a spot to park before heading inside.
"You brought me to a salsa dancing club, do you want me to die," she gripped my hand harder as we made our way to a small table on the side of the dance floor.
"You are not going to die love, I promise you that," she was crazy to think I would ever let any harm come her way.
Bella wasn't ready to try dancing right away so we sat and watched. I would glance over at her ever few seconds just to make sure she wasn't freaking out. After a while she seemed to relax and lightly move to the music in her chair.
"Please dance with me love," I got up standing in front of her just as the last song ended.
She looked unsure at first but finally took my hand letting me lead her to the dance floor. The song was slow and sexy, a perfect song to dance to. I took her hands and brought them up behind my neck before placing my own on her hips. The silk felt incredible in my hands and I could feel the heat of Bella's skin through the material. Slowly I moved her hips back and forth to the beat while I took tiny steps forward and backwards. Bella licked her upper lip before looking up at me through her lashes. She stepped forward slightly so are bodies were touching and my right leg was in-between hers. With Bella's body moving against mine I had a hard time keeping my thoughts clean.
We continued dancing for a few more songs, not caring about what was going on around us. I wasn't even sure if we were dancing to the beat half of the time, but that didn't matter when Bella was in my arms.
"Edward take me back to the cottage, I want to be alone with you," she practically purred in my ear. That was all I needed to hear, I grabbed her hand and pulled her out of the club with me with her laughing behind me.
The car ride back to the cottage seemed to take forever. And once we got there I couldn't get out of the car fast enough. I ran to get the car door for Bella before she could get out.
"Close your eyes love," I whispered in her ear walking behind her.
"What? Why?"
"Please Bella," I walked in front of her to make sure her eyes were truly closed and was happy to see they were.
I lightly pulled her hand up to my mouth to kiss it before helping her walk to the door of the cottage. Once we were inside I helped her walk to the bedroom.
"Open your eyes love," I made sure I was standing were I could watch her reaction.
"Edward," her small hand came up to cover her mouth as she looked around the room.
There were candles lit everywhere with lavender rose petals scattered on the bed and floor. I knew it was a cliché to do this but I wanted it to be absolutely perfect for Bella.
"It is beautiful Edward," her eyes were misty as she looked up at me. "But how did you do this?"
"Not as beautiful as you love, and I have my ways," I made my way over to my one true love, looking her in the eyes as I lowered my mouth to hers. "I love you so much," I mumbled against her soft lips.
"I love you too," she kissed me back as she wrapped her arms around my neck. "Why did you pick lavender," she asked when she pulled away.
"Every rose color has a meaning and lavender's meaning is love at first sight," I knew it was corny but Bella made me do corny things. "I've loved you since the first time I saw you Bella."
"You are too perfect," she lightly kissed my lips. "Can you give me one minute," she broke away from our kiss with a slightly blush on her checks.
"Sure love, take as much time as you need."
Bella grabbed her bag then went into the bathroom. I quickly grabbed my iPod and speakers from my own bag. I scanned through my songs looking for something perfect to turn on. Finally I found just the right song and hit play as the bathroom door opened.
"Bella," was the only thing I could say. She looked to amazing for words.
"Hi," she blushed and looked down at her feet.
She had a deep blue silk robe on and her hair was cascading down around her angelic face.
"Hey beautiful," I made my way to her running the back of my hand down her cheek.
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
The voice of Josh Kelley filled the room as we stared at each other.
"I want you to make love to me Edward," she untied her robe and let it pool on the ground by her feet.
I let my eyes wander down her body, it was even better then I remembered from the lake. She wore a matching set consisting of blue lace with tiny pink bows (picture on profile).
"Are you sure love," I looked back into her eyes. "I don't want you to do anything you don't want to," this had to be on her terms.
"I want you, please," her eyes were so soft, like melted chocolate.
Her mouth moved down to my neck kissing me while her hands moved to the buttons of my shirt. She fumbled over a few but was able to undo all before pushing it off of my body, letting it fall on the ground next to her robe. Her hands moved up and down my chest before her lips followed. She gave my chest soft kisses then let her tongue drag across it. The feeling was so overwhelming that it caused me to shiver. Her hands came to my belt and timidly undid it before unbuttoning my jeans and pulling the zipper down. She took my hand in hers before bringing it up to her mouth. She kissed each finger before bring my hand to the back of her bra where the clasp was. I searched her eyes to make sure this was okay, she simply nodded her head. I undid her bra then pulled it off of her shoulders slowly before it too fell to the floor. I leaned in to kiss her lips, pouring my heart into that kiss before my mouth moved down her neck. Then slowly I moved my tongue down to her perfect breasts. I kissed the top of both before moving down to take her left nipple into my mouth. Sucking on it while my hand came up to message her right breast.
"Edward, the bed," she moaned out loudly as her hands ran through my hair.
I knew right from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I lifted Bella into my arms carrying her to the bed. Softly I set her in the middle before crawling towards her. Our lips crashed together as I lowered my body onto hers. The feeling of her bare chest against mine was unlike anything in this world. I held most of my weight off of her but I had to feel that connection. Her hands ran up and down my back as our kisses became more passionate. I felt her hands moved to my boxer briefs, I pulled back from the kiss as she slowly pushed them down my legs. My head fell to the pillow next to her head when I felt her hand wrap around my already throbbing dick. She pumped me a few times before I had to stop her.
"Am I doing it wrong," her eyebrows scrunched together in worry.
"No love, you are perfect. But if you keep doing that this is going to be over before we even begin," she giggled lightly before I captured her lips.
It was my turn to play with her. I brought my hand down between us and lightly ran my fingers up and down her panties. She moaned into my mouth which caused me to apply more pressure. I kissed down her neck to her breasts again then moved my mouth lower to her bellybutton.
"No Edward," I looked up at her confused. "I want to feel you inside of me, I'm ready for that," she pulled me up to her mouth kissing me as she slid her panties down her legs.
We were now both completely naked against each other and it felt like heaven. I reached over to the bedside table and grabbed the small package that I set there while Bella was in the bathroom.
"Are you sure," I asked before opening the package.
"I love you so much," she leaned up kissing my nose before nodding her head.
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love
The song came to an end as I slowly slid inside of Bella. Her eyes closed tightly as I moved even further inside of her.
"Open your eyes love," I stared down at the angel beneath me.
She looked up at me with such love it took my breath away. In one swift movement I pushed all the way inside of her. A single tear ran down her cheek causing me to hate myself. I leaned down kissing her cheek where the tear had fallen.
"I'm so sorry love, I'm so sorry," I chanted over and over. Causing her pain was inevitable but something I never wanted to do.
"Just give me a second," she took a few deep breaths before looking back up at me. She nodded her head letting me know that it was okay for me to start moving again.
Slowly I pulled half way out before pushing back into her, there was still a look of pain on her face but it wasn't as bad as the last time.
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
The second songs lyrics played as Bella's body started to move with mine. Her mouth hung open as she started to moan louder. Her hips lifted up to meet mine with each thrust. The feeling of making love, not having sex, but actually making love was so overwhelming that I wasn't going to last long.
"More Edward," Bella moaned loudly as her fingers ran through my hair.
"Look at me love," her eyes had closed during our movements and I needed to see into them. Her endless pools of melted chocolate looked up at me as she moaned my name. "God I love it when you say my name like that Bella," she moaned it again while thrusting her hips up to mine harder. "I need you to cum with me love," I reached down between us and rubbed her as I pushed into her harder.
Bella's walls tightened around me while she threw her head back into the pillow screaming my name. That was all I needed to fall over the edge with her. I literally saw stars as I came inside of Bella, it was beyond incredible. I feel down next to Bella on the bed trying to catch my breath. I looked over to see she was doing the same thing, man she looked beautiful. Her hair was messed up and there was a little sweat falling down her face.
"That was…" I couldn't find the word.
"I know," Bella looked over at me grabbing my hand in hers.
"I'll be right back love," I slowly got out of the bed making my way to the bathroom.
Once inside I threw the condom away before starting the water in the hot tube, and adding some bubbles. I lit the few candles that were scattered around the room. Once the water was the perfect temperature I walked back to the bedroom. I leaned over the bed where Bella lay then bent down to pick her up.
"Edward," she giggled while wrapping her arms around my neck.
I leaned down kissing her check before carrying her to the bathroom. The tube was full of water and bubbles. Bella's eyes lit up when she saw it then kissed my check. Gently I set her down in the water before joining her, sitting behind her.
"Thank you," she whispered.
"No love, thank you. That was the most amazing thing in the world. Words can't even describe how wonderful that was," Bella leaned her head back on my shoulder as I tenderly ran my hands up and down her arms. Life could not get anymore perfect.
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Go easy on me that was my first full lemon.
The two songs were. "To Make You Fell My Love," song by Josh Kelley and "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain.